http://www.xanga.com/lxbBy_gUrLxlLatest Xanga weblog from lxbBy_gUrLxl60http://s.xanga.com/images/xangalogobutton.gifhttp://www.xanga.com/lxbBy_gUrLxlhttp://www.xanga.com/lxbBy_gUrLxl/67801960/item.htmlhttp://www.xanga.com/lxbBy_gUrLxl/67801960/item.htmlSat, 28 Feb 2004 17:37:25 GMT<P>NEW XANGiiE !!</P> <P><A target=_new href="http://www.xanga.com/x3___mary">www.xanga.com/x3___mary</A></P> <P><A target=_new href="http://www.xanga.com/LADE33_x_SPRKLZ">www.xanga.com/<U><FONT color=#000000>LADE33_x_SPRKLZ</A></FONT></U></P> <P>haha...diana nd ii made a new xanqiie...buht she made tha xanqiie beef0re meeh...s0o yea...okaeee add meeh there...nd leave bunches ob pr0pz...okaeeee byeeee !!</P> <P><STRONG>mary</STRONG> &lt;33</P> <P>btw...imma use dyis xanqiie t0oh d0 ma lay0uts...okaeeee byeee !!</P>http://www.xanga.com/lxbBy_gUrLxl/67801960/item.html#firstcommenthttp://www.xanga.com/lxbBy_gUrLxl/67353111/item.htmlhttp://www.xanga.com/lxbBy_gUrLxl/67353111/item.htmlThu, 26 Feb 2004 21:31:02 GMT<P>HiYEEEEE !! OMG...<STRONG>OXNARD</STRONG>...<STRONG>DiANA</STRONG>`z <STRONG>HAMSTURR</STRONG> <STRONG>DiED</STRONG> <STRONG>TODAEE</STRONG> !! HOOOW SAD !! WELPz ii THOT iHT LOOKED <STRONG>CONSTiPATED</STRONG> ND VERY <STRONG>FAT</STRONG> !! LOL...xP...OKAEEE ANWAYz...ii HAVE NO iDEA WUHT T0OH SAEE !! OKAEEE iMMA END THA ENTRY NOW !! BUH BYEEE !!</P> <P><STRONG>MARY</STRONG> &lt;33</P> <P>____++EDiT++_____</P> <P>GRRRRR...<STRONG>PROCRASTiNATiNG</STRONG> <STRONG>SUCKz</STRONG> !! GRRR...ii PROCRASTiNATE SOOOO FREAKiNG MUCH...SO YEA...MAN ii HAVE LiKE 2 MORE THiNGz T0OH DO iN M0OT COURT...T____T...OKAEE BYEEEEE !!</P> <P>MARY &lt;/3</P>http://www.xanga.com/lxbBy_gUrLxl/67353111/item.html#firstcommenthttp://www.xanga.com/lxbBy_gUrLxl/66561704/item.htmlhttp://www.xanga.com/lxbBy_gUrLxl/66561704/item.htmlMon, 23 Feb 2004 22:52:02 GMT<P><IMG src="http://pic9.picturetrail.com/VOL268/1924135/inbox/77053.jpg"></P> <P>s0methinq <STRONG>diana</STRONG> made f0r meeh...ii feel s0o <STRONG>speshal</STRONG>...l0l..xP...haha...<STRONG>ii l0ve y0o t0oh&nbsp;sprklinq d0nkiie&nbsp;!!</STRONG> okaee thatz awl f0r n0w...buh baii !!</P> <P><STRONG>murray</STRONG> &lt;33</P>http://www.xanga.com/lxbBy_gUrLxl/66561704/item.html#firstcommenthttp://www.xanga.com/lxbBy_gUrLxl/66224133/item.htmlhttp://www.xanga.com/lxbBy_gUrLxl/66224133/item.htmlSun, 22 Feb 2004 20:07:22 GMT<P>++// <STRONG>LAY0UT</STRONG>: VERSiON 9 TRENDY WENDY</P> <P>++// <STRONG>COL0Rz</STRONG>: BLOO // WHiTE // BLACK // YELLOW // RED // ETC.</P> <P>++// <STRONG>TiMiNG</STRONG>: 15 MiN CUHz i MADE THiS LiKE A WEEK AGO</P> <P>++// <STRONG>REPEATiNG</STRONG>: HiLARY DUFF...D0NT N0E WUHT TO PUT iN</P> <P>++// <STRONG>COPYWRiTED</STRONG>: © lxBBY_GURLxl PRODUCTiONz...JOCKERz UNWANTED !!</P> <P>_______________________________________</P> <P>OKAE...NEWAiiz..ii NEED HELP ON PUTTiNG iN THA BOX iN THA YELLOW BOX...GRRRR...NEWUN WANNA HELP ?? WELL LET MEEH N0E !!</P> <P><STRONG>MARY</STRONG> &lt;33</P> <P>++EDiT++</P> <P>hello murray haha i saw that yurmajigger wasnt in tha boxiie thingy so ijuss decided tuh do it fur yu neways no need to thank me it was easy haha well holla baq aiite?</P> <P>-DIANA xD &lt;3</P>http://www.xanga.com/lxbBy_gUrLxl/66224133/item.html#firstcommenthttp://www.xanga.com/lxbBy_gUrLxl/65673928/item.htmlhttp://www.xanga.com/lxbBy_gUrLxl/65673928/item.htmlFri, 20 Feb 2004 19:06:57 GMT<P>hello murrayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy haha<BR>i hoppe yu lika tha banner i made furr yu! hehe buh bai<BR></P> <P>-<A target=_new href="http://www.xanga.com/ladiiexsprklz">DiANA </A></P> <P>__+ e d ! t +__</P> <P><STRONG>THANX DiANA</STRONG> F0R THA BANNER<STRONG> </STRONG>OF <A target=_new href="http://img13.photobucket.com/albums/v37/LADiiExSPRKLZ/chadd.jpg">CHAD MiCHAEL MURRAY</A>...</P> <P>CLiCK&nbsp;CHAD MiCHAEL MURRAY TO SEE iHT...</P> <P>BUHT...ii NEED A <STRONG>LAY0UT</STRONG> T0OH !! iMMA TAKE iHT OUT CUHz iT D0SENT MATCH...BUHT iHT WiLL BEE MA <STRONG>NEXT</STRONG> <STRONG>LAY0UT</STRONG> THO...=]</P>http://www.xanga.com/lxbBy_gUrLxl/65673928/item.html#firstcommenthttp://www.xanga.com/lxbBy_gUrLxl/65451770/item.htmlhttp://www.xanga.com/lxbBy_gUrLxl/65451770/item.htmlThu, 19 Feb 2004 21:11:19 GMT<P>heyy !! OMG...im soooo dayum <STRONG>pissed</STRONG> at maself...mann...ii q0ttuh learn t0oh n0t <STRONG>pr0crastinate</STRONG>...grrrr...n0w imma bee up s0o0o late t0nite d0inq tha <STRONG>timeline</STRONG>...T____T...buh newaiiz...new sn f0r aim...x33 mary...okaee q0ttuh q0...byeee !!</P> <P>pulease leave bunches ob pr0pz !!</P> <P><STRONG>mary</STRONG> &lt;33</P> <P>btw...put a new s0nq in...c0me clean by hilary dufff...mann q0t this s0nq in ma head...so yea...enj0y :D</P>http://www.xanga.com/lxbBy_gUrLxl/65451770/item.html#firstcommenthttp://www.xanga.com/lxbBy_gUrLxl/65178884/item.htmlhttp://www.xanga.com/lxbBy_gUrLxl/65178884/item.htmlWed, 18 Feb 2004 20:37:08 GMT<P>++// <STRONG>LAY0UT</STRONG>: VERSi0N 8.4 <STRONG>SiMPLiCiTY</STRONG></P> <P>++// <STRONG>COLORz</STRONG>: GREY // WHiTE // <STRONG>BL0O</STRONG></P> <P>++// <STRONG>TiMiNG</STRONG>: 15 MiN</P> <P>++// <STRONG>REPEATiNG</STRONG>: EVERYTiME BY BRiTNEY SPEARS</P> <P>++// <STRONG>MADE</STRONG> <STRONG>BY</STRONG>: MEEH :D</P> <P>___________________________________</P> <P>HiYEEEE !! OMG...iT WUHz <STRONG>RAiNiNG</STRONG> TODAY !! KiNDUH RAN HOME AFTER SK0OL (( o0 )) EEK ii GOT SOOOOOO <EM>WET</EM>...WUHz B0RED SO MADE <STRONG>LAY0UTz</STRONG>...MADE A LAY0UT F0R <A target=_new href="http://www.xanga.com/TIGGERROOBABE">CAT</A>, <A target=_new href="http://www.xanga.com/LUBINGYO0">STEPHANiE</A>, ND <STRONG>MEEH</STRONG> :]...HRM...OMG...ii WUHz TALKiNG T0OH CAT ON THA PH0NE...ND SHE TOLD MEEH THAT RAJAN [SP] SAiD THAT SHE WUHz FLAT iN FR0NT OB EVERYWUN -___-'...(( o0 )) THATz SOOO <STRONG>MEAN</STRONG> OB HiM...SOOOOOOOOO BORED RAH N0W...OKAEE iMMA B0UNCE...GONNUH GO <STRONG>EAT</STRONG>...X]</P> <P><STRONG>MARY</STRONG> &lt;33</P> <P>BTW...<STRONG>DiANA</STRONG> !! HELP MEEH WiTH MA XANGUH !! MAKE MEEH A BANNER OR SHUMTHiNG...iERNO</P> <P>__+&nbsp;e d i t +__</P> <P><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Century Gothic'">+&nbsp;if ur down, remember this. heres 1O things u dont knoe:<?xml:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" /><o:p></o:p></SPAN></P> <P><STRONG><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Century Gothic'">1 </SPAN></STRONG><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Century Gothic'">&nbsp;At least 5 people in this world love you so much they would die for you.<BR><STRONG>2 </STRONG>&nbsp;At least 15 people in this world love you in some way<BR><STRONG>3 </STRONG>&nbsp;The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.<BR><STRONG>4 </STRONG>&nbsp;A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.<BR><STRONG>5 </STRONG>&nbsp;Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.<BR><STRONG>6 </STRONG>&nbsp;You mean the world to someone.<BR><STRONG>7 </STRONG>&nbsp;If not for you, someone may not be living.<BR><STRONG>8 </STRONG>&nbsp;You are special and unique.<BR><STRONG>9 </STRONG>&nbsp;Someone that you don't even know exists, loves you.<BR><STRONG>10 </STRONG>&nbsp;When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.</SPAN></P> <P><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Century Gothic'">thatz s0o sweet</SPAN></P>http://www.xanga.com/lxbBy_gUrLxl/65178884/item.html#firstcommenthttp://www.xanga.com/lxbBy_gUrLxl/64520734/item.htmlhttp://www.xanga.com/lxbBy_gUrLxl/64520734/item.htmlMon, 16 Feb 2004 13:34:43 GMT<P>j0in ma new <A target=_new href="http://www.xanga.com/blogrings/blogring.asp?id=235397">bl0qrinq</A>&nbsp;&lt;-- click </P> <P>hiyeeee !! welpz ma cuz <A target=_new href="http://www.xanga.com/mzxfabolouz"><STRONG>sherrryee</STRONG></A> came over t0oh ma h0use yestuhdae...went t0oh <STRONG>sam</STRONG> <STRONG>w0o</STRONG> t0oh eat...then went t0oh <STRONG>spectrum</STRONG> afterwards <STRONG>cuhz</STRONG> i wuhz <STRONG>buqqinq</STRONG> everyone...xP...so we went...when we q0t there our parentz wuhz l0okinq nd qreyh0unds nd we went t0oh tha <STRONG>pet</STRONG> <STRONG>sh0p</STRONG>...omq...ma <STRONG>daddye</STRONG> wanted t0oh qet a <STRONG>qreyh0und</STRONG>...ewww...they`re sooooo <STRONG>uqly</STRONG>...buht they`re <STRONG>skinny</STRONG>...l0l..xD...buht newaiiz...at tha pet sh0p there wuhz a <STRONG>KUUUTE</STRONG> labad0r !! omq it wuhz soooooo <STRONG>ky0ote</STRONG> !!&nbsp;nd there wuhz this really ky0ote <STRONG>maltese</STRONG>...it qave meeeh <STRONG>kisses</STRONG>...it wuhz sooooooo <STRONG>ADORABLE</STRONG>...we wanted t0oh qet it (<STRONG>sherrryee</STRONG> nd meeh) buh our parents said&nbsp;<STRONG>N0</STRONG> T_T...omq...buh yea...then just went ar0und tha place nd then came <STRONG>h0me</STRONG> like ar0und 3 or 4...so yea...thatz all f0r yestuhdae...okaee byeee !!</P> <P>leave bunches ob <STRONG>pr0pz</STRONG> !!</P> <P>mary &lt;<STRONG>33</STRONG></P> <P>++ e d ! t ++</P> <P>omq...ii just finished ma b0ok...ii wuhz like on payqe 60 s0methinq nd ii had 274 payqes t0tal...nd ii finished !! yay !! im soooo qlad...n0w ii q0ttuh take n0te...T_T...okaeeee byeee !!</P>http://www.xanga.com/lxbBy_gUrLxl/64520734/item.html#firstcommenthttp://www.xanga.com/lxbBy_gUrLxl/64008077/item.htmlhttp://www.xanga.com/lxbBy_gUrLxl/64008077/item.htmlSat, 14 Feb 2004 14:28:28 GMT<STRONG>HAPPY VALENTiNEz DAEE <EM>!!</EM></STRONG> http://www.xanga.com/lxbBy_gUrLxl/64008077/item.html#firstcommenthttp://www.xanga.com/lxbBy_gUrLxl/63707298/item.htmlhttp://www.xanga.com/lxbBy_gUrLxl/63707298/item.htmlFri, 13 Feb 2004 09:56:52 GMT<P><STRONG>time</STRONG>: 6:o5 in tha <STRONG>m0rninq</STRONG></P> <P><IMG src="http://i.xanga.com/J_i_N_b_A_b_E_z/o1sleeper1o_pic1.jpg"></P> <P>omq...thatz <STRONG>funnie</STRONG> in a <STRONG>sad</STRONG> way...lol...tha lil <STRONG>b0i</STRONG>&nbsp;wants t0oh slap tha <STRONG>lil</STRONG> <STRONG>qurlz</STRONG> <STRONG>butt</STRONG>....hahaha...h0w <STRONG>sad</STRONG>...ii think...x] ok q0ttuh q0 qet ready...okae byeeee !!</P> <P>murray &lt;<STRONG>33</STRONG></P> <P>__+ e d ! t +__</P> <DIV style="OVERFLOW: auto; WIDTH: 340px; HEIGHT: 300px"><BR> <P><STRONG>THE TEARS W0NT ST0P</STRONG></P> <P><BR><B>Prologue</B></P> <P>The little girl ran across her living room in her cute petite pink dress.<BR>She looked around looking for her parents. " Mommie? Daddie? "<BR>She panicked and looked harder, eager to find her parents..<BR>Then suddenly she spotted her housekeeper sewing a piece of cloth, rocking&nbsp;in the rocking chair.<BR>"Susan.. where's mommie and daddie? I wanna show them my dolly that Teacher&nbsp;gave me!! "<BR>But the housekeeper just lowered her head as she continued to sew.<BR>" Susan!! I SAID, WHERE`S MOMMIE AND DADDIE! "<BR><BR>The little girl became angry as she walked closer to the housekeeper.<BR><BR>As she walked closer, she realized that the housekeeper was crying.. as the&nbsp;silent tears fell gently down her wrinkly cheeks.<BR><BR>The little girl got so nervous she started to shake and asked once more..<BR><BR>" Susan.. where.. is mommie and daddie? Susan!! I demand you to answer me&nbsp;now!! "<BR><BR>The little girl started to wail and cry very loudly.