fcuk.

I'm hating how I've

done everything..

I want to take

it all back.

shit.

I'm sorry
for being
such a
crappy friend.

hii.
im lonely.
and i feel unloved.

I think I am going to kill all the fakes here.
and murder all the rude boys.

I feel like shit.
like I'm worthless.
and unwanted.

I hate when people say I'm pretty.
It just makes me hate myself even more.
because I'm not.

People keep stealing from me.
and not just material things..thats rare.
thoughts. writing. people. style. personality.

I feel drained.
I've wasted all my energy trying to reach a goal.
I know I will never reach.

and I have to go.
find something to do.
bye.

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its all getting worse.

im being ignored.
ive got someone old back into my life and i feel like they're getting too close so i am going to end up getting attached and getting broken again.

im too fragile for my life.
ive been broken to many times.
im like a broken vase thats been thrown aside instead of gluen together and cared for.

ineedlove.