luvsboyz92's Xanga

Sunday, June 25, 2006

Sun, 25 Jun 2006 22:55:10 GMT

Be CoOl GeT

mYsPaCe!!!

well i love all of yall!!

i still love...dillon...

Wednesday, June 14, 2006

Wed, 14 Jun 2006 14:53:35 GMT

okayy...well xanga is getting old...no one really comments me anymore....

im quitting this thing soon....

Be CoOl......GeT mYsPaCe!

mine is www.myspace.com/luvsboys92

i love all yall!

ppl say if you really want something you will get it....well as much as we wanted the jabs to stay together...did we..? i guess you don't get everything in life you wish for.....

call me if you want to hang out...290-8698!

**ashton**

i love dillon...still...

Wednesday, May 31, 2006

Wed, 31 May 2006 20:13:57 GMT

Hmmmm that i would update cause it's summer and im bored! lol

okay so my BFF is going out with my ex..at first i was totally bummed and really upset and i screwed everything up with both of them...i love them both soooo much and i hope they can forgive me!! Jordan i could never live without you girl..you are my world! and Trent you are osm and fun to talk to! i really think yall make a great couple and i love yall both so0o0o0o much okay!

okay well yesterday my freakin retarted mom actually no i love her! lol she bought ME a 2005 convertible mustang!! it is so0o0o0o pimpin! i am going driving this weekend in it! whoo whoo and only cool ppl can ride in my car! lol

and also yesterday i was talking to dillon and he told me he liked me then we just kept talking and he asked me out..like me i said yes b/c i have liked him for like forever now! lol and i Love him so0o0o0o0 much!! i love you babe!!

And she can finally say she is happy thats what she has wanted for so long....

and just maybe he is that guy who will point at her and say thats my girl....

she has her best friends, happy family, and a boy who would give her the world....but why is she still so sad.....

so cute...lol

i wanna be the girl,

who you hit a homerun for,

you score a goal for,

you write a song for,

i wanna be the girl,

who makes you smile,

makes you laugh,

make your heart skip a beat,

i just wanna be that girl...

kk well thats all for now! hope you enjoyed! lol well leave me lots of comments okay!!

ashton

I love Dillon

OK SO I LIED NO MORE JABS....THEY THINK WE GOT THEM IN TROUBLE AND THEY CALL THEMSELVES OUR FREINDS AND YET THEY DON'T BELIEVE US, W/E THO! SO MY BEST FRIENDS ARE SHALAYNE, CHASTITY, HEATHER, AND TIFFANY!!! ((THE CHATS)) HMM I SURE LIKE THAT DON'T YALL!! OKAY WELL YEAH ATLEAST THEY GOT MY BACK!!

THIS WEEKEND I AM GOING TO THE LAKE WITH SHALAYNE!! WHOO WHOO IT IS GOING TO BE SO0O0O0 MUCH FUN!!!

Friday, May 26, 2006

Fri, 26 May 2006 13:54:17 GMT

LAST DAY OF SCHOOL!!!

well i cryed soooo hard!! all you bitches better call me and keep in touch this summer!! my cell is 290-8698!! kk and we can go swimming or w/e!!

I LOVE ALL YALL!!

and all she wants is for someone special to look deep in her eyes and mean it when he says "i love you!"

<3 s.o.s!!

&& i'll never forget the fun times we had just being us! when no one was fake or wanted to start drama, i live for those times!

&& for once i wish i could just find true friends who would do anything for me && and who really care about me.... but it seems like that will never happen.....

Saturday, May 20, 2006

Sat, 20 May 2006 19:41:34 GMT

hey well last night was the dance!! it was so0o0o0 much fun! i danced with CLEMIT!!! kynan, adrian, sebastian, dillon! yeah and no one got into any fights whoo whoo! well yeah and i REALLY like clemit!! a bunch a bunch but there is also 2 other people i like but shhh!! lol well yeah hmmm here some quotes berkley gave me..love ya girl...

i wish i was 5 again.....all he had to do was tag me and i was it..

when we are sad we always want our friends to know and yet when they ask "Are you okay?" we say "i'm fine" and yet i just wish someone would look deep into my painful eyes and say "no your not"

Shes lays her head on his chest and she falls even more in love with every heartbeat...

why when you like someone they end up liking your best friend? I wonder if guys do that on purpose or maybe they dont even realize it! You want to hate that person he fell for but at the same time you know in your heart it isnt her fault. You want him to tell you he loves you even when you know it isnt true. but in the end the lies will hurt more than knowing that nothing will ever happen between you and him. How can something that seems so small be such a big deal? I guess the things you truly want most are the farthest out of your reach! you want to tell him and her how you feel but that would just make them feel as bad as you do. you wish you never fell in love at all so you wouldnt have a broken heart.

