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Sunday, October 30, 2005

Sun, 30 Oct 2005 03:09:25 GMT

Wow lots of stuff has happened as you can see I don't really use xanga that much although I might start again maybe. I agree with Emily that myspace is alot better and so is facebook but there are benefits to all of them. I'm not at Penn Tech and I have been there for over 2 months. I use myspace which is http://www.myspace.com/wrestler_guy and a facebook at Penn Tech. If anyone wants to know anything about me hit me up at aim and I gotta get some sleep so I can get to bible study then church see you later peeps.

Friday, August 12, 2005

Fri, 12 Aug 2005 02:19:11 GMT

Just letting everyone know that now I have a webcam and a mic so I can do shit now sweetness. I can update everybody on my crazy ass summer. I really dont feel like typing it all out it really is alot.

Thursday, July 07, 2005

Thu, 07 Jul 2005 04:49:36 GMT

Well I have lots to update you all on. First off I chilled with Callie on the weekend and learned some interesting things and met some quite interesting people.

The Cubs really have been slacking and The Derek Lee shoulder strain was extremely scary but he is ok and he'll be good to go for the all-star game. The Cubs are now 40-42 but they do have a double header with the braves tumro I hope they whoop their asses.

I have a new good friend his name is Bobby (Robert Suskie). I never knew that he would be as awesome as he is cuz he is a very quiet guy. He loves rock and metal and thats it. Well I drove to Hershey Park on Tuesday and hung with Bobby the whole time. Mary really kinda creeped me out the whole damn day. She was mad flirting with me the entire day. I guess she liked the way I look in a wifebeater then again don't all the girls lol. Seriously though Mary was so on my balls the whole time. Everyone was teasing me and I was like whatever she told me some kinky shit, but I think that she was kidding just to sound interesting. Well the strange thing is that I used to like her a long time ago and I still do a little. If you really do like me Mary maybe we can get something to work I don't know. I'm leaving in like a week to Chicago for 3 weeks anyways maybe I"ll find a chick there.

Storm Runner was definatley hands down the best ride there. I rode it 4 times. I got to miss that stupid Dolphin show haha I'm glad I went and changed clothes. All in all the day was pretty awesome at least I had a good time. Then we went to Hershey factory and I got a box of 36 Cookies and Cream bars. It was pouring outside and that was a nice experience I was all wet. I got kinda sunburned on my neck and shoulders. What I loved most about the trip is that it was free and we got paid for 4 hrs of work. thats at least what I hear through the grapevine.

Today suprisingly I woke up without an alarm before 8. I got up took a shower then bagged with Bobby. It was the first time I did that cuz the LVCC has been slow and Jim doesn't schedule me cuz he hates me and he schedules all the girls I guess thats what he wants to see some jailbait. There was this girl that was kinda cute today at the Commissary. The first question I asked her is how old is she. What does she say 14 I'm like ok I need to stay away from that jailbait. I made 48 bucks Old people usually tip like shit. I saw the nastiest thing today old people got groceries and they had to of been about 78 at least. They bought some KY Lubricating Jelly eww. I bought the Killswitch Engage cd on my break. I saw Meagan at the Commissary I wish that I could have dated her I think that she did actually liked me. That was a big mistake that I never took her up on her offer. After the that I chilled with Bobby at the pool and my niece. Then I came home and took a nap.

I fucking locked my keys in my car tonight. So I decided at like midnight that I should ask some MPs for help. The only reason was because my spotlight was on. They struggled for a hour and a half but they still couldn't get it all 3 of em. So if you get your keys jammed in your car never ask the cops for help. Just call for a locksmith I called Jerrys and he was only 25 bucks. It took him like 2 mins although he did use a pump lol. All the cops had was a slim jim. Cops can actually be kind of cool the more I think about it I never thought that I would have the conversation I had with em. Alex is leaving like tumro sigh. Damn Jessica Simpson is hott wow that video is banging. Thats about it for now Toodles.