<BR><BR>Then finally, the housekeeper started to speak.<BR><BR>" Little Ruby.. It's just us two now. Everything will be alright. Mommie and&nbsp;<BR>Daddie.. has gone far away. It's okay Little Ruby, stop crying. "<BR><BR><STRONG>-- 5 YEARS LATER --<BR></STRONG><BR>The little girl was now 10 years old. She was strong, she was tough, and she&nbsp;was smart.. but she had no love, no emotion.<BR><BR>Her name was Ruby Jong.. Little Ruby. She was as beautiful as a Ruby,&nbsp;<BR>although she hid it behind that boy-ish appearance.<BR><BR>Little Ruby- dressed in big black pants with a white shirt that was too big&nbsp;<BR>for her. She wore a black cap backwards as dirt and sweat covered her face.<BR><BR>She went outside and played with her favorite ball.. alone.<BR><BR>" EWW!! IT'S UGLY RUBY!!! THE GIRL WHO HAS NO PARENTS!! "<BR><BR>" WHAT ARE YOU SAYING? SHE'S NO GIRL!! HE'S A GUY!!! "<BR><BR>" AHHHAHHAAAHHAH!! NANNIE NANNIE POO POO YOUR A BOY!! YOUR A BOY!! "<BR><BR>The three boys stood there and mocked Little Ruby as they stuck out their&nbsp;tongues.<BR><BR>Ruby clenched her fists and bit her lip hard. Almost hard enough to have her&nbsp;<BR>lips bleeding.<BR><BR>The girl kicked the ball right at one of the boy`s face as the boy began to&nbsp;<BR>cry and wail, calling for his mommie.<BR><BR>Ruby stomped off to her huge house, mad, and angry. She was hurt and sad,&nbsp;and as much as she wanted to cry, she reminded herself that she was strong..&nbsp;and that she would never cry. She hid her feelings deep within that stable&nbsp;heart of her`s.<BR><BR>" SUSAN!! SUSAN WHERE ARE YOU!! "<BR><BR>The housekeeper, known as Susan, raised her head slowly from the couch she&nbsp;was sitting on.<BR><BR>Susan: " What's wrong Little Ruby? "<BR><BR>Ruby: " I TOLD YOU NOT TO CALL ME *LITTLE* ANYMORE, SUSAN!! I HATE BEING&nbsp;CALLED *LITTLE*!! "<BR><BR>The housekeeper stayed silent as she continued reading a thick book.<BR><BR>Ruby: " Susan.. you never told me where mom and dad was. Tell me now! "<BR><BR>Susan: " Oh how stubborn you are.. I don't know WHY I even bother to stay&nbsp;<BR>here and take care of you.. "<BR><BR>Ruby: You said they went somewhere far away, and whenever I asked you about&nbsp;them, you always say the same thing and change the subject! "<BR><BR>Susan: " Little Ruby, you don't have to worry. They'll be back.. I promise&nbsp;<BR>they will. "<BR><BR><STRONG>- 7 YEARS LATER -</STRONG><BR><BR>Little Ruby has grown up to be a young lady now. 17 years old, so beautiful,&nbsp;<BR>but yet.. still hid it behind all that boy-ish appearance with the clothes..&nbsp;<BR>and that horrible frown that everyone was scared of.<BR><BR>She has grown to be strong, and for her, nothing stood her way.<BR><BR>The housekeeper was getting old.. and her cheeks became wrinkler by the&nbsp;<BR>years as it passed.<BR><BR>It was a beautiful Monday morning, but to Ruby, it was just a hell-ish day&nbsp;<BR>in her life. How much she tried to attempt suicide, during those 12 years of&nbsp;misery.. During those 12 years with no love, no emotion.. and just simple&nbsp;<BR>cold pain.<BR><BR>But somehow, she seemed to live, for her health and soul was too strong for&nbsp;<BR>the girl to die so easily.. and the housekeeper would always find a way to&nbsp;find out Ruby's attempting death, and stop her.<BR><BR>Susan: " Are you ready for school dear? "<BR><BR>Little Ruby looked at the housekeeper.. her face was practically a giant&nbsp;rasin, almost ready for her age death.<BR><BR>Ruby: " YEAH. "<BR><BR>Susan: " Why not trying on some bright colors for a change? "<BR><BR>Ruby: " *snort* Yeah right.. "<BR><BR>Susan: " tsk tsk tsk.. Typical. Wearing those black pants, white shirt,&nbsp;<BR>black cap backwards. Little Ruby, why don't you ever wear a different color? "<BR><BR>Ruby: " I told you NOT TO CALL ME LITTLE ANYMORE! SH*T! "<BR><BR>The housekeeper stayed still.. obviously used to Ruby's temper.<BR><BR>Ruby left the house without a single " Good Bye ".<BR><BR>The housekeeper lowered her head as she took a seat as she carefully folded&nbsp;her weak hands and prayed to God..<BR><BR>Oh Lord..<BR><BR>It's me again..<BR><BR>I just ask for one thing.<BR><BR>For Ruby to find The One.<BR><BR>My years are going too quickly Lord God.<BR><BR>I know that one day,<BR><BR>These old eyes of mine will close..<BR><BR>Forever.<BR><BR>I need someone to take care of her..<BR><BR>To soften her careless heart..<BR><BR>To give her endless love,<BR><BR>to give her happiness,<BR><BR>and to finally stop..<BR><BR>the never- ending tears from her heart..<BR><BR>Ruby went to school and put her things in her locker.<BR><BR>" Eww! It's that she-male again! Ugh sick! "<BR><BR>Ruby ignored the popular snotty girls and continued jamming things in her&nbsp;locker.<BR><BR>" Oh.. and look at that hideous necklace!! "<BR><BR>" I KNOW! LIKE.. eww!! "<BR><BR>Ruby laid her hands on her neck and looked at her one and only jewelry on&nbsp;her body. It was a Ruby red teardrop, tied to a thick black string.<BR><BR>She put the pendant in her shirt so they wouldn't see it, as it lay across&nbsp;her heart. It was her mother's. How many times Ruby had tried to throw the&nbsp;necklace away, but something always helded her back. She felt like it was&nbsp;her life..<BR><BR>It probably was. Ruby always had cried, and it never had stopped. She knew&nbsp;it never would.<BR><BR>But realistically, she never cried.. the last teardrop on her face was the&nbsp;tears 12 years ago, when the housekeeper had told her about her parents.<BR><BR>She never knew about what had happened with her parents. She knew she would&nbsp;never know, because the housekeeper would never tell her.<BR><BR>Even though Ruby didn't lead a single teardrop on her face, her heart&nbsp;<BR>bleeded. Her heart cried every night.. and although she knew it, she&nbsp;never&nbsp;showed it.<BR><BR>One side of her heart would be crying everyday, everynight.. her weak part&nbsp;of the heart.<BR><BR>The other part had no emotion, no love, no pain, no THING. NOTHING. It was&nbsp;the hard, careless part of her heart.<BR><BR><STRONG>She learned how to be strong, and never to cry. Because she knew that when&nbsp;she would start crying, she would never stop. never..</STRONG><BR><BR>Suddenly, a shriek of giggled interrupted her thoughts.<BR><BR>Popular girl #1 :" OMGAHD HE'S SO HOT!! AHH HE'S SOOOOO CUTE!! "<BR><BR>Popular girl #2: " HI BI!! "<BR><BR>Popular girl #3: " BI? WHAT KIND OF A NAME IS BI?? RAIN?!! HAHAHHA!! "<BR><BR>Popular girl #1: " YOU STUPID! IT'S THE NEW HOTT GUY! "<BR><BR>Popular girl #3: " OH WHAT!?? LET ME SEE! "<BR><BR>Popular girl #2: " THERE HE'S COMING THIS WAY! "<BR><BR>Popular girl #3: " OMGAHD YOUR RIGHT! AHHHH HE'S SO FOINE !! "<BR><BR><STRONG>Ruby`s P.O.V:</STRONG><BR><BR>Wtheck!? Freeking retards.. I slammed the locker closed, as I walked away&nbsp;from these shrieking animals. But when I was right about to stick my right&nbsp;foot out, one of those damn b*tches stuck out her feet as I tripped.<BR><BR>All the girls laughed and shrieked like maniacs.<BR><BR>I rubbed my sore ankle and clenched my fists.<BR><BR>WHen I was about to hit one of the girls, a tall guy stuck out his hand and&nbsp;smiled.<BR><BR>" Are you okay? "<BR><BR>Me: " Wtheck? I don't need your d.amn hand. I can get up by myself.. freak..&nbsp;"<BR><BR>I stood up and stood facing the guy.<BR><BR>I glanced at those girls.. and their shrieking laughter became mad dogging&nbsp;faces as they bit their lips in fustration.<BR><BR>I looked up at the guy again.<BR><BR>He smiled.<BR><BR>I frowned.<BR><BR>I started to slowly walk away.<BR><BR>" WAIT! "<BR><BR>I looked back at the same guy. NOW what does he want?! grr..<BR><BR>The guy: " HI! MY NAME IS BI, WHAT'S YOURS?? "<BR><BR>I stared at that bahng geul bahng geul ooth neun mi chin nome. (&lt;-- I hope&nbsp;you understand lol )<BR><BR>I shrugged off his hand that lay on my shoulder and was about to walk away.<BR><BR>Popular girl #1: " HAH! Oh Bi It's no use talking to that b*tch It's a&nbsp;<BR>she/male! "<BR><BR>Popular girls : " PUAHAHHAHAHAHHHAHAHHAHHAHA!! "<BR><BR>Grr.. I couldn't stand it anymore. I clenched my fists harder and stomped&nbsp;over to those maniacs.<BR><BR>I stood in front of Boa ( Popular girl #1 ) and swung my fist as hard as I&nbsp;<BR>could.<BR><BR>Right when my fist was about to touch her, someone grabbed my hand and&nbsp;<BR>twirled me around.<BR><BR>Wtff...<BR><BR>I looked up and it was that corny tall guy again.<BR><BR>Me: " WTF DO YOU WANT!?!?! "<BR><BR>Bi: " What's wrong with you?! Why are you acting like this? "<BR><BR>Boa: " Don't BOTHER Bi Oppa, she's always like that! "<BR><BR>Me: " UGH! I'MA GET YOU SOOO BADD B*TCH! "<BR><BR>Boa: " Really? We'll see about that! Bi Oppa's gonna protect me like he just&nbsp;did right now Right, Oppa? "<BR><BR>Bi: " Uh.. I gotta go to class. I'll talk to you later.. um.. What's your&nbsp;<BR>name? "<BR><BR>Me: " That's none of your damn business. "<BR><BR>As I walked away to my next class.<BR><BR>I sat down at the furthest seat, right next to the window, where I always&nbsp;sit.<BR><BR>That guy ruined everything.. Stupid bastard. What's with his name TOO?! Bi!?&nbsp;Bi?! HAH! What kind of a name is that?!<BR><BR>I looked out the window and wished I was out there.. free.. just me and my&nbsp;life. I don't need anyone. I can find a way to live by MYSELF.<BR><BR>" HI!!!!!! =DDDD "<BR><BR>Wtheck?! I found myself facing a total GEEK. He had thick glasses and&nbsp;<BR>braces, and long bangs that cut below his eyes.<BR><BR>Where the heck is his EYES?!<BR><BR>I just weirdly stared at him, trying to give him the face that meant " Get&nbsp;away. "<BR><BR>But unfortunately he didn't get it.<BR><BR>" HI!!!!!!!!! MY NAME IS MINWOO!! W-WHAT'S YOURS?!?! "<BR><BR>I ignored him and continued to look out the window.<BR><BR>Someone get tapping me with his/her finger so I turned around again..<BR><BR>" YOU WANA BE MY *SNORT* BUDDY?!?!!! HEHEHHEHE! MY NAME IS MINWOO! WHAT'S&nbsp;<BR>YOUR NAME??! "<BR><BR>Me: " Get away LOSER. "<BR><BR>Damm he's annoying.<BR><BR>" LISTEN CLASS! I WANT EVERYBODY`S ATTENTION!! "<BR><BR>I turned my attention to Mr. Cho, and thank God, Minwoo did too.<BR><BR>" TODAY, WE HAVE A NEW STUDENT! HE CAME FROM GWANG JOO. PLEASE WELCOME HIM!&nbsp;COME IN BI "<BR><BR>OMG.. BI ?!?! THAT MEANS..<BR><BR>Right then.. that annoying corny tall guy came in all smiling joyously.<BR><BR>Oh no.. Eww eww eww ewww..<BR><BR>The whole class immediately started to giggle and point.<BR><BR>Please don't let him see me.. I put my head down and pressed my cap harder&nbsp;down my head so he won't see my face.<BR><BR>" NOW NOW.. BI, WHERE DO YOU WANT TO SIT? HMM.. LET SEE.. OH! THERE'S A&nbsp;<BR>EMPTY SEAT IN FRONT OF RUBY! RUBY, PLEASE RAISE YOUR HAND.. "<BR><BR>NO NO NO .. THIS CANNOT BE HAPPENING!! AHHHH!<BR><BR>I didn't do anything but just stayed there with my head down.<BR><BR>" HMM.. SHE MUST BE SLEEPING.. AGAIN. SIGH. SHE'S THE GIRL IN THE BLACK CAP.&nbsp;<BR>BI, YOU SIT IN FRONT OF HER. "<BR><BR>I felt footsteps coming nearer and nearer to my place until I heard a&nbsp;<BR>swooshing noise and a CLUNK! in front of me.<BR><BR>OMgahdd I can't breathe..