losers_game's Xanga

Thursday, June 01, 2006

Thu, 01 Jun 2006 05:26:21 GMT

it's coming to an end. goodbye my friends. i love you

Monday, April 03, 2006

Mon, 03 Apr 2006 15:31:11 GMT

hmmm, dallas? well dallas is a place of man made beauty. People don't sleep there, they go to Lazer2010. In this club, foam falls from the ceiling, jaw-droppingly gorgeous women dance with you, and everyone has fun. The view from a 50 story tower is amazing(the tower rotates), and we took a picture standing on the X on the street where JFK was shot (13 times they say). My car got stolen, so we reported it. Later we find it, where we parked, then raced to the hotel and got the heck out of dallas before we got pulled over for driving my stolen car. And we got to see one of the best, Carson, for a day. How did we do so much in a day and a half? we didn't sleep at all. Then after we get back home, depression hits like always, this time in Tornado form. Oh how i love wynne. adios

_caleb

Monday, March 20, 2006

Mon, 20 Mar 2006 15:51:48 GMT

I've been writing alot lately, songs, poems, essays. Writing what i can't say. I realize just how irrelevant everything i do is, for the most part. After i finish these classes i'm taking, i'm moving back to san diego in june, i have a job lined up, and a small condo. I don't know what it is i'm going to do that becomes who i am, but "the west is the best, come here and we'll do the rest". I'm thinking about enrolling in film school, i'm interested in making movies and have come up with some idea's for a script. Just have to see what happens. anyway, i'm wasting your life by making you read this. later brotha's and sista's

_caleb

Monday, March 06, 2006

Mon, 06 Mar 2006 18:25:50 GMT

hello, i would try to write some catchy, neato-potatoe blabbering about some useless topic, or say how much fun my weekend was in fayettville, which it was very, but i hate attention, i'll leave that to the attention hungery people who think that they have something holy to prove to you. and also i am sick of "cool". goodbye

smile, it's a beautiful day out there. go here http://maddox.xmission.com/

Monday, February 13, 2006

Mon, 13 Feb 2006 13:28:42 GMT

realize how fortunate you are. the chosen few. we live like the stringed puppet, let the master do the choosing, it's for his best anyway. OPEN YOUR EYES. see the beauty, and capture the power. it's you who needs to accept you, alone. reveal the hidden, here is the present, it's not at it's best unless it's fake, anymore. what turns you on, i'll captivate your senses, one by one. slither, slither, slither. what have you done. let go and come home before it's all past tense, crawling under the fences with the mud staining your most beautiful of faces. bring me the end, to start a new one.

maybe later.

glaciersandrunway lights

Wednesday, February 01, 2006

Wed, 01 Feb 2006 13:04:59 GMT

drink their poison, embrace the shiver, feel the tearing of your liver, welcome to the river, welcome to the slithering of what has been done, all alone as the living breath in mortality

smile at someone today, open a door for an old man, do something you normally wouldn't, take a picture of the sunset, capture the power. and have a fantastic day

Monday, January 16, 2006

Mon, 16 Jan 2006 17:49:54 GMT

throw the rock, watch it sink. have a spectacular day.

Friday, December 30, 2005

Fri, 30 Dec 2005 19:51:11 GMT

life is great, happy new year.

two things i've learned this year:

survival in this world without a few good friends ...you can't.
(this other one i keep to myself)

and now the record's over.

Monday, November 07, 2005

Mon, 07 Nov 2005 19:51:03 GMT

i look up, i won't fail. not this time, though i am the guilty one.

Wednesday, October 26, 2005

Wed, 26 Oct 2005 13:07:37 GMT

|"with each step, and breath, the seconds are the misery, the end of me has come"|

i'm sick. don't like it, not one bit. make it better? I've been noticing the time 11:11 am and pm alot, so i looked it up...and the same with 12:12, 10:10, 12:34, 1:11, 4:44...it's really interesting. i'm almost 19, sunday. life is difficult, but good. i hate working for my dad, i absolutely do