Yup yup yup I'm updating.....damn wat a surprise...lolz i been lazy n working n busy u kno..it just the way life work. I been working a lot more i guess..well not last month but like the end of December I was.....n into the first week of January....haha then i had to like catch up on my government class cuz i didnt do ne work all semester.....haha it ok..i still end up w/ an A so i live.

I been spending a lot of time w/ this one guy who i really care n have feeling 4...so even tho it been a short amount of time...but the nites that we have spent together like me feel sumwat close to him..cuz like there was a full week last month where i spend every nite w/ him....n then fall asleep in his arm..then wake up early in the morning n go to school..the sense of closeness is just there....i dunno enough about him to say ne thing else..all i kno is i been happy w/ him...

hm..school stuff.....new semester started already....i only have 5 classes..which is a good thing..the days seem shorter n goes by much quicker...i'm a little more on tops of things...which is a good thing. college n stuff like that..i'm starting to pay a lil more attention to...well in the end i only applied to UW, so now is just all the scholarship process. lolz i was hoping it would just be filling out a bunch of junks n turn it in...but sum of their essay questions r just retarded.

hm....the rest of my life r pretty much the same..haven't really improve much...i decide to cut all my volunteering...so at least i'm resting..n relaxing now....

*yawn* is time 4 bed....lolz..gnite every1...

lolz at sum1 request..i guess i'll update...i was gonna do it another day another time...

hm...life? still stress...nothing really changed.....i'm still in the game of relationship/dating....school i'm doing horrible..i dun remember a time doing so bad in school b4 so that shocking. i'm at the pt where i think i'll kill myself if my grade get ne worst...sigh....all bc of sum causes....college...um..i havent manage to apply yet...dun ask y..there stories behind it....friends? ok i guess.....nothing really new about it...family? same old....

tho i'll b happy this week is over...haha then i'll b on break..maybe i can manage to catch up on my grade...apply to colleges/scholarships...probably get sum more rest......we'll c wat happen...