if I could frame my mind, where would it hang?

So Mom and I just got back a little while ago from walking the neighborhood... twice....which equals 3 miles..... so when we got back to the house I celebrated by eating a slice of cold pizza, two spoonfuls of chocolate chip cookie dough, and then (cause I wanted to stick with my little heath-kick) I fixed an iced green tea.... it's really weird but if you drink green tea after eating a bunch of crap... you feel healthy.  it's fantastic!!!  So...... I think that I was healthy tonight....maybe.  Oh well, I gave it a shot and that's better than not doing anything at all.  My goal is to be able to run up the stairs faster than Stephen can cause he always makes fun of me for going super slow... which I DON"T go super slow... just like a lot slower than him... but yeah, that's my goal just the same. 

I baby-sat my two neighbor boys today... they are finally at that age (one is 10 and one is 8) where they think that they are cool now and they are "in" with the big kids.  It's really fun and super easy... and I get paid, amazing.  We played pool, fooze ball (sp?), Twister, and Monopoly.... plus I fed them and let them play Halo... I think this makes me the most amazing babysitter EVER.  I'm sure that they'd agree...  It's really great that they need me to babysit right now cause I'm totally broke it seems... guess that's probably because I've been going on little vacations here and there and am about to go on another one.  I'm cool with this right now though, because the way I see it, once the end of August comes I'll have absolutely no life and I won't get to come and go as I please.  Finally my year of no school... being totally free... (thanks to an awesome job where I can get off whenever I need to) will come to an end.  And for some reason, maybe I'm retarded, I'm crazy excited about it!!!!  Taking a year off of school has been great... I've gotten to do a lot of neat stuff and have a lot of wonderful memories, but I'm so ready to get on with my life again.  It's been really hard not doing something towards the goal that I have set for myself.... a goal that I'm really pumped about reaching.  I guess when you've got something that's really in your heart, that you know that it's what you are called to do in life... it's pretty much torture having to just hang out waiting for the semester to begin.  Plus you come across as a huge nerd...

And as for that other trip I'm about to go on... I get to go to Colorado this upcoming week with some family friends that live in Atlanta.  I'm incredibly excited about going cause I'm dying to get to go to an airport!  For some reason they totally fascinate me... as does being in the air.  I've only gotten to fly once in my life so far and I think that was about three years ago now.  Goodness time flies.... HAHAHA get it!?!?!

On that note... I'm thinking I should head outta here.  For those interested I'm gonna put up a link to my new picture album dealio thingy over the the side where it says "my website"...at least I'm pretty sure that's how it goes.... so long as I can figure out how to do it again, it's been awhile, so yeah you should check it out just the same.

So I hate it when I get out of the shower... and I see my towel hanging across the bathroom on the door instead of on the little towel thingy by the shower...it sucks! cause then you gotta get all cold and get water on the floor to go get it.. and it's just a bad way to end a nice shower!!  grrrr...

that's all.

come alive, come alive on friday night

So I've realllly been strugglin keepin this up... OBVIOUSLY!  maybe it's cause I'm not really into allll that much these days.  I'm just kinda chillin out... waiting....waiting....forever waiting to start nursing school this fall.  I've totally enjoyed having a year off, but I've officially reached that point of "HEY YO I'm an official bum" and it kinda sucks... though I am a bum with a job... so I guess that's a plus.  I've thought about getting a second job, because I totally have enough time right now to do so... and so therefor I could be ROLLIN in it... but no, I"m not.  I'm trying to savor the free time I've got right now for my friends in family, cause I know come the end of August... my life will end, for about two and a half years... and then hopefully it will start back to normal again.    For the first time the other day, I actually got freaked out about going back. I really don't see how some people can be out of school for years on end and then decide to go back, I think that they are incredibly brave for doing so.  I feel like I've forgotten everything I had learned in all my classes and stuff that I know will apply to my subjects later this year!! ahhh... I need to brush up on some stuff! 

well.. I'm out... Ive got a headache and I"M SLEEPY!!!  so night all!

I've been missing you...

who do you think you are? ha ha ha bless your soul, you really think you're in control

well, I almost made it three months.  I've been on the computer as little as possible.  maybe like once a week?  It's been awesome. 

It's odd how life changes because this post is going to contradict almost everything that I posted about in my last one.  Oh well, change is good right!?  I did get C's room and the bathroom painted (thanks sis for the help with the bathroom... that was too fun! ;) I love ya!)    and I am still moving on... just in a different direction. 

I"m not going to school for a year (par-TAY!) I'm still moving to GA... only not to ATL, but good ole' steaming hot knat infested Albany which is about three hours south of atl.  I"m going to live with my grandparents till December maybe?  I'm not really sure.  Depends on how long I can stay away from here... hehehe. 

Seeing as how I'm moving for awhile... I put in my notice at Barnes&Noble today.  That was painful, I've been there almost three years and I love everyone I work with so much!!  I'm going to miss everyone there... but I'll go back and visit whenever I"m in town for sure!  It has changed a lot lately and all the kids I enjoy working with are in the process of leaving as well.  Please, keep me in your prayers for when I go to Albany.  I hope I can find a job right off the bat!  because of the fact that....

I'm going to CANADA in a WEEK!!!!  and the coolest part about that... is

I'm going with my boyfriend, Pete!   shocking I know... Kaylen has a boyfriend.  I'm going to take a moment to get all sappy and say that he is so wonderful!  He's such a sweetheart and so considerate.  I'm so happy right now... except for the fact that he is going to MTSU this semester... :( but hopefully we will survive that okay...  :)  we've been together for a little over a month now and so needless to say... it's been a great summer! 

anyway... the whole Canada deal should be a lot of fun... we are going up to New Jersey and New York... I've never been up that way at all so I can't wait!  I"m also supposed to try a real NY bagel.  ;) 

Well this is just kinda a brief update about what's going down right now... I've got pics and stuff from everything this summer, but none of them are on my computer yet... so it will be a while till I get all that up, probably once I"m in GA.  we'll see....

anyway to those of you that I haven't seen in awhile I hope life is going well and you are having an awesome summer!!  and to those of you that I have seen... well...hey.  okay I"m gone.  I've got stuff to get done and Pete to see. 

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