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Sunday, December 23, 2007


i get lazier by the day to pack the stuff i bought from singapore, and not to mention, complete my holiday-to-dolist, and of course, blog about singapore x( my once "long" post in my brain wanting to b posted is now already... only half its length left in my brain. not as enthusiastic as last time to blog about singapore, anyway x.X

sat a 7 hour train ride to singapore n on the way i,


saw gemas train station! u know the gemas we always study in geografi :)

stopped at johor bahru... closer to singapore!

saw the selat waddoyacallit... this picture was taken in the train xD then we went to woodlands place to check our passports n stuff. the place was pretty n had really good security i guess.

stepped out of tanjong pagar station n saw singapore after 3 years of not seeing it! wooow. singapore's really different. it took time for the thought of being in another totally different country to sink in my brain. and it did! i was overwhelmed xD

saw my cousins' racks n racks of books.
n sis n i were amused by this comfortable spinning chair n we started to play wif it. lol. pictures n movie clips will not b posted due to the embarrassment caused or whatever xD


day 1 ended pretty fast as we were all tired n getting ready for bed once we reached my cousins' house.. their family kindly allowed us to stay there during our trip to singapore :)

day 2: we went SHOPPING! on orchard road... the shopping complexes were not as big as 1U but there were heaps all side by side each other on that road maaan. everybody was like walking everywhere xD


so prettyyy...

blue taxi!


robinsons...


the tiny escalator in some shopping complex


a giant starbucks coffee but i realised it's a donation box n i donated 2 bucks singapore dollars :)





loooong escalator!!!


seventeen mag singapore :)

day 3: went science centre for a little while wif the other 3 little cousins whos also staying in singapore... then we went shopping again xD


btw this book kept me company when me, my sis n my cousins were quiet n shy lol! n didnt talk or anything... unlike last time when we played wif swords n stuff n warcraft :( so i read this!!! i've always wanted to learn about the 1st n 2nd world war :) muahahahah
albert einstein climbing the rope in singapore science centre!! this is the one thing i remembered about three years ago when i went for the 1st time :)

even their toilets r fancy


wanted to go vivocity but was really crowded, so we went to another shopping complex n i saw this: sounds sick much


my sis n i were slaving over this yummy drink! choc mint frappe from mccafe!! we dont have mccafe in the mcdonalds in m'sia though x(

the next day i went home :( had to bid goodbye to singapore! and i really felt like a dumbo there.. my cousin, whos same age as me, he has already learned the stuff im gonna learn next year, u know the add maths n biology n science stuff :( well i m sure im going there to visit again.. i havent shopped enough :) (n i have my mum constantly reminding me that : i came to singapore not to shop! i came to visit my cousins...)




anyway caroling was yesterday... it was funnn. xD





btw visit my blogspot xD this would b my last post in xanga. tata xanga :)


Friday, December 21, 2007

BACK FROM SINGAPORE after meeting cousins and shopping at orchard road until our legs got really tired!!! and to think that all my friends forget about me when i went away :'( i had to get the PMR results release date from my mum. my mum's colleague actually.


too tired to blog or publish pictures... well i have heaps of pictures n it will take long to upload only half of them la i guess xD... hey give someone a camera phone he/she have always wanted, put he/she in another country or whatever, n u get a lot of photos kay. the blame's on my camera :)



feeling ugly, tired, stressed (i havent done my christmas shopping), yet a bit excited, signing off :)


Sunday, December 16, 2007

gaah im feeling so emo these days.. i feel ugly n browsing through people's friendster profiles wif their camwhoring pictures doesn't help? O.O


today was a long day... it started with sunday morning worship, then we had to stay for caroling practice at 2.30pm... the worst part was during the instrumental item practice... i took the longest to be "private coach-ed" and omg was it embarrassing! the guy had to adjust my fingers n posture like i'm some kind of beginner :( n because of that i was moody whole day i was feeling very foolish, thinking of when i used to be so excited for the orchestra thing n this caroling thing n my excitement n hope kinda backfired? i dunno why the hell i suddenly feel so bloody disappointed in myself... following the thought that i cant do anything properly :( i say i'll b good at violin n end up being dumb n stupid n getting embarrassed playing out of tune, i say i'll exercise so much n b so freaking slim by christmas but i ended up pigging around... disappointed! :( n emo.. ohmygoodness maaaaaaaan. i just wna tuck in n sleep all the disturbing thoughts away :( i prayed, i slept, i sobbed in the blurness and the unconsciousness or was it when i was half-awake?... sniff.



performed at the curve just now :) it was okay lar hahahaha... pictures :)

blocked by some guy's violin :(

it is proven today that cameras hate me. or at least the mirrors i look into don't display yr true looks. u know like when u look in a mirror n see yr suddenly-slim figure then u look at another mirror n u look suddenly-pudgy. that sorta thing. makes u wonder how u really look like in other people's eyes huh.
at the ikea side, thats where my dad actually found a car park space lol.



come to think of it i think the best thing to do is to own up to reality. n just bluntly admit that u won't be the person u want to be no matter how hard u try n pray. or maybe u haven't tried yr best or just maybe God doesn't want u to be what u wanna be. ohtheheartache n the confusion n the doubts n the PMS-frustration x.X


Friday, December 14, 2007

following the sudden decision to head to singapore for holidays n to meet up with relatives, i had to cancel everything on the 20th, which includes my piano n violin lessons, tennis lesson and the sunway pyramid 6L reunion...


can u imagine that im going to the curve tomorrow night for a rehearsal... not the proper one but a rehearsal, just that everyone will come n see. oh crap x.X

isn't the place too small for the orchestra to fit? r we gonna play in the weird house x)




erm. i guess not. harhar



oooohs i've been tagged by chernyao but im too lazy to do it. so, i'll just, erm, procrastinate. after all it's the best thing i'm at :)




Thursday, December 13, 2007

the k810i-ness


after the one hour under-the-sun tiring tennis lesson, i had a chance to go catch the movie 'enchanted' with steph and chernyao. besides steph wanting to camwhore wif my phone, i wanted to take pictures of other random stuff x)


we were too bored waiting for steph to come out from the toilet so i took this. chernyao's idea x.X



i wanted to hug the soldier pillar but i guess i'll look ugly doing that so i changed into this boring pose instead.


taking a picture with a 'soldier', as far as i remembered i have seen the real ones be4 in paris or london so, yea. xD

our hard-to-finish juice




and also some other pictures i took yesterday/since i got my phone!!

1 U christmas decorat

aaaaah he's playing wif a king cobra!!!


does this look familiar to you xD

can u imagine my maid managed to get my shoes so white??? it was totally brown before this! she does have a thing cleaning shoes man. n socks. my socks look brand new right now (okay maybe this is a tad bit exaggerating)

oh and check my tennis racquet out :) in the pic is also my new pink fila water bottle :) oh and not forgetting my sister's butt.

isn't this handphone pouch nice? the pic's the lower part. the upper part of the pouch is in a nice shade of deep pink x)

my mum's new samsung ultra slim whatever phone!! dont u think it looks great xD

omgomg i got my certificates. it's about time!

and this says: intermediate level in music performances first concert certificate solo piano. the one i took last year! yay :) does this mean im qualified to perform on stage?? well i guess not.

this happens when the boredom sinks in during yr ride to music class. u snap pictures of yr grade 8 exam pieces book n pencil box. lol.



PS: to all u SE people out there please be kind enough to send me some themes... sniff.



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