| wowits been forever since ive posted on this thing.....
my life has taken over. atlanta (tamara+jeff wedding)...south carolina...evan...new job at a photography studio...vbs...friends...
sorry guys....but ive got some pictures of this summer!
 
  
 
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| wow xanga is lookin bleak. |
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| i am numb.
i have lost all feeling.
it sounds familiar..but lately it hasnt been. its like im here. but im not...really.
hopelessness? maybe. from hearing things like "we dont really know whats wrong with you..." to "lets try some [insert name of unknown medicine], we'll see if that works." and ive been hearing these same comments for like...what....5 or 6 months now? and yeah i can honestly say that im a bit skeptical to when this is pain will magically disapear.
it hurts cuz i dont wanna hear your counsel...im tired of you caring so much i just want to sit and be numb and not think about nething. no talking. and by the way, i do feel like the mask is permantly stuck to my forhead...but around you guys i can be myself..i mean right?... but see the thing is i cant seem to be myself...the numbness envelops my being and harsh tones come from my mouth. i dont know whats happening to me...and it doesnt seem like itll get better this time.
p.s. i caught my very first fish today :) happy easter. |
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and now i must move forward. |
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