Then all i see is my reflection and blood on the mirror...all because he said good bye...

you may not know it

and i may not show it, but

why can't you see, that

you mean everything to me

i never wanted the stars,

never shot for the moon

i like them right where

they are...all i want

is you <333

i wanna be the girl who you;

hit a homerun for.

you score a goal for.

you write a song for.

i wanna be the girl who;

makes you smile.

makes you laugh.

makes your heart skip a beat.

i just want to be [ that girl ]

If i had he power to take my heart right out of my chest and show you how many pieces you broke it into....WOULD THAT ATLEAST RUIN YOUR DAY???

Every girl needs the one guy in her love life that doesn't care what she wears or how she does her hair, who loves her smile and dorky laugh, and how she gets hyper when shes tired, Who would never want to see her cry, atleast not tears of sadness & and would do the smallest thing to make her day just because he knows it would make her...HAPPY...

ashton

sometimes i wonder why i am a "jabs" we fight all the time, we like the same guys, we don't seem to care about each other at all, and yet we are still friends...i just don't understand it..and none of them seem to care about my feelings or the guys i like...what they don't realize is that...i would never do that to them...but w/e i don't even want to be on this Earth anyways..i want to be with my dad....so peace out....

IM DONE WITH XANGA....BUT LEAVE ME COMMENTS AND I'LL TRY TO COMMENT YOU BACK SOMETIME OR W/E...I STILL LOVE YALL...AND DONT CALL ME EITHER, IM GROUNDED...

Tuesday, May 09, 2006

Tue, 09 May 2006 23:32:56 GMT

well im single!! and it sux!! but oh well!

well heres some pics.....

lol thats funny! mikey and autry..PIMPS! jk jk

oh wow losers!!

haha barrett!

yummy! lol jk jk

he looks like a wet dog!

ok so i kinda have a crush on someone in this picture (let me give you a hint..its not joe!) but dont tell anyone!! hahaha and like the whole world sees this!! lol

now thats hott!! lol (cylar and sam)

yummy john cena!! and i get to see him!! whoo whoo!!

how can someone be so0o0o hott?!?!?!

OMG YOU PEOPLE ARE NOT GOING TO BELIEVE THIS BUT TONITE AT THE WRESTLE MANIA REVENGE..I TOUCHED JOHN CENA..MY LOVE!!! OMG!!!

Sunday, May 07, 2006

Sun, 07 May 2006 12:43:53 GMT

hey just felt like updating....

well i have 3 best friends in the whole world..but well i like never see two of them and it seems like they are bestest friends..it kinda hurts cause i love them both and i would do anything for them..but it doesn't seem anymore like they would do the same for me.....sometimes i wonder if the jabs we ever meant to be or if its just supposed to be the J.B. and A.S....i sure hope not!

ok i guess i dont have a boyfriend..im not really sure...guyz are so0o0o0o complicated!!

When you said forever, you meant a few months. When I said forever, I meant every day until I died. When you said always, you meant until you couldn't handle it anymore. When I said always, I meant until time ended. When you said you loved me, you meant I was no different from any other girl. When I said I loved you, I meant I had never felt what I felt for you.

Sometimes I look at you and
You seem to be looking back at me
But sometimes you look away
Like you dont know what might happen
If you stare for just a second longer

whenever i listen to the radio ;
every song reminds me of you

How could an Angel break my heart? Why didn’t he catch my falling star? I wish I didn’t wish so hard. Maybe I wished our love apart.

I would give you my heart but broken things aren't pretty.

If tears made you pretty then i would be gorgeous...

The worst way to miss someone is when they are sitting right next to you and you know you cant have them.

I sit around and listen to everyone's love stories and i think to myself....where's mine?

Should I smile because we are friends or cry because thats all we'll ever be.

He means the world to me and he doesn't even know it..

and my all time favorite...

When you are crying a friend will ask you what is wrong but a true friend will already have the shovel to bury the asshole that made you cry...

well thats it..leave me a bunch of comments!!

and yes and i never dated trent.....or so he says....

Shalayne is my bestestestestestest friend...how does that feel jabs...didn't think it felt to good...thats how i feel....

well yeah i love all yall!!

