结束

-完结篇-

没想过有写这一篇的这一天..

与其让自己回想以前的话....再次落泪,再次心痛,再次气愤

倒不如, 就忘了吧....

你说对我有说不完的谢谢 与 对不起....你无言以对

......我想, 无言的是我..

想, 只带来恨

狠, 只带来痛

痛, 只带来泪

泪, 只带来累

累的只有自己.........................................谁是谁非,谁要去懂得?

有时, 自己真的是大傻瓜吧......

傻瓜, 哭也哭够了....气也气够了.................抬起头,哪只不过是幼稚的一场游戏

自己也撑累了...一次又一次地相信,带来的只是失望...

我得承认, 我对你真的很失望...

我得承认, 我做了好一段日子的傻瓜

..到底..我们怎么了

爱你,真的很辛苦

从没拥有过,却要逼着失去......

我很难过,你却不知道...

你以为........................................一切都没什么大不了..........

对不起,我受伤了......你也忘了.........如何去爱我...和珍惜我..

这儿的字眼,也许你永不去发现....

只有在这里....我有勇气告诉你......

最痛的是......为你好,我逼着自己忍痛说:我不爱你了......

对我是多么的残忍..........

bi...你也有女朋友了......我们也尝试了让大家和气....

可是.......我心碎了...不是因为你有别人....我心真的碎了...因为你还太在乎我了....

27.3.06

...passing u the bank letter again..

probably this the LAST TIME we gonna meet n talk....

perhaps..........

......lets c...hows the story goes...

its...27/3/06......

the nite is beautiful...the closing event was beautiful...the city was just so damn beautiful..

did u watch them all? .....

who..u did..?

...............

.....i miz u .....as a fren...as a love......? i knew its gonna be a sharp torn in my heart...

it wont go...it would just stay till the day..

we have a brighter bonds...

supposed its Daylight saving today...but due to the commonwealth..its delayed for a week

.....when its related with daylight saving...i think about u n me..........

yeah..last time while u still in malay......we did mention about daylight saving times by times ..cuz i wanted u to remember my time zone..

now...u r here in melb......we r living in the same area..within the city boundary.......

yet.....

............................we cant feel each other...........

spinning minds......thinking of u.....i should have keep the anger with me...then i wont think of talking to u ...

i knew the anger gone..cuz i start missing the times we talk to each other........

bi........ok....i swallow the misses...jes, be strong!