<BR><BR>" HI!!!!!!! MY NAME'S MINWOO!! WHAT'S YOURS?!?!? "<BR><BR>" UMM.. HI. I'M BI. "<BR><BR>" BI?? AS IN THE RAIN?? HAHAHHHAHAHAH *SNORT* *SNORT* COOLIOoO!! "<BR><BR>" UH.. YEAH OKAY. "<BR><BR>uGH.. NERD..<BR><BR>After a minute, I really couldn't breathe so I pulled my head up and took a&nbsp;deep breath.<BR><BR>Right then, Bi turned around.<BR><BR>Bi: " Hey!! It's you.. So your name is RUBY!!!! Pretty name! "<BR><BR>Me: " *snort* Freak.. "<BR><BR>I turned my attention back to the window and smelled the cool air.<BR><BR>I looked at the clock for the 18th time.<BR><BR>WOO! Finally its gonna be over soon.. then it`ll be lunch<BR><BR>I smiled, thinking of free time.<BR><BR>Just then, THAT BI guy turned around and smiled.<BR><BR>Bi: " It's nice to see you smile.. "<BR><BR>Me: " hahhAhaAHah! *SNORT* loser.. "<BR><BR>Bi: " *cough* anyway.. What's your 5th period?? "<BR><BR>Me: " Why should you care? Mind your own d*mn business! "<BR><BR>I turned my head out the window to avoid his stare.<BR><BR>Bi: " I have Peterson, how bout you? "<BR><BR>Me: " UGHHH!! YOU NEVER GIVE UP DO YOU?!? THANK GOD I DON'T HAVE 5TH PERIOD&nbsp;WITH YOU! "<BR><BR>Bi: " Oh.. you don't? Darn.. "<BR><BR>-- RINGGGGGGGGGGGG --<BR><BR>I quickly stood up and walked fast to the cafeteria.<BR><BR>I looked around.. looking for an empty table so I can just sit there by&nbsp;<BR>myself and grub.<BR><BR>Then I saw a hand waving mad crazy.<BR><BR>Oh.. MINWOO. *SIGH*<BR><BR>Minwoo: " RUBY!! OVER HERE !! HEHE *SNORT* HEHEHE!! "<BR><BR>I bit my lip and walked over to him.<BR><BR>Minwoo: " SIT HERE SIT HERE!! "<BR><BR>Me: " Uh.. no thanks. "<BR><BR>I quickly walked to an empty seat and started eating.<BR><BR>Then, someone put their tray in front of me.<BR><BR>Without looking up, I just said, " THIS TABLE IS RESERVED FOR ME. "<BR><BR>If that person was SMART, he or she would`ve just sneered and walked away,&nbsp;but this person still sat down and started eating.<BR><BR>Wtheckkk!<BR><BR>I looked up.<BR><BR>It was that same corny guy again!! I had enough of his d*mn face!!!<BR><BR>Me: " WILL YOU JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!!!! I SPECIFICALLY SAID THAT THIS TABLE&nbsp;<BR>IS RESERVED FOR ME! ARE YOU DEAF OR SOMETHING?! "<BR><BR>Bi: " Not really. But I don't see any sign that this table's reserved for&nbsp;<BR>RUBY JONG. DO you ? "<BR><BR>Me: &gt;:[<BR><BR>" EWW... BI OPPA! WHY ARE YOU SITTING NEXT TO THAT SHE/MALE! COME SIT WITH&nbsp;<BR>US!! "<BR><BR>" YEAH OPPA! COME SIT WITH US! *GIGGLES* "<BR><BR>I looked up to see that same b*tch Boa and her best friend.. What was her&nbsp;<BR>name? I think it was something like.. Bin.. Grr whatever.<BR><BR>Me: " YEAH BI. WHY DON'T YOU SIT NEXT TO THOSE B*TCHES SO YOU CAN GET OUT OF&nbsp;<BR>MY FACE! "<BR><BR>Boa: " See oppa, there's no point trying to be friend's with that pathethic&nbsp;<BR>loooooser "<BR><BR>Bin: " Come sit with us! Your too good for that she/male! *giggle* "<BR><BR>Bi: " Nah. I like it where I am. Thanks for the offer though. "<BR><BR>Me: " UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! I CAN'T EAT CAUSE OF YOU! "<BR><BR>I left my tray there and walked away .. pissed off.<BR><BR>5TH PERIOD..<BR><BR>Finally.. NO Bi..<BR><BR>I sit where I always sit, and dozed off.. dreaming about happiness, dreaming&nbsp;<BR>about miracles..<BR><BR>- RINGGGGGGGGGG! -<BR><BR>I rubbed my eyes and walked to my last period.<BR><BR>D*mn I'm sleepy.. I'll just sleep again.<BR><BR>I walked to the same usual seat and put my head down.<BR><BR>" RUBY?!!!! "<BR><BR>AH! WHO DARES TO TAKE UP MY SLEEP TIME!<BR><BR>I looked up.<BR><BR>Oh no no nononononono!!<BR><BR>Bi: " WOW WE HAVE ONLY 3 PERIODS TOGETHER. I THINK I SHOULD GET MY PROGRAM&nbsp;<BR>CHANGED, DONT CHA THINK? "<BR><BR>Me: " NEVER!!!!! go away.. please.. "<BR><BR>Bi: " WHY DO YOU HATE ME SO MUCH? WHY DO YOU HATE EVERYONE SO MUCH?! "<BR><BR>Me: " You wouldn't understand. SIT SOMEWHERE ELSE FAGGIT!.. "<BR><BR>During the whole period, miraculously, Bi didn't bother me one time while I&nbsp;<BR>was sleeping.<BR><BR>-- RINGGGGGGGGGGGGGG --<BR><BR>FINALLY!! I GET TO GO HOME~!!!<BR><BR>Bi: " HEY! HOW DO YOU GET HOME? "<BR><BR>Me: " walk.. "<BR><BR>Bi: " Really? I'll walk with you! "<BR><BR>Me: " NO. GO HOME! "<BR><BR>Bi: " Ah come on "<BR><BR>I ran to my house to lose that tall corny guy.<BR><BR>I turned around and he was still there..<BR><BR>Bi: " WHOA! IS THIS YOUR HOUSE?! IT'S HUMONGOUS!!! "<BR><BR>Me: " OKAY. WHATEVER. NOW GO HOME!!!! "<BR><BR>Bi: " Aren't you gonna invite me in? "<BR><BR>Me: " HAH! HELL NO! "<BR><BR>Bi: " Oh come on I promise I won't bother you tomorrow! "<BR><BR>Me: " REALLY? hmm.. okay then. don't talk to me and pretend like you don't&nbsp;<BR>know me! "<BR><BR>Bi: " DEAL! "<BR><BR>I led Bi into my house.. it's been the first time I let a person in my&nbsp;<BR>house, besides my housekeeper.. But I didn't want Bi bothering me like that&nbsp;<BR>AGAIN..<BR><BR>Me: " SUSAN! I'M HOME.. AND UH.. THIS GUY'S HERE TOO.. "<BR><BR>Bi: " Whose's Susan? "<BR><BR>Me: " HOUSEKEEPER. "<BR><BR>Bi: " OoOOoHhhHH "<BR><BR>Susan came walking towards me.<BR><BR>Me: " I'mma go change. DON'T follow me. Stay here.. get food.. whatever.. "<BR><BR>I ran upstairs the curving stairs..<BR><BR>* end of Ruby's P.O.V *<BR><BR>The housekeeper looked at Bi and smiled warmly.<BR><BR>Housekeeper: " Welcome&nbsp; "<BR><BR>Bi: " Thank you! "<BR><BR>The housekeeper stood there staring at Bi.. and smiled again. Bi stood there&nbsp;awkward and smiled back.<BR><BR>The housekeeper closed her eyes and whispered, " Thank you.. God. "<BR><BR>Bi`s P.O.V:<BR><BR>The housekeeper: " Thank you.. God. "<BR><BR>She said it so quietly, but I still heard it.<BR><BR>Me: " o_O Thanks for what? "<BR><BR>The housekeeper slowly lifted her eyes open and smiled again.<BR><BR>The housekeeper: " I thank him for sending You, child. "<BR><BR>Me: " hUh?? WHY? "<BR><BR>The housekeeper: " YOUR the one "<BR><BR>I looked at this old woman. She was way shorter than me. Her white hair was&nbsp;tied carelessly in a bun.<BR><BR>She had the most wrinklest skin.. but she had such a warm smile. She looked&nbsp;like her time was about to come. <BR><BR>Me: " I'M THE ONE? I'm confused.. "<BR><BR>The housekeeper just stood there, still smiling at me.<BR><BR>" YOU STILL DIDN`T LEAVE?! "<BR><BR>I looked up at Ruby standing on the stairs.<BR><BR>Me: " WHAT!? OF COURSE NOT! "<BR><BR>Ruby: " Well.. can you leave now? I have some things to do. "<BR><BR>Me: " What things? "<BR><BR>Ruby: " None of your BUSINESS. "<BR><BR>Ruby's P.O.V:<BR><BR>Bi: " Come on! I don't wanna go home "<BR><BR>Ruby: " TOO BAD. NOW LEAVE!! "<BR><BR>Bi: =(<BR><BR>I ignored him and went outside. I walked fast until I tripped over a&nbsp;<BR>pinecone and fell flat on my face. My knee scraped and started bleeding.<BR><BR>Me: " AH sh*T! "<BR><BR>I tried to keep in the pain and I tried to stand up.. but blood kept rushing&nbsp;<BR>and it stopped me from standing up.<BR><BR>Bi rushed over to me and gasped.<BR><BR>Bi: " OmG Are you okiie?!?! "<BR><BR>He took my arm and tried to pull me up but I snatched away from his grip.<BR><BR>Me: " I don't need your help. "<BR><BR>Bi: =(<BR><BR>I practically crawled back to my house.. and washed the blood away.<BR><BR>Me: " F*CKK! "<BR><BR>Bi just sat on the toilet ( with his pants on ) and stared at me.<BR><BR>Bi: " If it hurts so much.. why don't you cry? "<BR><BR>I started laughing at what he said, and looked at him weirdly.<BR><BR>Me: " HAhahhHAHhaha... Bi, I never cry. "<BR><BR>Bi: " Of course you do. When was the last time you cried? "<BR><BR><STRONG>-------------FLASHBACK-------------</STRONG><BR><BR>The little girl ran across her living room in her cute petite pink dress.<BR><BR>She looked around looking for her parents.<BR><BR>" Mommie? Daddie? "<BR><BR>She panicked and looked harder, eager to find her parents..<BR><BR>Then suddenly she spotted her housekeeper sewing a piece of cloth, rocking&nbsp;in the rocking chair.<BR><BR>" Susan.. where's mommie and daddie? I wana show them my dolly that Teacher&nbsp;gave me!! "<BR><BR>But the housekeeper just lowered her head as she continued to sew.<BR><BR>" Susan!! I SAID, WHERE`S MOMMIE AND DADDIE! "<BR><BR>The little girl became angry as she walked closer to the housekeeper.<BR><BR>As she walked closer, she realized that the housekeeper was crying.. as the&nbsp;<BR>silent tears fell gently down her<BR>wrinkly cheeks.<BR><BR>The little girl got so nervous she started to shake and asked once more..<BR><BR>" Susan.. where.. is mommie and daddie? Susan!! I demand you to answer me&nbsp;now!! "<BR><BR>The little girl started to wail and cry very loudly.<BR><BR>Then finally, the housekeeper started to speak.<BR><BR>" Little Ruby.. It's just us two now. Everything will be alright. Mommie and&nbsp;<BR>Daddie.. has gone far away. It's<BR>okay Little Ruby, stop crying. "<BR><BR><STRONG>-------------- END OF FLASHBACK ---------------</STRONG><BR><BR>Tears started to fill up my eyes, but I quickly closed my eyes, then opened&nbsp;<BR>them again.<BR><BR>Me: " *cough* um. I don't remember. I never cry. "<BR><BR>Before he could say anything, I stood up.<BR><BR>Me: " You better leave. "<BR><BR>Bi: " ummmmmm.. yeah okay then.. see you tomorrow. "<BR><BR>Me: " remember our deal right? "<BR><BR>Bi: " yeah&nbsp; "<BR><BR>After Bi left, I walked over to Susan's room.<BR><BR>Susan: " What's wrong Ruby? Did that young man leave already?? "<BR><BR>Me: " HUH? OoOh That corny tall guy? Yeah he left.. "<BR><BR>Susan: " Why?? You should`ve asked him to stay for dinner! "<BR><BR>Me: " EwWw! NEVER! "<BR><BR>Susan: " Anyways.. what do you need? MONEY again?? "<BR><BR>Me: " No .. I'm just asking about something.. SUSAN. I WANNA QUIT SCHOOL. "<BR><BR>Susan: " Are you crazy Ruby?! You need an education.. and you also need a&nbsp;FUTURE. To get a future, you need the education! "<BR><BR>Me: " But I just HATE IT!! G0Sh! Whatever. I'm not going to school tomorrow.&nbsp;<BR>"<BR><BR>Susan: " And why iS THAT?! "<BR><BR>Me: " I just hate the PEOPLE. I don't care whether I get a future or not. I&nbsp;<BR>just .. wanna die. "<BR><BR><STRONG>---- SMACK ----</STRONG><BR><BR>Susan has smacked my shoulder. I rubbed it and bit my lip.<BR><BR>Me: " WHAT WAS THAT FOR?!?!?! "<BR><BR>Susan: " I TOLD YOU RUBY!! I NEVER .. EVER WANT TO HEAR YOU SAY THAT AGAIN!&nbsp;<BR>UNDERSTOOD?!?! "<BR><BR>Me: &gt;:[<BR><BR><STRONG>---- THE NEXT DAY ----</STRONG><BR>I continued to sleep even though my alarm clock was ringing like crazy.<BR><BR>Unfortunately.. Susan just HAD to come upstairs and smack me hard on my&nbsp;thigh. It burned and made a mark.<BR><BR>Me: " I CAN REPORT YOU FOR THIS!!! "<BR><BR>Susan: " Go ahead. "<BR><BR>I was about to, then I realized it was just a waste of time.. and money for&nbsp;<BR>the lawyer and all that crap.<BR><BR>I couldn't even hit her because she was too old.<BR><BR>I pulled myself together and got ready for the HELL HOLE called SCHOOL once&nbsp;again.<BR><BR>During school, Bi didn't bother me ONCE. He kept his promise through out the&nbsp;whole day.<BR><BR><STRONG>---- RINGGGGGGG ----</STRONG><BR><BR>School was over! Finally!!<BR><BR>I was about to run out the open door but Bi blocked my way.<BR><BR>Me: " HEY! YOU SAID YOU WEREN'T GONNA BOTHER ME!! "<BR><BR>Bi: "I told you I won't bother you during SCHOOL. But now school's over!!"