| I almost forgot about Xanga.
Little update into my life right now..
I am taking a medical leave of absence from work right now because I have been really sick with my allergies and stuff this past two months. I can't really afford to not work for a month, but I also can't afford to TRY to make it to work and then get fired because I am gone so much. I also have school to worry about... which is way more important to me then US Bank.
I have also been thinking about down right quiting the bank. I hate it. I can't handle it anymore. I also hate the fact that the ONLY reason I am there is the pay.
I changed my major to undeclared recently because I don't think I really am meant to be a teacher. I am looking at two possible majors. One, hospitality and tourism management, because I want to eventually be an even coordinator. Or the other, graphic design, because I love working with that sort of stuff.
I have no clue what I want to do and I seriously hate being so lost. But at the same time, It can be fun to be so lost, because that is when you learn the most. At least that is what I am hoping for in the next few months.
There are other things I am sure... but if you really care that much, just call me.
I'm just going to let you know that I miss you.
k~
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| Hokay!so here is the deal... 
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I AM GOING TO ITALY!!!!
(if you haven't seen my facebook yet!)
Just got done on the phone with my aunt... she booked my mommy's ticket and is booking mine right now!!
AHHHHH!!!
I AM SO EXCiTED!!! i thought i was going to have to wait another year... BUT I CAN AFFORD IT RIGHT NOW!!
That is the BEST PART!!!
besides the part where i get to go to Italy!!!
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| so... poland... maybe not...
mexico to build houses...
maybe so...
I dont know..
i just dont know..
I wish God would just give me a straight up answer...
like...
if i pray and say "do you want me to go to mexico"
and he said
No
then i wouldnt
if i pray and say "do you want me to go to Poland"
and he said
No
then I wouldn't
i dont know...
maybe he just wanted to make some changes in me before i do go?
i dont know...
i just dont know.
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This is me.
This is Poland.
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That is a spot where a picture of me in Poland may possibly go.
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| I hate it when i chew on my finger nails and then they are too short for awhile and it hurts.
dang.
Valentines day is coming up...
I have a sweet heart...
but i really don't care about the day.
never was a big fan.
you should tell people you love them every day
I'm placed in a middle school special education class now for my field experience class
i start way too early but, o well, it happens
i really hope im doing the right thing right now
also...
you might now know this but
im so torn up between two mediums
it hurts a lot that both just don't understand
so im stuck in the middle
i feel like my parents divorce all over again
except it is with all of my friends.
lame huh?
i thought so too.
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