--Bryan--

Friday, July 01, 2005

Fri, 01 Jul 2005 04:40:04 GMT

Cubs update they won on Wed. But lost on Thurs. Wood had a strong outing.

Bowling league was the bomb diggity. I bowled shitty but our team did amazingly well I had a 141 179 then a 150. Ah well not too bad We beat the best team 3-1 and now we are in first place. Fab 5 is the name of our team. Thats right bitches. Next week is the position round so we get to play them again and this time we will win all 4. Lots of sexual innuendos but like always adult no tap bowling league was lots of fun. Crystal Johnson is the best woman bowler I have ever seen in my life she bowled another perfect 300 game tonight although we still managed to beat them.

Although that big event happened I had so much fun at Waffle House where we met these two rednecks who were absolutley fucking great this one guy Wade was so awesome. His friend was quite an angry fucker though. Lots of laughs I havent laughed this hard or had this much fun in a very very long time. Wade told us many stories about his life not to mention that he was drunk and obnoxsious the whole time. He seriously was the coolest redneck I have ever met. He reminded me of Larry The Cable Guy Git-R-Done. Then I talked with my one friend about lots of interesting things. So all in all tonight wasn't really all that bad it was actually kind of good time to move on with my life. Peace

--Bryan--

Wednesday, June 29, 2005

Wed, 29 Jun 2005 04:16:58 GMT

Cubs update they suprisingly won again its simply amazing. Zambrano pitched 8 shoutout innings and Lee added to his home run total making it 23. He really should surpass Pujos in the ALL Star voting it is really close if anyone can vote for Derek Lee in the NL All Star Ballot LIKE 50K votes and that isn't much considering there are like 1.8 million already. Go to www.mlb.com to vote thank you. Please vote as many times as you can for the cubbies mostly just Derek Lee you are able to vote as many as 25 times. Patterson made a sensational catch across the field while being aware enough from the tumble to snag a double play. Wood is finally back tommorow and I'm so excited.

I've talked about the fact that I'm a nice guy for a bit now and I've finally figured out why its bad to be what I am which is a non naughty little church boy. Here is the post that people have discussed kinda long but bare with it. Keep in mind that these are actual conversation between real women.

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"I think that perhaps younger women are less interested in a nice guy than an
exciting, bad boy. But that changes once you've been screwed over again and
again. I once had the NICEST guy and I was too immature to appreciate him. I
found him boring. Now I'm married to my "exciting bad boy" and my life is hell.
What I wouldn't give to have my nice guy back and start over. I thought my life
with my nice guy lacked romance and passion, so I left him for a wild, crazy,
passionate bad boy. I didn't realize the "passion" came from drugs and alcohol
and a hideous temper.

Live and learn.

I think nice guys finish last when it comes to "scoring" with women at a younger
age, but they often finish first when it comes to getting married and having a
satisfying one.
I have to agree. When I look around me at all the nice guys I have
passed over for one triviality or another, I am appalled.

The guy I thought was nice, but not attractive enough has lost weight, and now
owns a beautiful home, has a wonderful wife and 3 kids and they all seem so
happy together.

The guy I thought was nice, but too boring (when I was younger) is the guy I'd
kill to have today. He's loyal, he's sweet, he's a wonderful father/husband, has
a beautiful home, his own business. I craved excitement when I was younger, but
now I am older, wiser (??) and more settled, and what was boring to me then is
perfect for me now.

I wanted a party animal when I was young, now I want a stable, mature
individual.
Had date ((DZ) with youngerguy last night (27). He was a perfect gentleman
(except for being 1/2 an hour late). Brought me chocolate. Then took me out to
nice (expensive) dinner and for desert later. We have a lot in common. But poor
guy, he was tripping all over himself to try to please me.

He went to Ivy league schools all the way for EE, so I am guessing he's smart
enough. His mom had him when she was in her 40's...his parents are older.

Do I continue to see him? I want him as a friend, but anything else....is very
questionable. Or should I spare myself the time? He needs training and needs to
learn to relax around women. (He's never had a gf). He world probably make a
really good friend/activities partner (since we have so much in common).

