| Why did you break my heart?
Why did you call me?
Why do you still want to talk to me?
Why do you want to be friends?
Why can't you keep it to yourself?
Why can't you lie to me?
Why weren't you being real to me?
Why don't you love me?
Why do you love her?
Why can't you come back to me?
Why do you have to move on?
Why can't I do the same too?
Why am I being so depressed? Don't call me
Don't talk to me
Don't see me
Don't make me smile
Don't tell me about the other girls
Don't tell me all the details
Don't reminds me of our memories
Don't kiss me
Don't look for me Im sad
Im hurt
Im scare
Im dying
Im pissed
Im hopeless
Im depressed I wanna die.
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| I am not asking for happiest.
I am not asking to be a
million baby.
I am not asking for anything
that doesn't belongs to me.
I am just asking for...
don't take my heart
& leave it on the side.
I am asking for someone
Someone who's willing
to keep my heart
& never let it go. 
LosinHopes I think im going to get a tatoo "LosinHopes" |
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| Who will understand my saddest...
Heres the sercet from my "Heart" Losinhopes Will you still love me? I got to know..
Will you still want me?
Will your love show?
I wanna make you mind forever..
I just want to let you know that I love you
So like im trying to say
You got my soul and I don't ever wanna let you go
Cuz your my love and my everything
What did I do to derseve this?
Love hurt
So we all cry..
Tears dropping from my eyes
The pain that I can't explain
All I know is
Love is pain
I really need to know how you feel
Do you feel the way I feel
I'll nver be good enough
Maybe it's cuz you have someone else in mind |
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| Is not like..anyones gonna read this right? Good. Man...im so tired of relationships. Im so sick of it..I dun even know where should I start. Im so tried..I really am..I juz wanna sleep..and never wake up again..just like sleeping beauty..except i dun EVER wanna wake up again and im not as pretty. ANYWAY. Life's not always fair. Yes I know..but..i juz hate my life..why da hell do i always have to be the blind one and be the dumbest one. I really can't take anymore bull shits. Im dying inside Im in pain inside and im crying inside. It's pretty normal if I ever see myself doing these shit again...
Yea go ahead and call me a fukin emo person cuz i dun give a shit to watever u guys r saying. im juz..dumb..for getting tricked for number of times. What did I do to deserve this ...
Never felt so blind. I feel so stupid. First try out..second..third.....forth.....kept on believeing that i'll give love another chance. but it always have to end up to be me that have to be hurt. i have enough with drama and relationship. im so sick of it. as i said..im losing hopes..im hopeness..i dun believe in love anymore cuz its all fake its not real. its something that will kill the inside of me...why me? people told me not to take it serious cuz i might just end up with a broken heart. i didnt listen to any of them. i gave it a cgance or i dun..i dun date everyone that i know..out of billions and billions...of people in this world..i really wonder if there is any guy that will take it seriously? I know my mind, my heart, my love and my soul can never let you go but sometime..maybe ... you belong to someone else and i belong...to...not to have a relationship cuz it kept on fucking me up...i believe..there are 2 guys that i have dated...are a replacement...i wanna get over the long distance bad but i couldn't...it was also a mistake for datin them...im like..having a freakin screwed up mind...im lost...if i have a chance..i wanna start everything again...
You're always gonna be the one...but im not very sure about that now..no matter what i give you..is not good enough...i tried, i tried and i tried...but its still not right...maybe i really am not..the one for you..or..you just have someone else in mind..thats why i'll never be good enough for you..yea..thats it....that must be it... |
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