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I realized I had just entered an interesting chapter in my life. I had outgrown the boys of my past and not quite grown into the men of my future. -Sex & The City

And i'll sit and wonder
Of every love that could've been
If I'd only thought of something charming to say. -- Death Cab for Cutie

Currently Listening Let Go By Avril Lavigne Things I'll Never Say see related

Why can't I just tell you that I care?

Currently Listening (What's The Story) Morning Glory? By Oasis Wonderwall see related

There are many things that I would like to say to you, but I don't know how...

Everything is fine; I’m lonely all the time.

What if I was different? What if you were wrong? What if I was everything you wanted all along?

The true value of a best friend can never be lost…only forgotten. </3

And slowly as the years go on you lose friends you NEVER thought you would

The hardest thing I'll ever have to do is to stop
loving someone because they stopped loving me.

And I won’t be the one that lets you down this time, I promise

This is really hard for me you know, talking about her, because I realize how much you like her & the slight chance I had left is now gone. You are happy and I’m left broken hearted and alone...

I see you everyday
Do you even notice me
Cause it feels like I'm invisible
Someone no one ever sees

It’s always the one thing we don't have…
…that affects all the things we do have

And I guess best friends doesn’t mean a thing
It gets thrown around just like I love yous.

There's just something about him that made me like him since the day that I met him. There's just something about him that made me go absolutely crazy for him.

I’m driving myself insane…racking my brain…trying to think of something clever to get your attention. There’s so much tension. Give me a sign…this is something I can’t take. I don’t want to have to deal with another heartbreak.  </3

Did you know that her favorite color is blue; or that she's terrified of the dark, that she can't sleep without tons of pillows surrounding her or that when she thinks of you, she smiles even though she doesn't want to care. Did you know that she loves the way you look at her. Did you know that she's in love with you?

So here we lie in this beautiful mess
of tangled sheets and beads of sweat.
With my heart in your hand
and my neck in the other,
should I be scared or should I come closer?
But it's still beating and I'm still breathing.
You haven't hurt me yet.

We're too cool for love and romance, baby.
We don't need to spend a
night under the stars,
or a bed with scattered rose petals.
Who needs a candle lit dinner,
when you've got a drive-thru
and a back seat?
Because that's what we are, beautiful,
we're the epitome of backseat lust.

To all the girls who've had their heart broken: don't stop loving. Don’t think for even one second that you won't find someone better. And most of all don't ever be afraid to fall again.

If he breaks my heart, I won’t care...
because not caring is the strongest revenge of all.

Just close your eyes and pretend I’m
the pretty girl you really wanted...

I'm perfectly fine being his friend
well I’m also a perfect liar.

And I thought...
maybe you
would save me.

I may not be with him, but he's still my world. He’s still the one thing worth holding onto. The true test of love is no matter how long you two go without talking, he will always find a way back into your heart. No matter how hard you try to forget him, you can't. It’s the little things that mean the most, but break your heart all the same. It’s those times when a song comes on & immediately you cry missing him, wanting him, and needing him. Just wishing he thinks about you, and he has never forgot the memories you two have, means everything. Just the small thought of maybe, just maybe, there might be an "us" give you the strength to hold on that much longer. You never realize how much you love something until you lose it, and you're one of the lucky ones if you get it back

And I’ve been dying to know—
who's your heart beating for?

Although I know we will never be together, I already promised
myself that I wouldn't fall for anyone else

And to be honest
I’ve never wanted anyone else
as much as I want you

I’ll always be the dreamer and you’ll always be the dream

Summer 2005.
Whatever happened.
HAPPENED. No regrets.

I'm consciously aware that you are slowly breaking my heart, but I am also subconsciously going to love you forever with every b-r-o-k-e-n piece

I don't know. I mean, I want to be his friend. But then again,
I don't. You know? I mean how can you simply be friends
with someone when every time you look at them you're
thinking about how much more you really want?

Valentine’s day:
like we really need << another >> day of the year to feel like shit
because we're --s i n g l e—

When you're not around I think of a million
things to tell you and then when you're there nothing seems to come out right…

Boys make the best friends…
no hating, no drama.
Just brotherly love

She would kill to hear him say, "you’re beautiful."

My eyes are always a little red
My hands smell like cigarettes
My heart bleeds eternally
And my wrists are always hurting
I know I'm not your type and
I know you could do better
But will you love me anyway?

They asked me to describe myself;
I said I’m 16 with hazel eyes & I like a boy
but if you asked him he wouldn't know
what color my eyes are. </3

It’s a little obvious darling...
I’m trying to make you fall
For me too

Let’s write a story.
First, there was this girl, & she really liked this boy.
Okay, now you finish...<3

Even though Christmas is over
there's still hope for my winter romance

Sometimes I get so sick of it... it’s like were playing this silly little game
where we both won’t admit we're perfect for each other

I guess wanting to be loved
is asking way too much...

Just once, I want to be hard to leave...
I want to be the one he's up late at night
thinking about. I want to be the one
he's telling his boys --- I think I love her

All she really wants is someone who will catch her when she falls, someone to realize her worth and hold her hand for no reason but the fact that they like the way it fits with theirs. Someone who will sit with her under the stars, kiss her in the pouring rain, look into her eyes & say, "you’re the one I’ve been waiting for."