Here, here to that!

I hate "nice" guys (some of them :0) I totally agree that they are really just
passive-aggressive losers that lack the intestinal fortitude to take on certain
leadership roles in rel'ps.

I dated a "nice" guy this summer, who when we went out constantly talked about
how much he hated players, and that the players always get the women by lying
and cheating.

Now that hindsight is 20/20, I feel he was just jealous of their confident aura
(not that I condone player types), but they do have a certain kind of
take-charge confidence. Anyway, down with the
"nice-I-am-really-to-scared-to-do-anthing-else guy" Double Yuck!
I don't want anyone who is going to treat me badly, so in that way "nice guys"
are better. However, I do want a man who is going to take charge-- I can't stand
telling other people what to do. Guys who take initiative and go after what they
want are wonderful--they just get a bad rep because of the players.

Rules behavior should put a nice guy on the pursuit. A nice guy has to be REALLy
into you before he will call. He is nervous and a little scared of rejection,
but remember if he is nervous--that means he cares. Before I next and reject a
nice guy, I give him three dates just to give him a chance to get over being
nervous with a CUAO like me and see if it could go somewhere.

I got a really great boyfriend now, who is a nice guy, but is good looking
enough to be a player. He was a little shy when we first started dating, but
still tried hard to win me over. He wasn't afraid to be romantic and silly when
it really mattered."

THE ENDING OF THE CONVO BTWN WOMEN

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Doesn't it all make lots of freaking sense now. I'll never find a girl thats really into me until I get older since I'm not a bad boy. But I'm not anywhere near ready for marriage shit this really sux now that I think about it. Well there is always room to change and become a bad boy. Hmm

Lately I've been so overwhelmed with babies. Today I had to watch my niece for 3 hours and later give both my niece and nephew baths. My nephew peed all over the wall and on me. (take into consideration he is only 2 months old and he doesnt know what he is doing) Then I played with my little niece and I discovered what its like to be a little kid again no worries about anything. That sure was nice. I couldn't possibly have a greater neice than I have now she is so good and obedient. I can teach her words now. Just the other day my sister said that she was gonna eat my nephew up in 2 bites. So then I said Cinnamon(my 2 yr old niece) oh no mommy is a cannibal. And sure enough she said it mommy is a cann-bal. The look on my sister's face was just priceless I wish I had a camera. Some things like that will always remain hilarious to me.

I updated my music and every so often I'll be adding more songs to it. Make sure that you listen to peanut butter jelly. Hmm I wonder how many I can put on there? Yes there is alot of distrubed why you may ask well its because I love their style of rock and they are from Chicago my hometown and yes I did live in the city northside ghetto of course. Iused to be a wigger before I discovered rock. I still love some of the classic rap I might add them when I get the time. Yesterday I went golfing with my buddy Jeff that was fun. Except for the fact that I totally sucked balls. I"m not even sure if I even got a bogey it was that bad!!! Thats ok I might not be that great at golf but I'l sure as hell beat just about anyone in bowling. I have a unique style never seen before, but it works launching the ball halfway down the lane before it touches down no wait make that 3 quarters of the lane. Anyways after golf I hung out and we played a little basketball and owned him in 21 and we talked about cars because his dad has some definate classics. The only problem is that he can't drive them or no one can because the arent insured. I think that he has a black and red 60 or 70 something cuda, a orange and black old beast which is also sweet and an 1991 Porsche. Damn he could really tear up the streets with those bad boys is they were insured. If I had those classics that his dad has I would actually be considered to be a bad ass which would be sweet that way I'd actually be a chick magnet. But I love my 1997 tan Nissan Altima in all of its glory with 64K anyways. I gotta get some damn sleep wow its later than I thought 4 30 dang. Thats about it for now I'll see all you crazy ass gangstas on the flipside. Peace Homies

--Bryan--

Monday, June 27, 2005

Mon, 27 Jun 2005 05:05:31 GMT

Cubs update yeah those sons of bitches pulled it out of their asses again today. A 2-0 win against the best team in the majors was sweet Prior really shut them out only allowing one hit.

