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Wednesday, August 24, 2005

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Monday, August 22, 2005

Well Dan gets back tomorrow...I am more than excited!! I spoke to him about 10 minutes before he was to get on his train...its a 13 hour train ride and then another 2 hour bus ride..so i'll be leaving work early tomorrow to go pick him up. He was suppose to be back last night but there was a mix up with the tickets...so we're both more than anxious to see each other. Work has been crazy busy...last week we were booked solid for shoots in the studio, on friday I did a shoot that lasted 9 hours with no breaks. Then on saturday we had a wedding and sunday we had to shoot the local university football team. Today we had no shoots but I went in and started pressure washing the building so we can paint it and give it a makeover...its going to be sweet! I love the building..its an old warehouse and i think with the right touches it'll be awsome!  I never have another interesting to put in here anymore..lol...or maybe I never did!

Ha..last wednesday I went rock climbing and we got kicked off the cliff...BAH..it was for stupid reasons, which i won't really get in, but basically there is a hiking trail that runs on the top part of the cliff and I guess the guy felt like being an ass and told us to leave...the actual property that the cliff is one is private property..so we could have stayed we decided to be polite and leave..we'll try again this week. Well I need to be off..

Love and Mountains. 


Friday, August 12, 2005

So its a friday night and I am sitting home all alone..lol....this hasn't happened in a long time...but I must say, I enjoy it! Dan is still gone, but he'll be back in exactly  9 days!! I am so excited, but being apart has also done us a world of good. I've been able to hang out my family more and just rest up..lol..sounds bad..and sounds like all we do is ignore everyone else when we're together, which we don't..but its nice to do things with certain people solo...if that makes any sense?! I was talking with a friend of mine today and next week end he is throwing the biggest party ever....he's invited over 200 people to his cottage, going to have a bar,and lot sof drugs, the boat for wakeboarding and water skiing, as well as jet skis..its a 2 day deal..with drinking starting on the saturday morning at 8am....ouch. I am actually glad I have saturday and sunday already booked with work....its an easier way to decline going to this party. I just see this as a recipe for disaster...someone is going to either get hurt or killed..you don't mix alcohol and boats, and since I doubt there will be one sober person there..no one will be watching out for each other. I'd much rather steer clear of that...doesn't really interest me much...although it would be nice to see old friends...but not when they are drunk or high....which leads me to my next point...or ramble...

I was talking with a friend I used to go to church with, and as usual she was asking me how I was or where I stood on the god issue...and I told her how I don't consider myself "christian" anymore...I wasn't going to sugar coat it or beat around it..and right away she just assumed I had become more consumed with parties, drinking, drugs...and when I told her I had stopped all that...she seemed confused....i guess i just wonder why when christians find out you are not a christian or no longer believe in god...they assume your life is totally falling apart and are doing the worst things known to mankind? when in fact things can be great and wonderful? just random thoughts...i dunno...anyways...

Love and Mountains

 


Wednesday, August 10, 2005

wanna hear something cool? So back in may I made a pact with 2 people to stop drinking and smoking weed...and I tried and kinda didn't make it far...BUT it has been 7...yes 7...weeks since I last smoke weed...and I don't drink as much as I used to...i think in the past 7-8 weeks i've had 2 beer..maybe..anyways..i thought it was kinda cool..lol....anyways..thats all

love and mountains


Monday, August 08, 2005

So I have some time to update so I figure I might as well do it now...not really a whole lot is new..work is still pretty much dead. We're waiting to get the piece for the camera back soon, they say they'll send a temporary replacement for wednesday...that means the photo shoot that was scheduled for tomorrow is postponed till a later date. Life is pretty chill lately...today I spent at the beach with my two little cousins...and since there is no work tomorrow i'll more then likely be back there again....lol...So dan has been gone almost a week... ...i can't wait till he gets back....the first night after he left I had the hardest time to sleep...its weird how you get used to having somone else in the bed with you...only 14 days till he comes back. I overheard people talking about church today, something about tounges and the pentacostal church...i never went to a pentacostal church..but just hearing the whole subject....i'm not quite sure I miss it..i mean god hasnt really crossed my mind..i guess he did today or else i wouldn't be writing about it..i don't know..i'd rather not think about it...ok....i don't really think I have much else to say...so Love and Mountains!



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