<BR><BR>Me: "grrr.."<BR><BR>I ignored him and started to walk out the school`s main door.<BR><BR>Boa: " OPPA! "<BR><BR>Boa ran towards Bi and smiled.. then looked at me and sneered.<BR><BR>Bi: " Sorry Boa, I need to walk Ruby home! "<BR><BR>Boa: " WHAT!??! WHY?!?! IS SHE FORCING YOU?! "<BR><BR>Bi: " NO NO NO! I just want to. "<BR><BR>Boa: " Wtheck?! why?! Your acting like you LIKE that she/male! "<BR><BR>Bi: " What's wrong with that?? "<BR><BR>Suddenly, the chit-chatting loud hall quieted down and stared at Bi and me.<BR><BR>People whispered and started pointing.<BR><BR>Me: " UGHHHH! Well thanks ALOT Bi! This is exactlyyyy what I want!&nbsp;<BR>ATTENTION!! "<BR><BR>I screamed sarcastically, and stomped out the big doors.<BR><BR>I kept running although I heard another pair of running footsteps behind me.<BR><BR>I ignored it and kept running until I reached my house.<BR><BR>Bi: " Hey! Why you so mad?! "<BR><BR>Me: " WHAT?! WHY DID YOU HAVE TO LIE TO EVERYONE LIKE THAT AND MAKE A&nbsp;SCENE?! "<BR><BR>Bi: " Lie? What lie? "<BR><BR>Me: " That you.. you.. YOU KNOW! "<BR><BR>Bi: " That.. I like you? "<BR><BR>Me: " EXACTLY! "<BR><BR>Bi: " What's so wrong about that? "<BR><BR>Me: " Because.. just like what Boa said, I'm a she/male! Don't like me! "<BR><BR>Bi: " It's okay I've always had a thing for she/males! *wink* "<BR><BR>Me: " EEEEEEWWWWWWWWWW!! UGH! "<BR><BR>I walked inside my house and saw Susan lying on the big beige leather couch,&nbsp;sleeping. Her hands were folded together.. she was probably praying again. I&nbsp;wonder what she prays about. What WOULD that old woman pray about?!<BR><BR>I walked over to her and shook her gently.<BR><BR>Me: " Ey Susan! I'm home! "<BR><BR>I was about to walk away until I realized she didn't wake up. That's weird..&nbsp;<BR>she would usually wake up by the sound of the door. She's a very light-&nbsp;<BR>sleeper.<BR><BR>Me: " Uh.. Susan? "<BR><BR>I carefully shook her folded hands again.. waiting for her to open her eyes.<BR><BR>But she didn't.<BR><BR>I started to get nervous.<BR><BR>I put my ear on her chest.<BR><BR>But there was nothing..<BR><BR>no heartbeat.<BR><BR>I backed away.. not wanting to know what just happened.<BR><BR>My eyes were filling up with tears.. but not a teardrop fell down my face.<BR><BR>I bit my lip and just kind of sat there.. wishing that Susan would wake up.<BR><BR>I looked at her folded hands.. I wonder what she was praying about right&nbsp;<BR>before her death.<BR><BR>What can be more important than that??<BR><BR>" *eh hem* "<BR><BR>I turned around and realized Bi was still standing there.<BR><BR>Me: " Go away. I'm not in the mood to be bothered by you.. nor anyone. "<BR><BR>Bi: " I'm sorry about your.. uh.. maid. "<BR><BR>Me: " She's NOT MY MAID. SHE WAS THE DAMN HOUSEKEEPER. And by the way.. no&nbsp;word of this to anyone. I don't want to be takin my a freakin foster home or&nbsp;some sh*t. "<BR><BR>Bi: " THEN WHOSE GONNA TAKE CARE OF YOU?? "<BR><BR>Me: " I can take care of myself. Now LEAVE!!! "<BR><BR>Bi just shrugged and left the house.<BR><BR>I continued staring at her folded wrinkly hands until I spotted a white&nbsp;<BR>piece of paper in it.<BR><BR>I opened up her hands and it was surely a folded paper.. as I slowly&nbsp;<BR>unwrapped it.<BR><BR>Little Ruby,<BR><BR>I guess my time has come.<BR><BR>I could feel my eyes starting to close, and my heart slowing down..<BR><BR>I apologize for this messy writing,<BR><BR>But right now I feel like I have no energy..<BR><BR>And I should write faster before my time comes.<BR><BR>Ruby, my last wish is for you to STAY IN SCHOOL.<BR><BR>I want you to have a future, honey.<BR><BR>I prayed for those 12 years that you would find THE ONE.<BR><BR>I'm very happy that you finally did.<BR><BR>I know that God will take care of the rest.<BR><BR>So the only thing I wish is for you to stay in school.<BR><BR>Do that for me, yes?<BR><BR>I know your old enough to make it by yourself.<BR><BR>But Ruby,<BR><BR>Let me remind you ..<BR><BR>Your not alone.<BR><BR>I'm right beside you.<BR><BR>I'm sorry I had to leave like this..<BR><BR>just like your parents did.<BR><BR>But I hope you learn to forgive them.<BR><BR>and to forgive me.. for leaving you like this.<BR><BR>I learned to love you Little Ruby,<BR><BR>and someday I know you will learn to love, also.<BR><BR>Stay strong Ruby, but not too strong..<BR><BR>P.S: If you need money, you know where the *secret place* is.<BR><BR>With love,<BR><BR>Susan<BR><BR>I swallowed and put the piece of paper back in Susan's prayer hands.<BR><BR>I didn't *get* some parts.. like when she said I found THE ONE??<BR><BR>What's THE ONE?? Matrix ?! o_o;<BR><BR>I knew I had to stay in school.. it would be the least I can do for her..<BR><BR>I sighed and put my head down at the side of the couch.. and fell asleep.<BR><BR>It was a Sunday morning, the favorite day of the week for Susan. I decided&nbsp;<BR>to bury her today.<BR><BR>I had gone up to the attic, and to the smallest room, and took out the rusty&nbsp;<BR>old rug in the corner, where it was called the *sercet place*.<BR><BR>In the rug, there would be a huge box.. and inside the huge box would be&nbsp;<BR>$5,000,000.<BR><BR>My parents left the $5,000,000 in there before they had left Susan and me..<BR><BR>They said that this money was in case of emergency.. in case my parents died&nbsp;or something, but instead of dying, they purposely left it there for us to&nbsp;use.. since they had left us.<BR><BR>Susan and I had just used $500,000.. mostly on me.<BR><BR>So now we had about $4,500,000 left.<BR><BR>I took some hundred dollar bills and bought the most expensive coffin for&nbsp;her.<BR><BR>Bi called me ( I don't know HOW he got my number.. ) and INSISTED on helping me bury her.<BR><BR>It was the next day.. Monday.<BR><BR>After school I hurried and bought some flowers.. and went to the cemetary.<BR><BR>I layed the flowers down and stared at her grave.<BR><BR>" You loved her didn't you? "<BR><BR>I turned to see Bi standing right behind me.<BR><BR>He probably followed me .. again.<BR><BR>Me: " Love? Heh`.. I don't know what that shit means. "<BR><BR>Bi: " It's a deep affection for one person. It's like.. you just need that&nbsp;<BR>ONE PERSON.. you dedicate your life to that special one. "<BR><BR>Bi smiled at me. His eyes twinkled.<BR><BR>I awkwardly turned away.<BR><BR>Me: " I don't understand. I don't think I ever will. "<BR><BR>I rode the taxi back to my big old house. I looked around.. and it seemed&nbsp;so.. empty.<BR><BR>Bi: " How are you gonna take care of yourself?! "<BR><BR>I nearly jumped by the suddeness of his voice.<BR><BR>Me: " Gawd. You scared me.. I can take care of myself. You can leave now.&nbsp;Nobody invited you here. "<BR><BR>Bi: " Then I guess I self-invited myself .. You can't live here all by&nbsp;<BR>yourself!! "<BR><BR>Me: " Yes I can. "<BR><BR>Bi: " What if the government finds out?? "<BR><BR>Me: " He won't. "<BR><BR>Bi: " Are you coming to school tomorrow? "<BR><BR>Me: " DAMN WHY SO MANY QUESTIONS!?!? YES I AM COMING TO SCHOOL TOMORROW SO&nbsp;<BR>CAN YOU PLEASE LEAVE?? "<BR><BR>Bi: " Tomorrow, I`ll pick you up at 7:45. Okie? BYE! "<BR><BR>Me: " WHAT!? NO! I COULD WALK. "<BR><BR>Bi: " Come out when I honk! BYE! "<BR><BR>With that, he ran off to his car, and waved " Bye " once again, and vroomed&nbsp;away.<BR><BR>I ordered pizza for dinner as the delivery man came in, gave me the pizza as&nbsp;I placed it on top of our kitchen table.<BR><BR>I sat down and started to eat slowly..<BR><BR>There was not a single noise.. except the sound of me munching on the&nbsp;<BR>pepperoni pizza.<BR><BR>I looked around this huge kitchen, big enough to fill about 90 people.<BR><BR>I tried to ignore my uncomfortableness and continued to munch.<BR><BR><STRONG>-- RING RING RING --</STRONG><BR><BR>For a moment, I actually felt happy to receive a phone call.. It finally&nbsp;<BR>broke the awkward silence.<BR><BR>I walked over to the phone and clicked on " speaker "<BR><BR>Me: " Hello? *munch munch* "<BR><BR>" Hello. May I speak to Mrs. Ruby E. Jong please? "<BR><BR>Me: " uh.. This is her. Whose this? "<BR><BR>" This is the secretary of the government of Seoul, Korea. This is Ruby,&nbsp;yes? "<BR><BR>Me: " Uh.. gotta go BYE. "<BR><BR>I promptly stabbed my finger on the " speaker " button and pulled out the&nbsp;phone cord.<BR><BR>I almost could've got sent to some foster home!<BR><BR>The next morning I woke up not wanting to go to school like always.<BR><BR>I thought about Susan and quickly got up and did my morning routine.<BR><BR>Oh shit! Bi was gonna come. I better leave before he gets here.<BR><BR>When I opened the main door to get out, Bi was standing right there looking&nbsp;down at me.<BR><BR>*GASP*<BR><BR>Me: " OMG YOU SCARED ME! "<BR><BR>Bi: " Why'd you come out? I told you to wait until I honk? "<BR><BR>Me: " Then what are you doing standing right in front of my door?? And you&nbsp;came so early! "<BR><BR>Bi: " Oh. Just cause I thought you were gonna ditch me. "<BR><BR>Me: o_o;<BR><BR>Bi: " Come on lets go! "<BR><BR>-- in the car --<BR><BR>Me: " Why don't you just.. give up on me? "<BR><BR>Bi: " GIVE UP?!? hahAhahHAha! never! "<BR><BR>Me: " WHY! YOU KNOW I'M NEVER GONNA LIKE YOU! "<BR><BR>Bi: " Why are you so sure? "<BR><BR>Me: " Ugh! Conceited b*tch. "<BR><BR>Bi: " Love never gives up! "<BR><BR>Me: " HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHHHAHAHAHA!!! "<BR><BR>Bi: " WHAT? WHY? "<BR><BR>Me: " You think you LOVE me!??!?!!!?&nbsp;<BR>AHahahHAhahAHhahHAhahHAHaHAHhahHAHahHAha!! "<BR><BR>Bi: " It's nice to see you laugh. "<BR><BR>Me: " -_______-; you killed it.. "<BR><BR>Bi: " O. SORRY.. "<BR><BR>Me: " Yeah. Whatever. "<BR><BR>We walked right into the school main doors.<BR><BR>Just as I expected, people started to point, whisper, and stare.<BR><BR>I glanced up at Bi and he acted like everything was normal.<BR><BR>He kept walking with me.. with that huge smile on his face, nodding every&nbsp;<BR>time to the people who greeted him.<BR><BR>He looked so.. *cool as cucumber*.<BR><BR>" Well.. well.. well.. look whose here. The she/male and .. Bi OPPA! "<BR><BR>I turned around as well as Bi did.<BR><BR>We stood facing those three girls.. with Boa in the front, and Bin and Hyori&nbsp;next to her.<BR><BR>Hyori: " Hehe.. Hi Bi oppa!! "<BR><BR>Bi nodded again.<BR><BR>Hyori and Bin started giggling and high fiv-ing each other.<BR><BR>Loosers..<BR><BR>Boa: " Oppa. Some of us are going to Star Cafe tonight. Wanna come? "<BR><BR>I watched Boa as she kinda stuck out her hip and gave Bi a sly smile. Her&nbsp;LONG brown hair falling naturally down her shoulders.<BR><BR>Bi: " Oh You mean that new restaurant that opened at 2nd and Serrano??&nbsp;DANG! I heard that place was AWESOME! With the food and the band and stuff!&nbsp;"<BR><BR>Boa smiled wider glanced back at Hyori and Bin who were crossing their&nbsp;<BR>fingers.<BR><BR>OmG This is SO sick!<BR><BR>Boa: " Mm Hmm. That awesome restaurant. "<BR><BR>Bi: " Wow COOL! "<BR><BR>Bi turned around to look at me and smiled.