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| So today! wow! yea im feeling alot better from all the prayer support
and most of my drugs are finally kicking in .................
AND MOST IMPORTANTLY
today is my one month anniversary with Jon! its so great!
we went to my older bros oscar night wich was really boring hehe but
then he came over to my house and watched tv until he had to leave and
then we went outside to his car like i normally walk him to his car and
he played me a song he wrote on his guitar.........
ah! so great!
i was in shock
it was beautiful
i almost started to cry and then my mom was like "Karis!!!!!! its been 5 min!!!!!!!"
yea thats my good day!!!!!!!!!
well im out!
ILYJ!
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| So today i actually had to give myself the shot..... and well it went
great....i just thought of everyones prayers...........all the
encouragement that you guys have given me..........
Its hard to accept that my life with a disease is so much better than
it was before....becasue now i know the true meaning of
friendship....love.... being alive ...and worshiping god
I just want to thank you all for being such a blessing in my life
Now on for some more good stuff:::::
Tomorrow is Jonathan and Karis' one month anniversary!
Im so excited ....................!!!!!!
ahh i love you Penguin!
I feel totally like lost
If I'm asking for help it's only because
Being with you, has opened my eyes
Could I ever believe such a perfect surprise?
I keep asking myself, wondering how
I keep closing my eyes but I can't block you out
Wanna fly to a place where it's just you and me
Nobody else so we can be free
(Nobody else so we can be free)
 
Tell me what you thought about when you were gone
and so alone
The worst is over
You can have the best of me
We got older, but we're still young
We never grew out of this feeling that we won't give up
Here we lay again
On two separate beds, riding phone lines
To meet a familiar voice and pictures drawn from memory
We reflect on miscommunications and misunderstandings
And missing each other too,
much too attached to let go.
Turn our music down and we whisper,
"Say what you're thinking right now."
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| I made it through my first round of chemo...............becasue of all
the prayers and thoughts that have went out to me in this past
week.........and im in awe of how people (even if its only a few of
them) have really taken the time to pray for me..... thats the
only reason i was able to actually walk around the mall today.
The past two days i could barely walk and now i can walk for about 20
min and be ok..............so i just thank everyone for what they have
done for me.........especially jon
When we were in florida and we had some trouble with certain
things.......(i know im not supposed to know this and hes prolly gunna
kill me for this but,) He went up to lisa who he normally doesnt talk
to (shes a leader) and asked for her support in prayer about
us...........and then he prayed in the prayer room for 3 hours
When i told him about what the doctors were telling me............he
looked at me and said ..........youll always be beautiful to
me.....even if you dont have hair.. were in this together..........
i thank god for him everyday and i hope everyone gets someone as
special as my boyfriend jonathan.....because when you do .........itll
change your life......... forever. even if you dont spend forever
with that person because true love........is about accepting
faults................because he accepted mine
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| Ok.......well its been a while but i wanted to leave the last one up because it means alot to me..........anywho
as most of you know ive been struggling with a disease called RA for a
while now but i was finally diagnosed with it last tuesday.
I told only a few people because i didnt know how they would react and
what they would think.........but i told a few kids at church mostly
and i know a few of them prayed for my chemo that i had to do last
night.
i just really wanted to thank any of you who have prayed for me
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