| Now shes a little boy in spain...
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| Caroline laughs and its raining all day
she loves to be one of the girls
she lives at the place on the side of our lives
where nothing is ever put strait
she turns her self round and she smiles as she says
' This is it '..thats the end of the joke
..mm
optimism is my middle name
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| i... think id... be good
for you
and you...
you might be good for me...
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| ever feel like you wait so long..so long only because that just how long it takes..just for this something, this one thing...because ultimately its not life changing but itll make a difference...either that or you build it up so much that you wouldnt allow it not to..and all of sudden..you realize that time itself,it fucked it up while you were waiting for the oppurtunity and then it came...and the fact that it was unlike you ever planned or expected isnt the kicker..its the fact that..it just wasnt supposed to be this way..that just wasnt it...your even expecting the unexpceted and still..it was just wrong..no fualt of any involve.. unfixable..unimportant even..any other situtation would have made this one merely inseperable from countless others just like it..but this ..despite similarites to all the others.. had meaning enough to fuck itself over along with everone else in it..whether they realize this isnt the point..normally ill admit only a few..if one..realize...better for everyone else really..except for the one who gets it..because then they realize..they dont fucking want to understand,they want to be oblivious too, they want to brush it off like another day
thats all it was
but it was fucked up
this isnt it
thats not how it was supposed to be
hell of course i knew i wouldnt know what to expect but
that wasnt it
it wasnt supposed to be that way
this isnt how you are
..the way you were..i liked that
and you dont even realize
what id give to be oblivious
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