Today was fun first I went to church and suprisingly it differed from the usual. I actually enjoyed it a lot today. The sermon was awesome the preacher talked about basic when he flung mud onto his drill instructor's because the instructor was treating him like crap.

Shortly after church I took a trip to the PX and I picked up two cds Ill Nino confession and Slipknot subliminal verses volume 3. Then I went grocery shopping and got some food. I love food. I also love how when I got to the checkout how Amy and Christina actually fought over me. They were like no I want Bovine to come here. Whats funny is that there are 4 people I know of that call me Bovine and those are 2 of em. So then later I went home and got some good old sleep.

I woke up a little later and cleaned my house. Then I went to the SYOC at the pool. Damn that was fun me and Robert played volleyball against Mary Amy and Chris. I chilled in the pool for a while and then we went back to the volleyball. Good Times. Half of the time I acted like a freak and half I was just joking so basically I was just being myself that was cool I haven't felt that good in quite a while. Its interesting how some simple games of volleyball could be so exhilarating. Oh yeah and by the way me and Robert totally kicked Mary Amy and Chris Laughman's butt. It was such a blowout I'm not gonna brag on our mad volleyball skills. I got all dirty then I got home. I swept and mopped the floors and took a nice hott shower.

Sometimes I'm so stupid I don't even realize how much of an asshole I can be. If I ever do anything stupid or write something innappropriate then someone please get over here and smack the shit out of me. I don't do it that often but sometimes it just happens and I would definately like to know. Its one of my weaknesses. I think that I'm gonna go to the Commissary and start working because my work really has been slow and I would like to go to Creation Fest. Tumro will definately suck since I missed the diapers today so I have to change 9 diapers tumro oh shit I don't even want to think about it. Well thats about it so later.

--Bryan--

Sunday, June 26, 2005

Sun, 26 Jun 2005 23:07:30 GMT

hey people, its alex (some of you might know me as bryans obsession, or just some slut whod probably give head to anybody! im sure you dont know me but hey thats ok! and i assure you all im not :) ) anyway, i have pirated my friend bryans xanga so that he can be hip and with it and have a music play list thinger, so here we go, hope it works :) make sure you listen to his favorite - its under yay! my favorite! - he asked me to find that one special. love ya bryan, sorry, you can always delete it when you figure it out. ~ love always, alex

Sunday, June 26, 2005

Sun, 26 Jun 2005 06:04:40 GMT

Hokay first up Cubs update Hells yeahs bitches they won 6-2 today and Aramis Ramirez hit a grand slam in the first inning on his b-day. Mark Prior will be back tumro against the Sox for the rubber game matchup. he has been gone since May 27 since he got slammed by the ball on his elbow. Kerry Wood has been gone since April 30th due to ligament pains but he is rady to roll for Wednesday. Now all we need is Garciaparra healthy and World Series here we come. Ill NINO is fucking great I remember this song from a while back its so sweet to hear it again. Hell here are the lyrics.

I am so alike you,
In so many ways.
I know I'm just a copy,
That carries on the stain.

But, We make the same mistakes.
Cause, We are one in the same.
But, We leave behind the stain.
I cannot seperate.

All that lies in me,
All that dies in me.
How can I live without you?
All that lies in me,
All that dies in me.
How can I live without you?

I am your mirror image,
I'm all you left behind
You made me what I am,
Then who the hell am I?

But, We make the same mistakes.
Cause, We are one in the same.
But, We leave behind the stain.
I cannot seperate.

All that lies in me,
All that dies in me.
How can I live without you?

Why, Yo no entiendo porque,
I know that our lives are the same,
Y mi vida,
Is just a guessing game
A dirty stain
That I cannot play.
But I follow your steps,
In the same way that you just walked away,
And pushed the way through.
I...will...not...live!

Do you think of me?
Do you dream of me?
I always dream about you.