So, yeah. Im kindasortamaybe falling for you.

Girl meets boy. Girl falls for boy.
Boy doesn't even stumble...</3

Currently Listening Make Yourself By Incubus Pardon Me see related

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!

I cried because you wanted her over me
but then I laughed because she’s ugly.

I'm still missing you…
...Every single day

I'm not a poet;
I'm just troubled in the head
This isn't a song about love;
It's a song about wanting you dead

Life’s a prison when you’re in love alone </3

There’s no way to deny she’s lovely.
I tell myself that inside she’s ugly:
Maybe I'm just jealous

The other day you asked me what I wanted for Christmas. I wasn’t sure if you wanted the truth. My wish couldn’t be found in any store, cause baby, all I want for Christmas is you.

Merry, Merry Christmas baby, although you’re with somebody new.

Thought I’d send a card to say that I wish this holiday would find me beside you.

It’s so much easier to say
I don’t like him
then to explain the reasons
why I still do

I’ll wait for you... I promise

Okay, I admit it. I’m scared.
I’m scared I’m gonna lose you.
I fought so long, so hard,
just to keep you in my life
and to sit here and realize
you are gone and I am now in
this alone terrifies me. I’m
so scared to do this and I
don’t think I can do it without you.

I don’t think I’ll ever get over this.
I wish I were as good at pretending as you are.
That way, I could fake a smile
act like I don’t NEED you too.

I see your scars, I know where they're from...So sensually carved and bleeding, until you're dead and gone...
I've seen it all before; Beauty and splendor torn.
It's when heaven turns to black and hell to white. Right so wrong and wrong so right.

You just need the one who will bring the light back into your eyes.

Maybe you didn't realize it was love...until it was too late.

You were and always will be unaware of how amazing that one person could make you feel.

Maybe, you wanted love, and you got it. Congratulations.
But watch out...the day may come...when you will wake up...
...And your fairytale dream will be a nightmare.

We live drenched in sin, we breath it's vile presence, it dwells within us, circulating and cultivating.

If we cut out the bad well then we'd have nothing left.

Freedom is Slavery.
We are silently guided through our lives in so many ways we don't quite realize. Left alone and entirely free would surely be the death of us. We depend on others and their guidance.

When his tongue is down my throat,
all that’s going through my head are thoughts of you.
It’s kind of funny but it's kind of sad
how your name is the only name I ever listen for.
& When his fingers are entwined with mine,
our conversation from the night before keeps me occupied.
You know I only kiss him to make you jealous.
But it's tragic really because you never will be.
& When I lie with him on my bed,
I’ll exchange my empty words with his meaningful ones.
I should feel guilty
but I don't feel anything for anyone but you.

Ten bucks says you'll be crawling
into bed with me… putting your
hands where they don't belong.
And ten bucks says you'll
be putting your lips where they
don't belong either. But ten bucks
says I won't say no.

She just needs a little help
to wash away the pain she's felt
She wants to feel the healing hands
of someone who understands

Even when you’re having the
time of your life you can't
help but to stop & think about
how much you miss the
old times.

You can’t spell believe without a lie

The worst thing in life is to lose a friend.
A friend that means the world to you - a
friend that you put all your trust and faith
in - a friend that you believed in from the
start - a friend that took the center of your
heart - a friend that you'd die for - a friend
that you wanted to cherish for a lifetime
a friend, a good friend, a best friend…

I woke up and called this morning
the tone of your voice was a warning
that you don't care for me anymore

It’s not about being who everyone
else wants you to be. It’s about being
you, and finding someone who
loves every bit of it.

Ex boyfriends -
are like an old pair of shoes
you know that you don't need
them anymore, but you don't have
the guts to get rid of them.

The world will always be cruel, but it never seems that way unless you face it alone.

She was so focused on something she couldn't control, that she lost control of the only thing she could: herself.

Rejection is more than just the simple "no," it's the feeling that no one will ever say "yes."

Out of 2000 people in the school, I was only avoiding
one...that one I saw as I turned the corner… yeah, fate
really does work in some messed up ways sometimes.

The deepest feelings are shown in silence.

And while she's dying in her dreams
I hope you're choking in your sleep

When you don't have love, it's like there's a party going on and everybody was invited, except for you. And you just happen to be walking by that house in the r a i n

Burn these words from our lips,
as the dagger screams,
love is dead,
& it’s a newspaper tragedy...

Everytime you feel her touch
I pray to god that it's not enough.

The best thing about a shower is that you can cry all you want,
and no one knows it but you.

All I wanted was for him to ask what was wrong,
For him to care about how I felt,
For him to hug me and hold me,
And promise everything will be okay.
I need him tonight.
But he's not here...
He always has a way of never being there.

Lets get something straight…
she is my best friend…
You break her heart... I break your face.

Sick to my stomach once again
I keep remembering I'm just your friend

It’s so hard knowing you care about a person this much – but you aren’t allowed to act like it. You wanna just give him a call && tell him you love him… but you can’t because it just makes things worse.