<BR><BR>Bi: " Let's go! "<BR><BR>Me: " hah`. NO thanks. I don't wana SELF-INVITE myself. "<BR><BR>Boa: " Yeah No one invited her Oppa. Come on! It's gonna be so much fun! "<BR><BR>Me: " Yeah BI. JUST GO! "<BR><BR>Bi: " Hm.. All right. I`ll see you guys there! "<BR><BR>Boa, Bin, and Hyori beamed and smiled.<BR><BR>Boa: " See you there at 7 "<BR><BR>Bi: " Uh huh. "<BR><BR>Suddenly.. I got mad. I wasn't sure why.. but somehow, I didn't want Bi to&nbsp;<BR>go. I was stupidly hoping he would say "no" to them.<BR><BR>But unfortunately he didn't.<BR><BR>He chose to go with those stupid faggots.<BR><BR>Before Bi could notice, I walked away from him.. quietly.. then ran.<BR><BR>But of course his long legs could never even be compared to mine..<BR><BR>He eventually caught up to me and grabbed my wrist.<BR><BR>Bi: " HAHA! TRYNNA DITCH ME AGAIN?? C`mon let me walk you to your homeroom.&nbsp;<BR>"<BR><BR>Me: " I don't need your damn help. I think I can find my class by myself. "<BR><BR>I pulled my wrist out of his grip and stomped away, but Bi ran and blocked&nbsp;me.<BR><BR>Bi: " Hey! What's wrong?! What did I do!? You didn't seem THIS angry in the&nbsp;morning! "<BR><BR>Me: " Forget it. Your just like the rest of them. Sick and pathethic. Just&nbsp;<BR>wanting attention.. yea yea. JUST GO WITH THEM. BE LIKE THEM! I DON'T&nbsp;CAAAAARE! "<BR><BR>Bi looked kinda confused for a moment..<BR><BR>For 5 seconds I stood there glaring at him, and he stood there with wrinkles&nbsp;on his forehead.. obviously in the state of confusion.<BR><BR>And then all of the sudden, Bi started laughing. LOUD.<BR><BR>The students walking to their homerooms looked at Bi weirdly like he was&nbsp;some crazy person.<BR><BR>Me: " AY! DAMMIT SHUT UP! "<BR><BR>Bi: " --aAHhahHAHaAAHA Oh gawd whew`! Ruby! Your hilarious! "<BR><BR>Me: " WHAT?!!? "<BR><BR>Bi: " YOUR JEALOUS AREN'T YOU!! hehHEHehHEHHEhemuehHEHhehE!! "<BR><BR>Me: " Whaaaaaaaatttttttttttt!! "<BR><BR>Bi: " Wow! Are you really starting to like me?? hehehe "<BR><BR>Me: " WHAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! "<BR><BR>Bi: " Wow I never thought this day would come "<BR><BR>--------- BBBBRRRRRRRRIIINNNNNNNGGGGGGG!!! --------<BR><BR>The homeroom bell rang.<BR><BR>Me: " Ugh. YOU IDIOT! "<BR><BR>I walked in my homeroom and sat down.<BR><BR>I put my head on the cool desk and closed my eyes.<BR><BR>Why WAS I mad because of that?<BR><BR>If Bi wanted to go with Boa, then why should I care?<BR><BR>Was I really jealous?<BR><BR>Was I really.. falling for him?<BR><BR>Suddenly, it felt like something hit me on the head, as I snapped awake.<BR><BR>WHAT WAS I SAYING?!?<BR><BR>I`M STRONGER THAN THIS!!<BR><BR>I DON'T LIKE THAT CORNY UGLY TALL GUY!!<BR><BR>NEVER!!<BR><BR>EVER!!<BR><BR>EVERRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!<BR><BR>Its just.. SICK!<BR><BR>.. right?<BR><BR>As soon as I got out of homeroom, I made sure I was the first one to step&nbsp;out the door.<BR><BR>I walked fast.. not wanting see Bi ever again.<BR><BR>" HEY! "<BR><BR>That voice startled me as I looked to see who it was.<BR><BR>Sure enough, it was Bi.<BR><BR>I ignored him and kept walking fast. Why does 1st period HAVE to be at the&nbsp;other side of the building?!? grr..<BR><BR>Bi: " Hey If you don't want me to go there, I won't! "<BR><BR>Me: " I don't care! I don't have the right to tell you what to do and what&nbsp;NOT to do.. so do whatever you like, cause I DON'T CARE. "<BR><BR>Thankfully, I didn't have to hear Bi's response since 1st period was right&nbsp;<BR>on the right side of me, as I hurried and stepped inside and sat.<BR><BR>Bi smiled, waved " Bye " and left.<BR><BR>OmG<BR><BR>Everyone SAW THAT!<BR><BR>Every head in the class stared at me.. wanting to know what was up.<BR><BR>" HI RUBY!!!!!! hehehe *snort* "<BR><BR>Woah. That was LOUD. That sure broke the silence.<BR><BR>I turned around and saw myself facing that familiar guy with shaggy hair&nbsp;<BR>nearly covering his too-thick glasses.<BR><BR>He made a tiny wave and smiled- showing his big white teeth.<BR><BR>Me: " Um.. hi.. minwoo. "<BR><BR>Minwoo: " Wazzzzap! "<BR><BR>Me: " o_O;; "<BR><BR>Minwoo: " (whispers: ) Things had been going around that you're going out&nbsp;with.. BI! "<BR><BR>Me: " EXCUUSE ME!? "<BR><BR>Minwoo: " Is it true?? "<BR><BR>Me: " NO! NEVER! "<BR><BR>Minwoo: " Oh. People these days... just judging people on how they look in&nbsp;outer appearance.. Not bothering to know the inner appearance. Like how they&nbsp;think you guys are going out just because you walk in the halls together.&nbsp;It's lame. And also how they judge me. "<BR><BR>I stared at Minwoo. I couldn't see his eyes but I surely could see his&nbsp;<BR>lips.. and it was certainly not smiling lips.<BR><BR>Me: " Yeah.. TELL me about it.. "<BR><BR>The lesson began to start as I started scribbling in my notebook..<BR><BR>- KNOCK KNOCK -<BR><BR>Without looking up I just continued scribbling.<BR><BR>Mr Falfhvfd: " Mrs. Ruby Jong, you got summoned to the main office. Bring&nbsp;<BR>your stuff. I think your gonna have to go somewhere.. "<BR><BR>HUH??<BR><BR>I looked up at Mr Falfhvd's worried expression..<BR><BR>I got my things and headed out the door.<BR><BR>I walked through the empty narrow halls until I got to the main office.<BR><BR>I sat down and looked around. There were three men talking at one of the&nbsp;corners, all dressed in nice tuxedos with black sunglasses. One of the men&nbsp;had a black suitcase.<BR><BR>Who are THEY? The FBI? o_O<BR><BR>The guy holding the suitcase had a picture in his hand..<BR><BR>I kept staring at them curiously, wanting to know what they were here for.<BR><BR>Finally one of the men with the picture and the suitcase spotted me staring&nbsp;at them.<BR><BR>He looked at the picture, and then back to me again.<BR><BR>He turned back to his *crew* and muttered something which made all three of&nbsp;them look at me.<BR><BR>I got confused so I stopped staring at them and stared at the floor&nbsp;<BR>intstead.<BR><BR>I could hear their footsteps getting louder.. and louder, more near me..&nbsp;<BR>until I saw their black leather shoes right in front of me.<BR><BR>I looked up as the man put the picture back in his pocket.<BR><BR>" Hello. My name is Kevin Han. "<BR><BR>The man stuck out his hand - obviously thinking that I would shake it.<BR><BR>Instead I put my hands in my pockets and slouched on the chair.<BR><BR>Who are they anyway?<BR><BR>Advertising people??<BR><BR>" Er.. Okay. Nevermind. We were sent from the government to have a .. *chat*&nbsp;with you. Shall we talk here? "<BR><BR>I got kind of shocked for a moment, but thought it was a good chance for me&nbsp;to miss school for one day.<BR><BR>Me: " No. How about we go to my place? "<BR><BR>" Hmm.. All right then. "<BR><BR>We got in their black cadillac as I told them the directions to my house.<BR><BR>When they got to my house, they basically told me that I needed to go to a&nbsp;foster home, or an orphanage. I didn't really see a difference..<BR><BR>I had to tell them about the money.. so that I wouldn't be forced to the&nbsp;orphanage or the foster home.<BR><BR>So they said the money had to be in a bank and that I`d have another&nbsp;<BR>housekeeper until I become 18.<BR><BR>I told them its stupid because in a couple of months, I`d be 18..<BR><BR>But they kept lecturing me so I gave up.<BR><BR>After they left, I lied down on my couch and stared up at the tall ceiling&nbsp;with the enormous chandalier. <BR><BR>Yay. I missed a day of school<BR><BR>Then all of the sudden, the thought of Bi entered my head..<BR><BR>I wonder what he's doing..<BR><BR>WAIT.<BR><BR>WHY SHOULD I CARE?<BR><BR>hah!<BR><BR>Silly me.<BR><BR>But no matter how much I tried to take my nap, I couldn't stop thinking&nbsp;<BR>about his face.<BR><BR>-- RING RING RING --<BR><BR>Finally!<BR><BR>Something that interrupted my thoughts<BR><BR>I picked up the phone, " Hello? "<BR><BR>" HEY! WHERE WERE YOU?! I WENT TO YOUR 1ST PERIOD AND um.. MINWOO TOLD ME&nbsp;<BR>THAT YOU GOT SUMMONED.. AND YOU LEFT. WHAT HAPPENED?!!?!? uh.. HELLO?! ARE&nbsp;<BR>YOU THERE?!? "<BR><BR>Bi.. sigh.<BR><BR>Me: " Yeah I'm here. It was just people from the government. "<BR><BR>Bi: " *gasp* WHY WHY? WHAT DID THEY SAY? "<BR><BR>Me: " They said my new housekeeper will come BY today. Did school end&nbsp;<BR>already? "<BR><BR>Bi: " No.. we're in lunch. Well I`ll drop by after school. BYE! "<BR><BR>Me: " HUH?! "<BR><BR>-- CLICK --<BR><BR>Oh great.<BR><BR>To my own surprisement, I started laughing.. kinda expecting him to call.<BR><BR>Then I snapped back to reality.<BR><BR>What`s wrong with me?<BR><BR>Why was I being so NICE to him!?<BR><BR>This IS NOT like YOU, Ruby Jong.<BR><BR>I shook my head in fustration, went back to the couch, and fell asleep.<BR><BR>I began to feel like someone was staring at me.. I rubbed my eyes and opened&nbsp;them.. and surprisingly found myself staring face-to-face with Bi.<BR><BR>Me: " AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! "<BR><BR>I screamed in shock and pushed him away.<BR><BR>Me: " WHAT THE HECK ARE YOU DOING !! AUGH!! "<BR><BR>Bi: " I was just staring at you. "<BR><BR>Me: " Yeahh. I could see that .. How long were you here? "<BR><BR>Bi: " Erm.. for.. an hour now? "<BR><BR>Me: " OmG! Why didn't you wake me up? "<BR><BR>Bi: " Because.. I wanted to stare at you. muHAHa! "<BR><BR>Me: " .... ok. weirdo. "<BR><BR>-- ring ring ring --<BR><BR>Bi's cellphone rang as he reached into his pocket and held it up his ear.<BR><BR>Bi: " HellOo?.. Mm Hmm.. Well I'm not&nbsp;<BR>sure..OmG REALLY?? THAT IS WAYYY COOL!&nbsp;.. uh.. right now?&nbsp;Hmm.. Okie&nbsp;then.. Ok see ya&nbsp;later! Bye! "<BR><BR>- click -<BR><BR>Me: " Uh.. who was that? "<BR><BR>Bi: " Boa, Hyori, and Bin, and a couple of guys just wanna kick it with me&nbsp;<BR>at Boa's house. "<BR><BR>Me: " Oh. "<BR><BR>Bi: " Well.. I guess I gotta run. Bye! "<BR><BR>Me: " W-What? Your going? "<BR><BR>Bi: " Yeah. Boa has POOL at her house! Dangg I really wanted to play for a&nbsp;really long time! Hehe. "<BR><BR>Me: " Oh. Ok. Have fun.. ", I muttered.<BR><BR>I watched Bi leave.. as a twing of disappointment shot through my head.<BR><BR>I tried to ignore it and thought of something I should do..<BR><BR>Just when I was gonna take a long soaking bath, the doorbell rang so I&nbsp;<BR>walked lazily to get it.<BR><BR>I opened the door and found a rather large woman.. with a funky purple hat,&nbsp;and a matching purple sundress, and a humongous suitcase smiling brightly at&nbsp;me.<BR><BR>" `Elo! Vy name iz Carolina! You vust ve Ruvy!! "<BR><BR>She had that strange accent..<BR><BR>Me: " Um. Yeah. And your the new housekeeper? "<BR><BR>" Vost Cerntaintly! "<BR><BR>Me: " OOOK.. Your room is the beige color door to the left. "<BR><BR>I let her unpack as I ran up the stairs to continue with my bath.<BR><BR>-- ring ring ring --<BR><BR>GOODNESS! CAN`T I TAKE MY BATH?!<BR><BR>I stomped back to my room and picked up the black phone.<BR><BR>Me: " HeLLO?!! "<BR><BR>" ......... "<BR><BR>Me: " Wtheck? HELLO!??!?!?! "<BR><BR>" Oh.. Ruby? Is that you? ", said a soft toned voice.. almost too soft for&nbsp;<BR>me to hear.<BR><BR>Me: " Yeahh it is.. whose this? "<BR><BR>" Oh.. oh Little Ruby.. ! "<BR><BR>My eyes widened by hearing what she had just said.<BR><BR>Nobody called me Little Ruby.. except.. Susan, and my...... parents.