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As I heard your car back out
I collapsed inside myself
Now I can’t get out
I am so lost
This is it
For real this time
I came home to an empty room
So much of me was wrapped in you
And I don’t know what to do
People say it’s for the best
But it feels as if I’ve failed this test
Could I have done more?
I can't cage your wild soul.....
Summer seemed like a blur.....everything whirled by in a second yet so much of it seems so sparkling clear in my memory....so a summer is winding to its end. Not quite over yet. Mcats in two weeks. Goin campin tomorrow with the cs ppl.... still yet to have ricky's trademark annual summer bbq..... THEN summer will be over. ppl start leaving.... strange though, i'm actually kinda looking forward to school.
So another chapter in my life is ending...time to get serious. Sorry for everything this time around. It will be better the next time around. I promise. Everything will work out.
~Casey Stratton - wild soul
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| So its almost end of july already....damn i'm tired....i feel so....empty.... commuting and studying mcats without goin out much is draining me....em's busy at gov school, steve n kev are in cali....va's in north jersey, steph's in south jersey, sahi's in nyc.... no ones around.... just me and my thoughts to keep me company, which was refreshing for about three days....but they have long since gotten outa hand.... like unruly guests... I look for things to keep my mind occupied...i've read through four novels in three days.....playing wow only helps so much.... i feel like i'm running a marathon without knowing how much i have to run and how to pace myself.... and i'm getting tired....so tired....
so in case u didn't know, i've swtiched to premed and the reason is thus: I know what i did as in intern working in finance is not what i would be doing if i were doing it after i graduate, however i was around enough of them to know what they did, and it didn't appeal to me at all. I feel the time and energy i would have to put into finance in order to be successful would not be anywhere near as satisfying as if I put that energy into progressing through a medical career. If i succede in finance, its at the cost of someone else. If I succede in medecine, its by helping people. Sounds idealistic i know. But it makes me happier than doing finance. That's more or less the basis of it. I just don't find finance interesting. I'll do it if i have to, but i'd rather have a bit of happiness in my life.
on the other hand i've found some amazing new songs/artists:
casey stratton - opaline
lighthouse family - ain't no sunshine
brian mcfadden - demons
snow patrol - run/ set fire to the third bar
all similar in tone and style...sorta.... nice and depressing haha
i need a break. i need to sleep. i need to get out and talk to ppl. I almost wish school started soon. Almost.
~snow patrol - run
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| finals suck. 1/5 done. I want to go home. 2 monday, 1 tuesday, 1 thursday left....goddayum...
I miss em. I wanna go home.
finals suck.
~break of reality - voiceless
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| Presenting Lambda Phi Epsilon's Columbia Chapter's Nu Class:
# 53 - Vincent "!xobile" Adu-krow
# 54 - Brian "iDrops" Hsieh
# 55 - Chao "Caveman" Sun
welcome to brotherhood.
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| whoa damn, its april already.....and well into it......damn....second round of midterms are over..... lets count the remaining weekends....
15th alumni bbq
22nd..... visting ricky at penn
29th.... installs...
then BAM its may... = finals = teh suck = summer vacation = teh awesome
wow, its gonna be summer...years almost over....
working up at the columbia med school for the Summer Undergrad. Research Pgrm duringthe summer...i'll be commuting again.
~Longview - Further
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