Gah! Its been since July!! Thats 5 months!! Why am I so terrible at this?

So the guy and I are still together. I still believe to be the best decision I've made. I just cant wait til we get a place of our own. I am so tired of having roommates. Its unbelievable how much noise other people are able to make at all hours of the night when others are sleeping. Or how many dishes can be left in the sink for days and days without being washed or put away. I'm just ready for a place of my own that I only have to share with one other person. So how is everyones holiday coming along? I've barely done anything though thats not a surprise. Same thing every year.

OMG, its really been since January that I've written. I dont know what it was that made me stop writing really. So much has happened that I dont know where to start. I lived with my ex up until this past April. I moved out with my cousin and a long time friend. I ended up meeting someone...a guy.....I know I know. I really thought after my ex, that was it. I felt like such a man hater and had lost basically all interest in men. But, then I met someone that (as cheesy as this sounds) changed my outlook on everything. He knows about my sexuality, not that it was really important but considering ex flipped when I told him, I figured it was better to just be honest. He was totally fine with it and not all pervy wanting to have some threesome bullshit. If anything, he is afraid I would leave him for some fantasic woman because there is no way he could compete. We've been dating for about 3 months now and its been absolutly great. Dont worry, in no way does this hinder my opinion about women. I still think they are the most beautiful species and of course....Kate Moennig cant be replaced right????

Speaking of which, did anyone else find the ending of the third season disappointing other than me? I really thought that her and Carmen would have ended up together and now I'm reading that Carmen wont be in the whole next season....just an episode or two. Supposedly Shane goes back to her old ways....not that she wasnt hot then but still, I think I just got used to the characters being together.

Ok, so I'm still working at the treatment center only I'm teaching highschool now. A taught from this past January after a teacher was fired and it was suppose to be temporary. Well, temporary turned into 7 months. I was supposed to go back to my Education assistant position but then another teacher quit and they've not been able to fill the position so guess who is teaching Science? Yep, me. Its not bad..the pay is good but its not really what I want to end up doing. I picked up a part time job at the mall working retail and thats been interesting. I've not ever worked at the mall before so it was a new experience for me. I love the store I work in, I just dont like 500 13 year olds coming in, making a shit load of noise and digging through every tee shirt they can get their hands on. Know what i mean? But other than that, everything else has been pretty good. I hope everyone has been doing great as well. Thanks so much for all the great comments you left even though I wasnt updating. It really made my day!!!

Currently Listening The Queen is Dead By The Smiths I Know Its Over see related

Eh, so I'm depressed. For many reasons I dont even have energy to get into right now. Mainly I'm just feeling lonely. Yeah it sucks. I really wish my city was more gay friendly. I've gone out twice this month with a friend of mine and I dont ever expect to meet anyone but going out just further makes me realize just how small our gay community is here. Its always the same crowd and of course as I've always said, they gay men outnumber the lesbians by a long shot. And its not even that small of a city. I dont think I've ever considered moving as much as I have this month.

Did anyone else think Shane looked completely ridiculous in the dress and wig!! :P

Wow, came back and had no idea I had the comments that I did. I cant believe I can go and leave this site and come back a month at a time. I hope everyone is doing well. I must say that things did not go well with the person that I met. I'm not upset by it at all though I am sad that she turned out to be a little crazy. Or so I'd like to think. I'm not worried about it and hopefully someone will cross my path thats not all weird or anything like that. I mean that is what we all want right??

So is anyone else stoked about tonights premiere besides me? I cant believe time went by so fast and season 3 is here. I wondered all last summer how I was ever going to make it until January and now I feel like that was just yesterday. The good thing is I have someone coming over to watch it with me so I wont have to watch it alone.

Well, I really dont have a whole lot to talk about since most things in my life have been the same. I hope you ladies are all doing well and I am so grateful for the kind words you have left me.

Hey everyone. Just thought I'd drop a note and update how things are going. I met someone which is probably why I have been so slack lately. I havent been home as much. So yes, I met a girl. Actually, dont get excited because I dont think things are going to last much longer. Not that things are going terribly, I'm just not ready for any type of committment yet and I dont know that we are on the same page with that. She's cool and a lot of fun to hang out with and I have learned a lot! I'm glad it came when I wasnt looking or least expecting like you guys said. I actually met another girl too but we're just friends. As a matter of fact, I'll be taking the L word to her place this week to watch because she's never seen it before. Look at me, the little socialite!!! :)

At any rate, I hope you guys are doing well. Word is season 3 starts at the beginning of January. I hope I'll make it 3 more months. I think I can so long as they keep coming out with great pictures like these.