<BR><BR>I started to breathe hard and lightly shake.<BR><BR>Me: " W-W-Whose t-this? "<BR><BR>" Ruby darling.. it's been so.. long.. *sniff* "<BR><BR>By listening to her voice.. I realized why it had sounded so familiar.<BR><BR>That was the same voice my.. mother used to sing to me since I was a baby.<BR><BR>That soft, caring, musical voice she always carried around.<BR><BR>I didn't realize how fast my tears filled up my eyes.<BR><BR>I quickly smashed the phone down the receiver and dropped myself to the&nbsp;floor.<BR><BR>How can she call NOW.. after all these years?<BR><BR>I wiped my tears away..<BR><BR>Trying to stop the continuing tears.<BR><BR>I ran downstairs, out the door.<BR><BR>I needed something.. someone..<BR><BR>I ran and ran..<BR><BR>Needed to get somewhere where I could just.. breathe.. needed someplace that&nbsp;wouldn't remind me of anything.<BR><BR>I took the cab to the nearest beach and sat down on the cold sand.<BR><BR>I watched the sun go down.. slowly.. and then it became dark.<BR><BR>I put my head down and cried. I gave up on trying to hold it any longer.<BR><BR>I hated myself for being weak like this. I hated to give up.<BR><BR>The more I thought about it, the more I cried.<BR><BR>Then suddenly, a warm arm carefully and gently layed down their arm on my&nbsp;shoulder.<BR><BR>I made a small gasp and looked up to see who it was.<BR><BR>Bi.<BR><BR>I was about to shrug him off.. until I realized how warm it made me feel..&nbsp;<BR>like thats where I belonged.<BR><BR>I lay my head down my knees and wept some more.<BR><BR>Thinking about the old times.. how I used to be so happy when I was young..<BR><BR>Strangely.. during the whole time,<BR><BR>I didn't bother to shrug him off.<BR><BR>I slowly opened my eyes and realized that I had been sleeping.<BR><BR>I put my head up and saw the sea.<BR><BR>The cold wind blew at my face but something kept me warm.<BR><BR>I turned to my left and found myself facing Bi's closed eyes with his long&nbsp;arms around me.<BR><BR>I smiled.. unexpectantly..<BR><BR>For that moment.. I felt so happy. Being with the only person who cared&nbsp;<BR>about me. I leaned my head against his arm and breathed.. it felt so right.<BR><BR>Then, reality slapped me hard across the face.<BR><BR>What was happening to me?<BR><BR>I was falling down and down harder and harder.. and the more I fell the more&nbsp;I couldn't seem to get back to my feet. What was causing this !? What was I falling for?<BR><BR>That horrid 4 letter word suddenly appeared to my brain.<BR><BR>Love.<BR><BR>What was I saying!?<BR><BR>I was becoming like one of those pathethic people.<BR><BR>I'm not supposed to fall in love.. this wasn't part of the plan!<BR><BR>My cold, hard heart was supposed to protect me in things like this!<BR><BR>It was supposed to protect me from falling in.. love.<BR><BR>I looked at Bi's face.<BR><BR>He seemed so calm.. so happy.<BR><BR>Why couldn't he just give up on me.. ?<BR><BR>I saw Bi's eyes flutter a bit.. then open.<BR><BR>He saw me and gave me the warmest smile.<BR><BR>I turned away not wanting to smile back.<BR><BR>OmG WHAT TIME IS IT!?<BR><BR>I checked my watch and it was 2:06 a.m.<BR><BR>How am I gonna get up tomorrow for school?!!<BR><BR>Me: " Um.. I better go. How`d you know I was h-here? "<BR><BR>Bi: " Haha. I guess it was just a coincedence.. The guys and Boa wanted to&nbsp;go to the beach so I just followed along, then I saw you so uh.. I guess it&nbsp;was just meant to be? x] "<BR><BR>My heart started to beat fast and I got nervous.. weirdly. I hated this. I&nbsp;<BR>hated this feeling.<BR><BR>Me: " I better go. It's late. ", I said without looking at him.<BR><BR>Bi: " Okay then .. "<BR><BR>He drove me back to my house and after we said quick " Bye's ", I ran to my&nbsp;house.<BR><BR>As soon as I stepped inside, the new housekeeper woman started her lecture.<BR><BR>" VOO YOU KNOW HOW VUCH I HAB VEEN VAITING!!! OMVOODNESS!!<BR><BR>I ignored her, climbed upstairs and fell asleep.<BR><BR>I woke up feeling tired and dizzy.<BR><BR>Thank GOD it's Friday<BR><BR>I got up and did my morning routine.<BR><BR>I went downstairs and some weird slimy smell ran across my nose.<BR><BR>I walked over to the kitchen and there was the housekeeper- Caroline?&nbsp;<BR>Carolina? Er.. whatever. She was coOking in a hot pink apron with matching&nbsp;oven gloves.<BR><BR>She spotted me staring at her weirdly and brightly smiled.<BR><BR>" VISE AND SHINE DAHLING! COME AND VEET VOR VREAKVAST! "<BR><BR>Me: " UH. No thanks. Gotta go. "<BR><BR>" OH MY! VHAT IS VOU VEARING!? I VET THERE`S A VEAUTIFUL LADY UNDER ALL THAT&nbsp;VAGGY-NESS! AVTER SCHOOL VE VUST GO SHOPPING!! "<BR><BR>Me: " no thanks. "<BR><BR>I sped to the door and walked to school.<BR><BR>Right when I walked in the two main doors of the main hall, every head&nbsp;<BR>turned to me and stared.<BR><BR>Wtheck? Now they`re staring at me even when I'm NOT with Bi..<BR><BR>I kept walking but they still continued to whisper, point, and look at me&nbsp;<BR>with.. PITY.<BR><BR>I was stuffing things in my locker until a familiar tap kept tapping me on&nbsp;<BR>my shoulder.<BR><BR>I turned around and sighed.<BR><BR>Me: " Yes Minwoo? "<BR><BR>Minwoo: " RUBY! ARE YOU OKAY?! *sniff* "<BR><BR>Me: " Yeah. Why? "<BR><BR>Minwoo: " *whispers* : They`re were rumors that.. well.. Bi's going out with&nbsp;<BR>Bin. "<BR><BR>Me: " W-WHAT? *cough* I m-mean.. Why should I care?! "<BR><BR>Minwoo: " Well because *snort* *giggles* hehe.. You like him don't you?&nbsp;*snorts agen* "<BR><BR>Me: " A-are you crazy?! I would never like anyone. "<BR><BR>Minwoo: " Oh. Well.. *giggles* Okay! BYE!!!! kekeke "<BR><BR>Me: " Right.. "<BR><BR>" HEY! ", a familiar low voice said.<BR><BR>I turned to see who it was and just as I thought it was Bi.<BR><BR>Me: " Um. Hi. "<BR><BR>Bi looked at me with concern in his eyes and said, " Is something wrong?"<BR><BR>Me: " No. Well. Heh.. I heard your going out with Bin. Congratulations =D"</P> <P><BR>I told him with the most biggest fakest smile I had.<BR><BR>Bi: " Oh, that? Hahaha! Thanks. "<BR><BR>I just looked at him with shock, totally had wanting him to say that it was&nbsp;<BR>just a stupid rumor.<BR><BR>Me: " U-Um.. N-no problem. "<BR><BR>Bi: " Sooo.. we're friends now aren't we? "<BR><BR>Me: " right.. "<BR><BR>What happened to " LOVE NEVER GIVES UP?? " Hah! How stupid of me to believe&nbsp;him in that stupid love shizzt.<BR><BR>" BI OPPA! "<BR><BR>I heard a high-pitched girly shrieking voice.. Bin?<BR><BR>I turned around and sure enough it was her running towards her Prince&nbsp;<BR>Charming to hug.<BR><BR>I knew I didn't want to see this.<BR><BR>I turned back and started walking away, leaving those two stupid idiots&nbsp;<BR>alone.<BR><BR>I continued to walk with my head down.. probably for the first time.<BR><BR>Then, two big, red, leather boots stopped right in front of me, blocking my&nbsp;way.<BR><BR>I tried to go around that person but he or she still blocked me.<BR><BR>I finally looked up, just about to teach this f*cker a lesson until my eyes&nbsp;<BR>met Boa.<BR><BR>Boa smirked and me and said, " Hah`. You thought Bi oppa would actually&nbsp;<BR>stick to a dirty rag like you? Haha Ruby Jong! YOU. GOT. PLAYED. "<BR><BR>Right then I couldn't take it anymore.<BR><BR>I clenched my fist as hard as I can and striked her hard, across her fat&nbsp;<BR>cheek.<BR><BR>Boa shrieked her shrilly voice and fell to the ground.<BR><BR>Me: " That'll teach you a lesson not to mess with me. "<BR><BR>Everyone stared and whispered but I was too used to that.<BR><BR>" So uh.. *snort* what happened? Why did you punch Boa? "<BR><BR>Minwoo looked at me with curious eyes. Well not that I could even see his&nbsp;eyes.<BR><BR>It was 1st period and I wasn't in the mood for anything. I just wanted to go&nbsp;<BR>home.<BR><BR>Me: " It's really none of your BUSINESS, Minwoo. "<BR><BR>Minwoo: " Well.. *giggle* *snort* She CAN be a bit mean sometimes.. hehe.&nbsp;<BR>She calls me a NERD. How dare she *snort* call me a NERD?! *pulls up&nbsp;<BR>glasses* "<BR><BR>Me: " Umm. Right.. "<BR><BR>The end of 1st period`s bell rang so I quickly got my things and went out&nbsp;<BR>the door.<BR><BR>Just then Bi ran towards me and waved.<BR><BR>I ignored him and kept walking.<BR><BR>He caught up to me and started walking with me, obviously totally unaware&nbsp;that I didn't want to talk to him.<BR><BR>But then there was this question I wanted to spit out so badly..<BR><BR>Me: " SO. Why don't you walk your princess to class instead of me? "<BR><BR>Bi ignored the question.<BR><BR>Bi: " I heard you striked Boa. What happened?! "<BR><BR>Me: " Why don't YOU ask HER? "<BR><BR>Bi: " I didn't get the chance to.. "<BR><BR>Me: " *cough* So um.. How did it all happen? "<BR><BR>Bi: " What? Oh. Me and Bin? Haha. The girls just told me that she likes me&nbsp;<BR>and that she wanted to go out with me so I thought I'd give her a chance. "<BR><BR>Me: " right .. "<BR><BR>Bi: " Why? "<BR><BR>Me: " Oh you know. JUST WONDERING. I just wouldn't want you to PLAY her. It&nbsp;<BR>can really hurt the girl. =] "<BR><BR>I left him standing there confused and dived to my next class.<BR><BR>" Ruby E. Jong? "<BR><BR>Me: " Yeah? "<BR><BR>" You got summoned to the Dean's office. Take this yellow slip and go to the&nbsp;Dean's. "<BR><BR>o_O!<BR><BR>I packed my things, got the slip from my teacher and headed to the Dean's.<BR><BR>I opened the door to the Dean as I saw that same strict man who probably&nbsp;knew me very well.<BR><BR>Dean: Ruby. We meet.. again. *sigh* <BR><BR>Me: " Uh huh. What's up? "<BR><BR>Dean: " It occurs to me that you had HIT this poor innocent little girl&nbsp;<BR>here. "<BR><BR>The dean pointed to Boa who was sitting right next to him, moaning under&nbsp;<BR>that ice pack rubbing against her cheek.<BR><BR>Me: " POOR? INNOCENT? Oh please. "<BR><BR>Dean: " You will have to get SUSPENDED for the next 3 days. " He said with&nbsp;his most threatening voice.<BR><BR>Me: " GREAT! Better for me. No school =D! I wish this would happen more&nbsp;often. "<BR><BR>Dean: " Ms Jong, You DO realize that this will badly affect your future&nbsp;<BR>COLLEGE scholarship! How are you to get a FUTURE! "<BR><BR>Me: " A future? Well thats a word I never heard of. "<BR><BR>Dean: " Ms Jong. You will have to put more effort into your schoolwork. I&nbsp;<BR>understand you applied to Brown's Art College? " <BR><BR>Me: " Yeah. *SIGH* Susan applied me to there. "<BR><BR>Dean: " Yes. Well, we will have to call Susan and tell her that you got&nbsp;<BR>suspended. "<BR><BR>Me: " What? Call her? She's dead, Mr. Dean. I have a new housekeeper. "<BR><BR>Dean: " Oh. Right. Well then we shall call HER. "<BR><BR>BOa went on moaning about how much her cheek was hurting. HAH. Pathethic..<BR><BR>After the Dean called Carolina, I was sent home.<BR><BR>I got my things, gave the last glare at Boa, and went out the door.<BR><BR>I was walking home.. thinking of Bi.<BR><BR>But I expected it.. expected him to give up. Oh wait. He didn't even like me&nbsp;in the first place. Right?<BR><BR>But why should I care? It's not like it's the first time guys tried to play&nbsp;me.<BR><BR>But all the rest of the immature stupid guys gave up much.. much earlier.<BR><BR>I thought Bi would be .. different??