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Name: ^ Aaron
Country: United States
State: Oklahoma
Metro: Edmond
Birthday: 3/26/1987
Gender: Male
Interests: The Used, Finch, Taking Back Sunday, Wakefield, Mest, Goldfinger, Zebrahead, Yellowcard, Box Car Racer, Reel Big Fish, Senses Fail, Brand New, Saosin, Straylight Run, Sugarcult, New Found Glory, Death Cab for Cutie, The Postal Service, Plain White T's, Northstar, Deftones, I Can Make A Mess Like Nobody's Business, The Forces of Evil, The Early November, Homegrown, Circa Survive, Bright Eyes, I Hate Kate, UnderOath, Moneen
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AIM:  valleysdown
Member Since:
3/1/2004
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| i wasn't scared about it until now. | | |
| almost everyone at work was pissing me off today.
i dunno what my problem was. but i'm glad it's over.
at least i got to leave at 11! wooo early! | | |
| My habits have been horrible lately. Terrible.
BUT.
I have a choice. I must not victimize myself or get upset. I have a choice.
Oh my god, I have a choice. Thank you. | | |
| am i overreacting?
i feel bad! and it's just because i talked to you and the conversation gave me bad feelings and then it ended.
but why bad feelings? i don't even think the conversation hinted at any.
but i wasn't feeling great before then either...but then i was.
i keep stepping in and out of the shadow.
stepping in and out.
caught by the drift and pitch of whatever it is that keeps me coming back.
i want out.
some bands have lyrics that keep me from being lonely.
too much 'love' can make you lonely. | | |
| it must be. it must be something i keep inside me that tries to come out when these feelings are provoked.
something i keep in my mind that i make sure and not let out. my main problems seem to come from me not knowing myself, or at least feeling that way. it seems that most people complain about simple things with easy solutions.
it seems that i don't even know what my problem is, but it's consistent. and if i try and keep away from the things that provoke these feelings, i'll be okay. but i'm feeling that i may need to get over it and see it face to face.
constant internal conflict. what people don't see much of. they see solutions to their problem, not realizing it isn't the solution to my own.
let go, LET GO! | | |
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