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| I'm safer in an airplaneXangay! This one is for any active user of xanga.... Well, I guess for those who may not know, I'm back living in Arkadelphia! I was a student at Applied Life Christian College for two incredible semesters..Wow. I don't doubt that I was suppose to be there. It was an experience of a lifetime and I find myself deeply missing it at random times of the day. I came back under financial circumstances. However, I'm plugged in at Henderson State University and I can definitely say that it's been a different semester somehow. I don't know why! I believe with every fiber of my being that God sent me here. I didn't come here on my own terms... noway! He could have easily provided $8,000 for me and the money is there, but He hasn't literally dropped in my hands. Everyone has asked me, "So, are you going back to ALCC?" That's a question I'm leaving up to Him. Right now, I'm absorbing my time here. I'm not going to allow my season to be wasted. I don't want to survive here, I want to thrive. I love you guys! or anyone reading this for that matter. -Megan Hope www.myspace.com/looksfromroslyn | | |
| Hear me rrrrroar... I'm 21 and invincible. Every birthday so far has been special in its own unique way of course, but today was different. . . in a good way. At work, I didn't tell many people that it was my birthday, but everyone made me feel special. . . .Well, I guess until I was asked to go by the liquor store for a few of them. Geez, lol. It's crazy how strangers become strange friends! I love my friends! Thank you endlessly for making my birthday extra special :] My real treat will come tomorrow night at the Attic! I'm playing with my good friends, Swivelkpik and 7 More Years for Rachel! Come to the show to help send them to Belize this summer! It's starts at 8pm/$5 Thank you! Love, Megan | | |
| Summer again I used to be able to write deep things on here... Now I can't take xanga seriously anymore. What a tease you are! Welp, I'm back home for the summer to work and to save for next semester. It feels completely wonderful to be back. Responses from friends about me staying in Arkadelphia haven't been that uplifting, but I laugh! :] After being at ALCC for a year, I know I can face some things at work and with people as oppose to last year. This summer will be a time for my faith to really develope. I'm waiting for a miracle... This semester at ALCC was more challenging personally than academically. I painfully learned some lessons about pleasing people. I can't always allow other's words affect me. I learned that everyone has a love language. Mine is gift-giving and acts of service. A hard lesson I learned from gift-giving is that I can never buy love. Not from my roommate, mentors, teachers, friends and etc. I will never forget what my roommate said to me when she tried to buy something for me, "Let me love you." A giver should be able to receive as well as give. This was definitely a hard one to swallow. One thing I truly appreciate about the dorm life at ALCC is the accountabilty. No one is really fond of such a word, but if one sincerely wants to grow, then acountability should be something that is valued and not rejected. Make any sense? I have a show in Little Rock tomorrow at the Relay for Life. I'm pretty pumped :-] Thanks for reading this if you have gone this far! Love, love, love, Megan | | |
| you're a cloud The show was phenomenal. I was so humbled. Swivelpik, Christine Demeo, Trilateral, the Trinity praise & worship band, and drama group did amazingly well... I got my toes blessed off. I made $87. That's alot of kid's meals from wendy's for me. God opened some doors for me, he ushered my desires into His hands. God, to make you famous, I'de to anything. My great uncle passed away while I was here, so we just had the funeral. I will miss him... On top of that, some major decisions are going to be in the making and inside, i'm like, "ughhhhhhhhhhhh, Jesus!" But, this week has been needed in many aspects and I'm ready to get back into action and finish my semester :] I'm just following God. A "cloud" symbolized God's presence in the Bible. Whenever the cloud moved, the children of Israel moved (while they were in the wilderness). Can you imagine yourself being so close to reaching something and you quit out of stress, lack of faith or obedience? The Israelites were just a few days from entering into the Promise Land and ended up wandering for fourty years... I can't lose sight of Him. Love, Megan | | |
| i am who i am Hmmm. So, where did everybody go???? Well, I am currently at home due to spring break. The last four days have been relaxing and most of all, God-encountering. ALCC has been so amazing in a hundred different aspects. I couldn't type everything I have experienced this semester. If you go to www.myspace.com/looksfromroslyn I explain more in depth, but I will make this xanga post short :] By the way, my music video, "Bleed", is finished and is posted on my myspace page! I hope you like it. Me and Derrick Sims made it last summer. Hilarious and wonderful memories making it. We are going to make a new one this summer, which I am pumped about. Here are some thoughts of mine: - Changing my major to Family and Consumer Science - My missions vision for Taiwan - Me and my cousin, Evan, made a hot guy with a crazy mullet made out of play-doe & a monkey with an affro - What have I been producing lately? Eternal fruit or my fruit? Are people eating the eternal fruit I reap? - What am I going to do in the next 3-4 years? -Fretting is dumb. Just go to classes, eat, sleep, sow into people's lives, pursue God's voice and divine will and He will meet me where I am. - Change is inevitable, but growth is optional - God has given me beautiful friends. I want to have real friends. Friends who are spiritually deep, friends who are wanting to be doers of the Word. Friends who want to be different. Friends who don't choose to be bored by the mundane things of life, but find their zeal and freshness through God. ... just thinking :] I have a show this friday with Swivelpik and Christine Demeo at Walnut Valley Baptist Church in Hot Springs! I cannot wait to play with this gals. My first loves.. Love, Megan | | |
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