<BR><BR>Hah. What am I saying?<BR><BR>All guys are the SAME. Fcking immature faggots.<BR><BR>I pushed away Bi from my thoughts and stepped inside my mansion.<BR><BR>At once, Carolina started blabbering at me .. I didn't understand a word she&nbsp;<BR>said.<BR><BR>I didn't really care either.<BR><BR>I walked upstairs and eventually Carolina stopped and went to make me lunch.<BR><BR>I walked in my bathroom and looked at the mirror.<BR><BR>I looked pale.<BR><BR>Well I always was.<BR><BR>I ran my hair through my thick shiny long black hair.<BR><BR>My girl with the huge eyes looked back at me.<BR><BR>I happened to be wearing a big black sweater with black baggy pants.<BR><BR>I hated wearing those stupid tight shirts and tight skirts that Boa, Hyori&nbsp;<BR>and Bin was always wearing.<BR><BR>Why did I look so unhappy?<BR><BR>Why did I feel so unhappy?<BR><BR>The phone's ringing instantly interrupted my thoughts.<BR><BR>I fidgeted around my pocket, took out my cellphone, and held it at my ear.<BR><BR>Me: " hello? ", I said dully.<BR><BR>Bi: " I heard what happened. "<BR><BR>I knew instantly it was Bi. That same deep voice ..<BR><BR>Me: " SO? "<BR><BR>I couldn't help but to be rude to him. I couldn't help but to hate him.<BR><BR>But I guess Bi didn't realize it.<BR><BR>Bi: " I'm gonna go to your house later okay? "<BR><BR>Me: " no. don't. "<BR><BR>Bi: " WHY? YOU GOT OTHER PLANS?? "<BR><BR>Me: " um. Yeah. "<BR><BR>Bi: " Oh. Where?? Who?? "<BR><BR>Me: " WHY DO YOU CARE!? SH*T. IT'S NONE OF YOUR F*CKIN BUSINESS SO LEAVE ME&nbsp;ALONE! "<BR><BR>I hung up and threw the cellphone on the floor making a *keckk* sound that&nbsp;<BR>echoed through the whole bathroom.<BR><BR>I went up to my roof.. the place I love the most. The place where I like to&nbsp;<BR>spend my leisure time alone.<BR><BR>I took off my sweater so now I was in a black shirt and the same black&nbsp;<BR>pants.<BR><BR>I put on my black gloves and put myself in front of the big red punching&nbsp;<BR>bag.<BR><BR>I started to imagine the smiling face of Bi with Bin on the punching bag.<BR><BR>The more I imagined, the more hate I had inside of me.<BR><BR>I started punching the bag with all my strength.<BR><BR>Sweat tickled the side of my skin as drops of it fell on my arms.<BR><BR>I continued punching the bag.. imagining it was Bi.<BR><BR>My arms started to ache but that didn't stop me.<BR><BR>" SOME PLANS, HUH? "<BR><BR>I stopped, gasped and looked up at .. Bi.<BR><BR>Me: " W-What are you doing here!! I TOLD YOU NOT TO COME! "<BR><BR>Bi sat down on the bench next to my punching bag.<BR><BR>Bi: " Some hate you have for whoever you're thinking of as the punching bag.&nbsp;<BR>"<BR><BR>Me: " HOW DID YOU KNOW I WAS HERE!!? "<BR><BR>Bi: " That weird housekeeper told me you were up in your room.. but you&nbsp;<BR>weren't, so I started searching for you and found stairs at your balcony&nbsp;<BR>so.. "<BR><BR>Me: " Go away. No one wants you here. "<BR><BR>Bi: " Hey! Why are you acting mean to me all of the sudden? I thought we&nbsp;<BR>were friends! "<BR><BR>I knew I had to say something.. but then I couldn't find the right words to&nbsp;<BR>say.<BR><BR>Bi noticed and said, " Hey. I have a date with Bin today. "<BR><BR>I bit my lip in fustration and tried to calm myself down..<BR><BR>Bi: " I want you to come. We're just gonna eat at Mac Blue's and chill for a&nbsp;<BR>while. "<BR><BR>Me: " It's Bin's and your date. Why should I butt in?! "<BR><BR>Bi: " I want you guys to meet! Be friends. You know? So your coming right??&nbsp;"<BR><BR>Me: " No. "<BR><BR>Bi: " I'll pick you up at 7. Be ready! "<BR><BR>Me: " WHAT!!! "<BR><BR>Bi stood up, waved, and left.<BR><BR>I went to my room then the bathroom and took a shower.<BR><BR>I dressed up again in dark blue baggy jeans and wore a white t-shirt,&nbsp;<BR>wearing a navy blue sweater over it.<BR><BR>I brushed my hair .. strangely.. I normally wouldn' t have.<BR><BR>Then I put on chapstick and went downstairs.<BR><BR>Carolina: " Ruvy! Vhat are vu vearing!! I veard vu had a vate wif that&nbsp;<BR>veliee veliee handsvome man!! "<BR><BR>Me: " Huh?? OH. hah. It's not a date. I'm just tagging ALONG on the date.&nbsp;<BR>But I'm not going. WHY`D HE TELL YOU!??! "<BR><BR>* HONK HONK *<BR><BR>I went outside to see who was honking.<BR><BR>It was Bi in his silver car.<BR><BR>He came out of the car and walked towards me.<BR><BR>He was wearing a blue flannel over a lighter blue shirt, and dark blue pants&nbsp;<BR>just like mine. He had blue sunglasses but he took them off and put it in&nbsp;<BR>his flannel pocket.<BR><BR>Bi: " HEY! Come on Let's go. "<BR><BR>Me: " GO WHERE?! "<BR><BR>Bi: " *ROLLS EYES* I TOLD you The date! "<BR><BR>Me: " HA. HA. HA. NO. "<BR><BR>I turned to leave but he grasped my wrist and dragged me to his car.<BR><BR>Me: " OWW OWW! LEAVE ME ALONNEE!! "<BR><BR>Carolina: " HAVE VUN DEA`S! ", she screeched from the front door.<BR><BR>Bi: " I really really want you to be friends with Bin. "<BR><BR>Me: " I DON'T WANT TO BE FRIENDS WITH THAT PATHETHIC LOSER! "<BR><BR>He gently pushed me in back seat, and closed the door.<BR><BR>Me: " THIS IS KIDNAP! "<BR><BR>But he just smiled.<BR><BR>Then he got in the car and started to drive.<BR><BR>Me: " Bin won't be happy when she sees me here. "<BR><BR>Bi: " Haha. Of course she will! "<BR><BR>I didn't talk to him until the whole ride until we arrived at Bin's house.<BR><BR>She was waiting for him on her front porch.<BR><BR>She was wearing a hot pink sundress and her hair was as if she was going on&nbsp;a prom.<BR><BR>Her face was splashed with pink make up.. she looked like she put A LOT of&nbsp;<BR>effort into dressing up.<BR><BR>She was so.. eck. SPARKLY.<BR><BR>When she saw Bi, she beamed and ran towards him with her sparkly metallic&nbsp;pink purse.<BR><BR>They hugged.<BR><BR>Eww.<BR><BR>I turned away not wanting to see it.<BR><BR>Bi opened the passenger seat for Bin as she got in.<BR><BR>He went around the car and sat himself in.<BR><BR>While Bin was putting on her seatbelt she finally noticed me..<BR><BR>She put her finger over her mouth and gasped.<BR><BR>Even her fingers had tiny sparkly pink flowers on them.<BR><BR>Bin: " O-oppa.. what is SHE doing here?! Are you dropping her off home? "<BR><BR>Bi: " Haha! No Bin! She's coming with us! "<BR><BR>Bin: " W-W-What?? B-b-but w-why? I t-thought it was o-our d-date .. "<BR><BR>Bi: " I just want you guys to KNOW each other. You know? Is that a ..&nbsp;<BR>probleM?? "<BR><BR>Bin: " Ye-- I mean NO of course not. Heh. "<BR><BR>Bin turned around and looked at me.. giving me an evil glare.<BR><BR>She turned back and smiled at Bi.<BR><BR>ugh.<BR><BR>We finally arrived at that fancy restaurant.<BR><BR>We went in with Bin linking arms around Bi, and me just following behind&nbsp;them..<BR><BR>Hmm.. now would be a perfect time to run.<BR><BR>Right when I was about to turn, Bi turned around and smiled.<BR><BR>I just glared at him.<BR><BR>It was dark in the restaurant.. there was lots of laughs and food.<BR><BR>We sat down somewhere at the corner with a great window view.<BR><BR>I sat across from Bin and Bi and just looked outside.. wanting to be OUT&nbsp;<BR>THERE. Instead of IN HERE.<BR><BR>Bi: " Hey. I'm gonna go wash my hands.. Be right back. "<BR><BR>Bin: " Okie oppa! "<BR><BR>After he left, it was just me and Bin.<BR><BR>Bin: " SOO.. um.. what was your name again? Ruby, right? "<BR><BR>Me: " right.. "<BR><BR>Bin: " Hah. You little sneak! "<BR><BR>Me: " O_O EXCUSE ME!? "<BR><BR>Bin: " Trynna take Bi oppa away from me huh?! HAH! That. will never happen.&nbsp;Leave him alone. "<BR><BR>Me: " Leave him alone!? HE'S THE ONE THAT DRAGGED ME HERE! "<BR><BR>Bin: " Ugh. Why would he do a stupid thing like that? Nobody wants you here!&nbsp;"<BR><BR>Me: " Shut the fck up. "<BR><BR>Bin: " Ruby Jong. You have no life. Nobody loves you.. and that's why you&nbsp;<BR>need poor Bi's support don't you? Didn't BOA tell you? You. GOT. played!&nbsp;hehehe!! "<BR><BR>I stood up, slapped Bin, ignored her shriek and started walking away.<BR><BR>Bi eventually came and tried to stop me but I just angrily pushed him away&nbsp;<BR>and ran off.<BR><BR>I kept running .. its not like he's gonna run after me.<BR><BR>He has a f*ckin GIRLFRIEND waiting for him.<BR><BR>I wiped away the tears that were forming in my eyes and kept running.<BR><BR>Then something or someone grabbed me by the wrist and turned me to face ..&nbsp;sigh. Bi.<BR><BR>Bi: " what's the matter with you?! "<BR><BR>The usual Bi's happy face turned into an angry serious expression, I never&nbsp;<BR>saw in him.<BR><BR>Me: " WHAT'S THE MATTER WITH ME?! WHAT'S THE MATTER WITH YOU AND YOUR FCKING&nbsp;<BR>GIRLFRIEND THERE?! SH*T! LEAVE. ME. ALONE. AND NEVER EVER TALK TO ME&nbsp;<BR>AGAIN!!!!!!!! "<BR><BR>Every face in the block stared and backed away.<BR><BR>Bi didn't say anything for awhile.. then he turned his back and walked away.<BR><BR>I stood there stunned as I watched Bi walked further and further away from&nbsp;<BR>me.. until I couldn't see him any more.<BR><BR>I swallowed and bit my lip, forcing myself not to cry.<BR><BR>I slowly walked away, feeling sick.<BR><BR>Bin's P.O.V:<BR><BR>I waited outside the restaurant, waiting for Bi oppa to come back.<BR><BR>I got out a mirror in my purse and checked my teeth, hair, and face.<BR><BR>PERFECT.<BR><BR>Finally I saw Bi oppa coming slowly with his head down..<BR><BR>Me: " OPPA!! "<BR><BR>I ran towards him and linked my arms around his long arm.<BR><BR>Me: " That b*tch totally killed our date, didn't she, oppa?? Let's go watch&nbsp;<BR>a movie oppa!! It's gonna be so much better without that she/male!&nbsp;<BR>AhAHhaHAHaHehHEhe! "<BR><BR>Bi oppa finally looked at me with sad eyes.<BR><BR>Me: " Weh geuh lae oppa?? ( What's wrong? )<BR><BR>Bi: " Bin... What did you say to Ruby? "<BR><BR>Me: " um.. uh.. nothing.. oppa.. "<BR><BR>Bi: " YOU SAID SOMETHING!! WHY`D YOU HAVE TO CHASE HER AWAY! "<BR><BR>Bi oppa shrugged off my arm and looked at me with angry eyes.<BR><BR>Me: " O-oppa.. what's wrong? I never saw you.. mad like this.. "<BR><BR>My shaking fingers clutched on my purse.<BR><BR>Bi oppa sighed and looked away.<BR><BR>Bi: " I'll drop you off home. "<BR><BR>Without waiting for my reply, he got in his car and waited for me to get&nbsp;in..<BR><BR>This is all because of freakin Ruby. She will pay! &gt;:[<BR><BR>Ruby's P.O.V:<BR><BR>I felt like I needed something.. someone to comfort me.<BR><BR>My legs ached by the time I arrived home.<BR><BR>I literally crawled upstairs and lay on my bed.<BR><BR>I stared up at the high ceiling and closed my eyes.<BR><BR>Thank God today is SATURDAY. And then I won't have to go to school on Monday&nbsp;and Tuesday because of being suspended. Muahhaha!<BR><BR>I sat up and did my morning routine..<BR><BR>I went downstairs and ate breakfast.<BR><BR>HM. WHAT TO DO TODAY? O.o<BR><BR>I sat in my living room watching TV until the doorbell rang.<BR><BR>I let Carolina get it as I heard her muttering something to someone..&nbsp;<BR>probably her friend?<BR><BR>Just when I clicked on the remote control to watch another channel, I felt&nbsp;<BR>someone go *WOOSH* and sit on the same sofa as me.I turned my head to my right and saw the least person I wanted to see.