**ashton**

ok so my bf isn't really supposed to have a gf b/c of this goal he made that we wouldn't have a gf till the summer, and like now his cousins and his friends are like getting all mad at him and all this stuff and idk its really confusing...what do i do..? i really like him but if his friends cant accept me then who knows what they will talk him into doing...i feel a break up coming on soon..and i dont think it will be by me....dang can i predict the future or what!!

Wednesday, May 03, 2006

Wed, 03 May 2006 17:41:14 GMT

well i think i got enough comments so i am going to update again!! whoo whoo! lol jk jk

well im still single but some one asked me out today...well lets just say hes sort of..an outcast but there is just something that sort of attracts me to him....

on the other hand i also have trent who goes to bowie..he is so0o0o sweet and cute and like idk theres just something about him that i really like..but i would never get to see him but i like him so0o0o much!!

well heres some quotes....

Friendship often ends in love, but love in friendship - never

You don't love a woman because she is beautiful, but she is beautiful because you love her

Can miles truly separate you from friends....If you want to be with someone you love, aren't you already there?

Love can sometimes be magic. But magic can sometimes...just be an illusion

For it was not into my ear you whispered, but into my heart. It was not my lips you kissed, but my soul

If you judge people, you have no time to love them

well thats all for now! leave me lots and lots of comments..and help me on my little situation please!

well love all yall peoples!!

i love the JABS!

ashton!!

hmm i think i have said that to someone...oh yes..jabs you should know...

well i have a boyfriend..and i love him so0o0o much!! i love you mucho trent!!

Sunday, April 30, 2006

Sun, 30 Apr 2006 20:30:50 GMT

hmm just felt like updating again cuz thats how i roll.....

If YoU aSkEd Me HoW mAnY
tImEs YoU cRoSsEd My MiNd..
I'dE sAy OnCe..'CaUsE yOu NeVeR lEfT

I hate it how I don`t talk to you in about a week but then all of a sudden you talk to me again and it`s like as if nothing happened & i slowly start falling for you all over again

its always the same--the guy letting go
while the girl fights a battle so he'll hold on..
but the thing is, all the girl really wants to do
is get over it, so she can let go, too

you know how it is when you
don't wanna miss them .. but
you want them to miss you.

We all want what we can't have.Then once we have it we take it for granted.It's only once we've lost it that we relize its value.Don't take anything for granted because the next thing uou know it's gone and there's no turning back...

a true friend understands when you say forget it.
waits forever when you say just a minute.
stays by your side when you say leave me alone
& listens for hours when your crying on the phone

i love my best friends more than anyone!! i hope we are the jabs forever!! i love you jordan bama and shalayne!! i absolutely could not live without those girls!!

well thats all for now!! leave me lots and lots of comments!!

love yall!!

ashton

single......

ok well my layout is deticated to this guy i just met named trent....hes one of those people that just gives you butterflies everytime you time you talk to him!! And i like him a lot!! too bad he goes to bowie...bummer lol!! well i love ya!

Tuesday, April 25, 2006

Tue, 25 Apr 2006 22:53:41 GMT

WELL I JUST FELT LIKE UPDATING AGAIN......

OK WELL I DONT LIKE ANYONE ANYMORE...ITS SOO HARD LIKING SOMEONE ONE AND TALKING TO THEM ALL THE TIME WITHOUT THEM HANG A SINGLE FEELING FOR YOU......

THE ONLY PEOPLE THAT TRULY HAVE MY BACK ARE MY BEST FRIENDS.....SHALAYNE, JORDAN AND BAMA! I JUST CANT LIVE WITH OUT THEM!

ITS SEEMS POINTLESS TO FALL WHEN YOU'VE ALREADY CAUGHT SOMEONE ELSE.....AND YET EACH TIME I TALK TO YOU I SEEM TO FALL HARDER...

AND ALL I WANT IS FOR SOMEONE TO LOVE ME...AND I CAN BE WITH THE ONE I LOVE.....

WELL THATS ABOUT IT......I LOVE ALL YALL BUT....

HAHA!

WELL I LOVE THE JABS!!! XOXOXOXOXO!!!

OH THATS SOO ME....

***ASHTON***

p.s. jordan got baptised today!! i am sooo happy for her..all yall pray for her k!! well yeah jordan i love you sooooo much!! ((MY BABIES GOING TO HEAVEN!!)) LOL