I decided to make a new xanga... 

  one_n_only_trish             this was an old name...time for change!!! Hope you like it!

This was like two months ago when i had blonde hair....made me look hella white : (

My hott bf and Ratena....gah they look good ha ha

After prom...me and the sexy Ratena

This is joe acting like he is listening ha ha jp i dunno what the heck he's doin but he sure is cuttte hehe luv you hunny

The weekend was pretty fun....me and Joe havent been out and about for like 5 weeks....its about daymn time ha ha

This is one of us from over the weekend....I look really dorky but oh well

I really wanna go to the haunted house in K.C. before halloween cuz i will prolly be working on halloween....but anyways not too much to talk about....not really enjoying my new job....but its money right?

I think I am going to kill someone by the way...Austin Gains car was stolen....How can someone steal that car....he passed away and thats something he put soo much work into when he was with us...it really pisses me off that people can be so stupid and heartless about things...Once we find out who did this stupid shyt they are gonnna have whats coming to them...I hope this person/people suffer for what they have done...

edit:  Why do girls think so much about EVERYTHING....we cant just be happy and stay that way...I am such a typical girl right now : (

edit:  I think I am gonna quit quik trip already....Its just not for me : (  I am more of the business type...just gonna stick with my one job and go to school full time next semster and get my shyt straight...gotta be successful but also happy! 

Last night me and joe watched the movie Waiting....its pretty funny but kinda gross....made me giggle

I need a vacation away from here...possibly cali ha ha yeah right!!! Things been stressing me out lately...to the point where I wanna explode...seems like there is too much on my plate right now to worrie about. 

My moms surgery went awesome...she gets out tomorrow hopefully.  Shockingly when I showed up for work yesterday they said if i wanted i could leave because there was too many people...first time that has happened ha ha...So I went and visited my mom in the hospital...then i went picked my dads medicine up and took him out to eat...had an interesting chat with him....then went back up to the hospital and then back home....

Today is another day off work, two in a row woo hoo he he...

I been thinking about what i should do to get away from all this stress....and pretty much i just need to move out...really soon

I know I bitch alot about family but this is my daily routine....

Wake up at 7 get my nephews dressed take them to my parents so Devon can get on the bus...wait until 1130 for Devon to get off the bus then take them back to their house...cook them food wash my clothes pick up their mess then take them to my parents or wait til my sister gets there and then leave for work....after work i go home to see how everyone else is doing at my parents house then I go to my sisters fall asleep until the next day begins....and thats a normal day...

This week I have been watching the kids, trying to visit my mom in the hospital, run my dad around, take my sister where she needs to go and then work at one of my two jobs...

I know I could eleminate alot of stress if I didnt have to watch my nephews....

I barely get to see my bf with all of this stuff i have to do, and plus he is always working on cars or going to the gym or spending time with his bf ha ha....jp but yeah it just sux!!!

Ok I am done complaining now ha ha....isnt it crazy how much people grow up over the years and what they experience....if you could change one thing about your past what would it be and why???

Hard question huh???

My moms surgery went great....she is doing awesome...out of intensive care and even walking...crazy eh? 

It was nice having two whole days off from both jobs....besides the fact one of the days i  spent the whole day in the hospital....

My bro didnt win for homecoming but he looked really cute....he's growing up so fast...*tear* ha ha

Me and Joe spent a whole day together running around....it was great *sigh* even tho i know he was ready to get rid of me ha ha...sorry im so boring....lol

Well I work both jobs today and I stopped for a minute to write on this shyt but ttyl peace chicken grease ha ha bye!!!!

So I havent had a day off of work for the past two weeks I think....I have been in training at QT since last Monday and my trainer is such a biotch....luckily today is my last day of training then I am off to my new store at 31st and Hillside which is great because its right across the street from buffet delight...yummy hehe.  So of course I have been MIA because of all of this work which really sucks cuz I wanna be out kikin it with people.  This weekend is my moms surgery....I am really nervous about it because you never know what can happen.  Also the same day is my bros homecoming parade and football game...he is up for homecoming king....how cute he he...i will definately post some pics on here...other than work and um more work I get to see my hunny on the spare time....which is not much so i miss him alot...love you bebe....

I have been pretty much living with my sister in her new place since I watch her kids in the mornings until i go to work....lately I feel kinda outta place there for some reason....just things have changed and I am not that comfortable with it...I will talk more about that whole thing later....but hopefully working two jobs I will soon be a baller ha ha ok maybe not cuz i am gonna keep buying stuff for my apartment....well I gotta run yall so i will ttyl