| well, life has been shit lately, shit basically.....
i quit cutting......
its been so hard though
i get my cravings alot
but whatever
i sustain them with other things...
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| i refuse to live up to your standards of beauty
these scars and cuts on my arm
the tears streaming from my face
the blood flowing down from every little slit
i just want to slit that pretty little vein
and end it all
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| ..::Cutting Survey::..
0. Do you cut? Yes
1. Who do you hide SI (Self Injury) from? Just about everyone
2. Who knows about it? my close friends
3. How long has it been since you last cut? 2 hours
4. Have you ever tried to commit suicide before? numerous times
5. Where do you usually cut? arms and legs
6. When you cut, who's usually the first to find out? my best friend
7. What's your worst experience with a fresh cut? i bled all over my favorite shirt and my computer keyboard
8. Do you have a fascination with scabs? i think there pretty cool
9. Do you like scars? i love them
10. Do you name your razor? my best friend
11. What other methods of SI do you use? i pierce my ears
12. Do you like the term "self mutilation"? its alright
13. What various ways do you use to hide cuts? llong sleeves, arm warmers
14. Once cuts heal, do you still hide the scars? not really
15. Ever been institutionalized/hospitalized for SI'ing? sure havent
16. Do you ever run into problems with hiding cuts (i.e: gym change
rooms)? sure do, especially when its hot outside
17. What's the best part about cutting to you? it helps me forget about my problems and pains, and i like the blood
18. Do you know of any songs that talk about SI? meh..idk
19. Have you ever been caught cutting/burning, etc? no, i do it alone in my room
20. What instrument do you use to cut? razors from shaving razors, cuts so much deeper
21. What causes you to cut? whenever i feel upset or angered
22. What do you feel afterwards? calmer and happier
23. What is your closest Close Call? when i bled for a long time
24. How long have you been doing it? 2 or 3 years
25. Do you keep a razor in your bag? yea in my wallet
26. Ever needed stitches for a cut so deep? no im too much of a wimp
27. Do you have someone like a therapist you talk to regularly? no
28. Are your parents divorced? no
29. Do you label yourself a ‘cutter’?....i hate labels
30. How long have you cut for? ...^^read number 24
31. Why did you start? i thought it would be interesting, now its addicting
32. When did you start? what the hell?!?!
33. What did you use? a safety pin
34. What do you use now? a razor
35. Have you ever tried to quit before? many times
36. What’s the longest time you’ve went without cutting? half a year
37. Have you tried alternative coping methods other then cutting? food, but then i'll get super fat
38. Why do you like to cut? helps me forget about my pain
39. Why don’t you like cutting? i like it...
40. Would you advise people to stop or start cutting? STOP CUTTING
41. Do you like the taste/look of blood? taste?i love the sight of it, taste, ehhh kinda bitter
42. What is your opinion on cutting? its so addicting
43. Have you ever taken pictures of your cuts/scars? sure have
44. Do you think there is a connection between mental illness
(depression, anxiety disorders etc.) and self-injury? a little bit i guess
45. Is there a certain song that describes how/when/why you cut? Can't say there is
46. Do you like scars/scabs? sure do
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