Do you think of me?
Do you dream of me?
I always dream about you.

All that lies in me,
All that dies in me.
How can I live without you?
All that lies in me,
All that dies in me.
How can I live without you?

I worked tonight and I dunno what it was about Mary but she was just a royal bitch. Maybe it was one of her heavy days I dunno. She was only nice when I left. Lately she has just been bitchy with me. When I first worked there with her she was so nice and now its like she hates me. Well talking to Oogy was fun. And flirting with Paula was a blast. God she is fucking hott I hear she gets around though whatever. There was another new waiter at work today and his name is Stuart he looks like he is in his early 20s and he looks and acts like he is pretty cool. We need more Testosterone in the dish room there is way too much estrogen flowing in there holy shit. All it seems like I hear is bitch whine bitch whine. Well at least I get paid more than any other person working in the dish room haha I get more than Zach. Good thing things are slow and I won't have to work for a while because to tell you the truth I really don't feel like it. What's sweet is that my work the LVCC is going to a free trip to Hershey Park on July 5th if anyone wants to go with me just let me know. I really want to go to the 3 Doors Down Staind Breaking Benjamin and No Address concert on July 30th. Zach I really want to chill with ya there bud. Let me know what you are doin when the time comes maybe we can carpool or something because it is in Scranton PA. It looks like I'm not going to Creation after all sorry Aaron I really just can't afford it but I really wanna go.

Tonight I met this one girl who was in my helth class who is actually really fucking cool. Alycia likes almost all of the same music as me and we can relate to alot of shit. We talked for a while and we need to hang out when you come back from the beach. Damn she is cool I don't know many girls that like most of the music that I do Rock Metal and Screamo probably Callie and Amanda but thats about it. It just goes to show that you can't judge people by first impressions. Whoever made up that first impression crap is bullshit. According to my crazy mom Bullshit was my very first word. Unbelieveable I know I don't even believe her. But I still love her after all she did give birth to this wonderful guy after 38 tough weeks. Its strange because Alycia thought that I was a prep and I automatically though Goth when I first saw her. Getting to know people is truly worth it. It like the girl next door says "The Juice Was Worth The Squeeze" lol I love that movie. "Wow you guys are directors you have to use her in ur movie she is so good I'am and by the way my name is Mule. Do you wanna feel her out fuck her. No thats ok. Well at least feel her tits". That whole movie was just plain hilarious. Thats my update for now you hopeless romantics. Man I'm pretty damn sleep deprived its 5.45 in the morning and I need to wake up for church soon. One word Insomniac what can I say. Peace Out All My Playas Hoes and Pimps.

A-Town Down

--Bryan--

Saturday, June 25, 2005

Sat, 25 Jun 2005 04:46:27 GMT

Cubs lost to the White Sox again this sux now we are barely above .500 damn. I cant wait until we get Prior back this Sunday and Wood sometime soon then Garciaparra after the break.

Tonight was kinda different first my sister wanted to take the stroller back to Mechanicsbug because she can't seem to drive she is afraid to. Anyways so we go there and she wants another double stroler I tell her they dont have any other double strollers. Well then she went back that took forever then finally after waiting in WalMart in Mechanicsbug for like 30 mins we finally left. Then we went to Ollie's and my sister wanted to get some books. After that our adventure veered off to the world famous Super Shoes. we got there just before closing and I got myslef a nice pair of KSWISS. I saw my little buddy Jason there that was cool. It is hard for me to find shoes that fit me because I wear 14-15. After that we finally got home I changed both the baby's diapers, returned the movies to blockbuster and mail out my grant money confirmation. Then I came back and put my niece Cinnamon to sleep by reading her a story.

Friday, June 24, 2005

Fri, 24 Jun 2005 03:47:39 GMT

This song is Shadows Fall What Drives The Weak I just love the guitar solo at the end. I still want to know the code so that I can put several songs on my site. I would also like to know how to put freaking videos on my site. Well I hope you guys like the song I'll update later. Peace