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Name: Jason
Country: United States
State: California
Birthday: 8/2/1984
Gender: Male


Interests: Writing songs/LYRICS....playing vid game...watchin anime.....playing BBALL, TENNIS, swimming, POOL/BILLARDS, table tennis, ice skating, roller blading, goin out with friends, organizing events with clubs, building models, RAVING, clubbing, watching Wrestling, nething u can think of. also meeting new ppl. so leave ur mark.
Expertise: having a exceptionally good memory, except for in school. =P. Seriously, Talking to people and making them feel better, helping people and making them laugh, being nice. Expertise in relationship problems and helping friends solve them. also writing lyrics and cars...sorta.
Occupation: Student
Industry: Medical


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Member Since: 2/21/2003

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Saturday, June 14, 2008

wow

Congrats to the class of 2008.  It seems like yesterday when you guys were at my graduation and giving me a Lei.  Now it's my turn to give you guys a lei.  I'm proud of you guys and girls.

I'm in love with a certain princess that told me to update my xanga.  ^_^


Thursday, April 17, 2008

blue

people are afraid of being hurt.  In order to avoid something, people justify their actions with unproven thoughts and assumptions and believing them to be correct.  It's out of fear that we force ourselves to think about thoughts that can only hurt and not help.  There are risks to every action we take.  For every action, there is a reaction.  If we do not take any risks, we won't move from where we are.  A person can only grow if they allow themselves to take risk, not always thinking about how to stay safe.  Not to say that people should take reckless risk, but more calculated ones.  Life lives on, whatever the result is but it is still up to you to decide whether you'll play it safe and finish the race eventually or take a risk and win it all. At least you know you tried in the end, instead of thinking back about what could've been.

If we continue to live in the past and never grow, then nothing will change, now or later.  Life tends to repeat itself UNLESS you accept it and learn from it.

A heart can be a fickle object.  One minute, it's feeling so high and the next you wish it would beat once more so you can feel it.  It can feel things that aren't even within reach.  It is our brain that regulates our emotions and hormones.  The heart really doesn't feel emotions, but why does the heart ache when something happens?  I guess the heart is like a symbol of life.  If something you cherish is taken away from you, you lose a part of your heart/life.

Changes happen when something extraordinary occurs to an individual, like getting into a good school, moving into a new house, starting a new relationship.  Almost every action in life brings change to an individual.  Even if we don't see the change immediately or feel it, it still happens.  When these changes occur, we adapt to these new conditions.  Relationships are all about changes and adaptations.  Nobody goes into a relationship being ready and expecting everything to occur smoothly.  Life would be boring then. 

Bad timing has always been the story of my life.  Nothing has ever been good timing. 

Letting fate decide my life means that it's already determined what the outcome will be.  I like to believe whatever happens is something I decide, NOT something that's already decide and I'm just living out the result.

There's more to write but I just can't concentrate right now.  Trying to understand life or love is too stressful.



Wednesday, March 26, 2008

^_^

I'm very happy in life right now!  I'm having fun with my hun and I'm doin well in my classes.  Life is good.  It could be better since I have some other stuff to deal with (finances, family, etc etc) but its all good.  I haven't been this happy in a long time.  I hope everyone else that reads this is doin well too.


Thursday, January 24, 2008

tired....


Sunday, November 25, 2007

I'm happy! 



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