<BR><BR>Bi: " WHAT`S UPP?? "<BR><BR>I glared, snorted and went upstairs to go to my roof.<BR><BR>But Bi grasped my arm before I could take another step.<BR><BR>Bi: " I think we need to talk. "<BR><BR>Me: " I think NOT. "<BR><BR>I brushed away his hand and tried to run but he was too fast.<BR><BR>He grasped my wrist AGAIN .. and pulled me outside like he did yesterday.<BR><BR>I twisted and turned, wanting to get out from his grip.<BR><BR>He dragged me all the way to a nearby cafe.<BR><BR>He made me sit down as he ordered 2 drinks.<BR><BR>I just sat there like an idiot and stared out the window, avoiding Bi's&nbsp;<BR>stare.<BR><BR>Bi: " I broke up with Bin yesterday.. "<BR><BR>I turned my head towards him and frowned.<BR><BR>Bi: " Right before she left my car when I dropped her off home. She wasn't&nbsp;<BR>too happy. "<BR><BR>Me: " And why do I need to know this?? ", I said.. pretending not to care.<BR><BR>Bi: " Ruby. You hide your feelings too much. I only went out with Bin to&nbsp;<BR>test YOU. "<BR><BR>I sqeeezed on the chair's arm tightly and bit my lip.<BR><BR>Me: " WHAT? WHAT DO YOU NEED TO TEST ME FOR?! "<BR><BR>Bi smiled.<BR><BR>Bi: " It was obvious you weren't too happy about it. You have to admit it. "<BR><BR>Bi looked down and blushed.<BR><BR>Me: " W-WHAT! ERGHHH! SHUT U-UP! "<BR><BR>Bi looked back up and looked at me with serious eyes.<BR><BR>Bi: " I don't know what happened to you during your childhood.. but I could&nbsp;<BR>tell it wasn't a happy one. "<BR><BR>I ignored what he said and continued to stare out the glass window.<BR><BR>Bi: " Ruby.. Will you go out with me? "<BR><BR>I choked on the coke I was drinking and coughed.<BR><BR>Me: " WHAAA??! "<BR><BR>Bi: " Look. Ruby. I know you like me. Or at least have some feelings for me.&nbsp;<BR>So why can't you just.. be my girlfriend? "<BR><BR>I stared wide-eyed at him, frozen at my spot.<BR><BR>Me: " *gulp* ARE YOU LIKE.. CRAZY? I D-DON'T HAVE F-FEELINGS FOR YOU!! YOUR&nbsp;<BR>SOOOO CONCEITED!! "<BR><BR>Bi: " C`mon Ruby. I can give you all the love you need. "<BR><BR>Me: " LOVE? HAH`. I DON`T NEED THAT SH*T. "<BR><BR>Bi: " Of course you do. Nobody can live without love! "<BR><BR>Me: " Are you sure? Cause I did. For 12 years. I think I can go on living&nbsp;<BR>for another 12. "<BR><BR>Bi: " But you were never happy.. "<BR><BR>Me: " Happy or not, I lived. "<BR><BR>After that, there was an awkward silence.. until..<BR><BR>" uh.. OPPA? "<BR><BR>We both looked up and found Boa and Hyori standing close to us. I saw a&nbsp;<BR>purple spot on Boa's cheek.. she was obviously trynna cover it with all that&nbsp;<BR>powder, I could tell.. I snickered and sipped on my coke.<BR><BR>Bi: " Oh. Hey girls.. "<BR><BR>Boa glared at me and looked back at Bi.<BR><BR>Boa: " Oppa. It's like a miracle I found you here. We need to talk! "<BR><BR>Bi: " Well um.. I'm kind of in a middle of something right now. "<BR><BR>Bi: " Boa.. I'm talking to Ruby right now, can't you see? Can't it wait? "<BR><BR>Boa: " -sigh- Okay Oppa.. I'll just be sitting at the opposite side from&nbsp;<BR>here. I'll be waiting oppa.. "<BR><BR>Bi: " What were you saying? "<BR><BR>Bi turned to me and smiled.<BR><BR>Me: " We`re through. End of conversation. Go talk to Boa. I'm going home. "<BR><BR>I stood up to leave as Bi stood up too.<BR><BR>Bi: " I'm not gona give up Ruby.. "<BR><BR>Me: " Oh yes you will. "<BR><BR>Instead of leaving right to my house, I thought I`d take a trip to the&nbsp;<BR>bathroom first.<BR><BR>I passed by Boa and Hyori and walked through a hall to the bathroom.<BR><BR>I went in, washed my hands and went back out.<BR><BR>Right when I was about to pass by Hyori and Boa, I heard them talk.. so I&nbsp;<BR>went back in the hall and listened.<BR><BR>Bi: " What is it Boa? "<BR><BR>Boa: " Oppa.. do you see anything STRANGE between the TWO of us? "<BR><BR>Bi: " Um.. no.. why? "<BR><BR>Boa: " CAN`T YOU SEE THAT BIN ISN'T HERE?? THE POOR GIRL WON'T EVEN GO OUT&nbsp;<BR>WITH US BECAUSE SHE`D RATHER BE HOME, CRYING, OVER YOU!! "<BR><BR>Bi: " Um.. ok.. "<BR><BR>Boa: " OPPA.. WHY DID YOU BREAK UP WITH HER!? "<BR><BR>Bi: " Boa, I feel bad for breaking up with her, and I also feel bad for&nbsp;<BR>going out with her in the first place. I never liked her.. "<BR><BR>Boa: " BUT SHE`S PRACTICALLY IN LOVE WITH YOU!!!! "<BR><BR>Bi: " But.. I'm not in love with her.. "<BR><BR>I heard Boa sigh and take a breath.<BR><BR>I peeked and saw Boa's head turn to Hyori who was sitting right next to&nbsp;<BR>her.. calmly.. not saying a word.<BR><BR>Boa: " Hyori.. tell Bi oppa what Bin said this morning to us when we went to&nbsp;<BR>her house. "<BR><BR>Hyori bit her lip and played with her hair.<BR><BR>She looked down staring at her orange juice.<BR><BR>Hyori: " SH-SHE SAID.. she really really loves you.. and she`d do anything&nbsp;for you.. oppa.. can't you just.. give her a second chance? ", Hyori&nbsp;<BR>continued staring at her orange juice and said in her high quiet voice.<BR><BR>Bi: " I'm sorry guys. Tell her I'm sorry but I have things to do.. so I&nbsp;gotta run. <BR><BR>Boa: " BI OPPA. WHAT'S THE REASON?! YOUR ALWAYS AROUND THAT SHE/MALE..&nbsp;<BR>RUBY!!!! BIN`S SOOOOO GORGEOUS COMPARED TO THAT UGLY GUY! "<BR><BR>Bi: " HEY! ", Bi snapped, " Don't talk about her like that!! "<BR><BR>I saw Boa bite her lip and sip on her orange juice.<BR><BR>Hyori: " Oppa.. you know the banquet that our school`s gonna have? The big&nbsp;<BR>banquet at the fancy hotel that's about few weeks from now.. who are you&nbsp;<BR>going to take? "<BR><BR>Bi: " I dunno.. I haven't thought about it. "<BR><BR>Hyori: " Why not bring Bin? It really hurts us to see our best friend hurt&nbsp;<BR>like this, oppa.. "<BR><BR>Bi: " Sorry girls. I gotta go. "<BR><BR>Bi stood up to leave but Boa screeched, " IT'S ALL BECAUSE OF RUBY ISN`T&nbsp;<BR>IT!? IT'S ALL BECAUSE OF HER!! "<BR><BR>Bi: " HEY! I TOLD YOU NOT TO TALK ABOUT HER LIKE THAT. IT'S NOTHING ABOUT&nbsp;<BR>HER. IT'S BECAUSE I DON'T HAVE FEELINGS FOR BIN. GOT THAT?! "<BR><BR>Bi stormed off, knocking his chair to the floor.<BR><BR>Right when I got home, I went up to my roof.<BR><BR>I looked below and saw people smiling, laughing, having fun.<BR><BR>Sorrow filled my eyes when the thought of my childhood ran across my head.<BR><BR>How happy I was before.. when I was so young.. so petite.. and when I knew&nbsp;<BR>Nothing.<BR><BR>Living 12 years with no love, no hope, no parents..<BR><BR>I wonder where they are right now.. I wonder what happened to them.<BR><BR>I wonder why my mother had called me few weeks before ..<BR><BR>I bit my lip and walked over to my red punching bag and leaned my head&nbsp;<BR>against it.<BR><BR>Flashbacks about that one night when I was leaning against Bi shot up in my&nbsp;<BR>head.<BR><BR>I smiled and wished it was Bi whom I was leaning on right now..<BR><BR>Suddenly it felt like something had slapped me right across my face, forcing&nbsp;me to face back to reality again.<BR><BR>What was happening to me..<BR><BR>Why was I keep feeling this way!<BR><BR>I'm supposed to fight this feeling.. but.. it just keeps getting stronger ..<BR><BR>I sighed and layed down on a wooden bench, next to my punching bag.<BR><BR>-- RING RING --<BR><BR>I fidgeted around my pocket until I found my cellphone.<BR><BR>Me: " Hello ", I said dully.<BR><BR>Bi: " Hey it's Bi. I was thinking.. about something. Meet me at that same&nbsp;<BR>cafe we went today, tomorrow at 12 okay?? "<BR><BR>Me: " WHY?! "<BR><BR>Bi: " I need to ask you something! "<BR><BR>Me: " You could ask me right now! "<BR><BR>Bi: " IT WOULDN'T BE RIGHT. TOMORROW, ALLATSUH? BYE! "<BR><BR>Me: " ergh... "<BR><BR>- click -<BR><BR>I got up next morning around 10 and went downstairs to eat breakfast.<BR><BR>Then I remembered about Bi's phone call from yesterday so I went back&nbsp;<BR>upstairs to get ready.<BR><BR>I got a black rubber band and tied my hair tightly into a ponytail.<BR><BR>Now my hair won't bother me .<BR><BR>I looked down at my sink and saw a whole grip of make up scattered left to&nbsp;<BR>right.<BR><BR>Oh great.. the *gift* that Carolina was talking about this morning<BR><BR>- HONK HONK -<BR><BR>Probably Bi??<BR><BR>I quickly put on chapstick and ran downstairs to his car.<BR><BR>He took off his sunglasses and smiled.<BR><BR>Bi: " I didn't have to drag you out today huh? "<BR><BR>Me: " Ha. Ha. Ha. Funny. I thought we were supposed to MEET at the CAFE`.. "<BR><BR>Bi: " Oh yeah.. oh well. Get in! "<BR><BR>I sighed and got in the car.<BR><BR>Me: " What did you want to ask me??? "<BR><BR>Bi: " Oh. Hehe. Be patient, I'll ask you after we eat lunch! I'm&nbsp;<BR>starrrvvvinnnggg!! "<BR><BR>Me: -__-;<BR><BR>We arrived at a restaurant I`ve never seen before.<BR><BR>He parked the car and went in the restaurant.<BR><BR>" SOOOOO.. WHAT'S THE DAMN QUESTION ALREADY!! "<BR><BR>We had just finished eating and I was becoming very impatient..<BR><BR>Bi: " Oh. hehe. I was thinking about something. You know that banquet.. at&nbsp;<BR>the last week of school.. "<BR><BR>Me: " Um. Yeah I heard about it. It's at Reviore Hotel in the park right? "<BR><BR>Bi: " YEAH! Um. I want you to come with me! "<BR><BR>Me: " Um.. don't I have to wear those cheesy dresses and all that make up&nbsp;<BR>and.. hair .. and stuff? "<BR><BR>Bi: " Well yeah! But it's gonna be fun!! And there's GREAT food. C`mon let's&nbsp;<BR>go. "<BR><BR>Me: " Hah. No thanks. You should ask Bin. I'm sure she`d be jumping up and&nbsp;<BR>down with GLORYYY"<BR><BR>Bi: " Naw. I don't wanna go with a girl I don't even like. C`MONNNNN "<BR><BR>Me: " If I could wear my normal clothes, then yes I'll go. "<BR><BR>Bi: " I'm sure you have worn a dress before!! It's no big deal "<BR><BR>Me: " Uhh yeah.. 12 years ago.. "<BR><BR>Bi: " *sigh* You really aren't gonna come with me? "<BR><BR>I looked at Bi's hurtful eyes. I bit my lip and glared. Why did he have so&nbsp;<BR>much power over me?!<BR><BR>Me: " IF. You promise me ONE thing.. "<BR><BR>Bi: " ANYTHING "<BR><BR>Me: " Give me money for the dress "<BR><BR>Bi laughed and pulled out his wallet.<BR><BR>He took out a few hundred dollar bills and handed it to me like it was&nbsp;<BR>nothing.<BR><BR>Bi: " THAT'S IT?? DON'T YOUU HAVE MONEY THOUGH? YOUR RICHER THAN ME! "<BR><BR>Me: " Of course I have money. "<BR><BR>Bi: " Then why are you asking me?? "<BR><BR>Me: " TO make you suffer "<BR><BR>Bi: " HAHAHHA! OH A FEW HUNDREDS?? THAT'S NOTHING "<BR><BR>He winked and put his wallet back in.<BR><BR>Bi: " Do you need my help on picking out a dress? "<BR><BR>Me: " No thank you. "<BR><BR>After that, he dropped me off home and said GOod Bye.<BR><BR>I got in my house and realized how stupid was I to say YES.<BR><BR>Why did I, anyways?!<BR><BR>To make him happy?<BR><BR>Never! I'd rather see him suffer.<BR><BR>MuaHAHHAHAHAHHaHAHa.<BR><BR>RIGHT?<BR><BR>Right when I got home, I started looking for Carolina.<BR><BR>When I spotted her watching TV, I walked towards her and waited for her&nbsp;<BR>attention.<BR><BR>Carolina: " Wuhz vrong, sweeztie? "<BR><BR>Me: " - sigh - There's this stupid banquet from our school so I was&nbsp;<BR>wondering if you`d go with me to pick out a .. a.. "<BR><BR>Carolina: " A vhat, darlving?? "<BR><BR>Me: " A dress.. " I muttered.<BR><BR>Carolina instantly stood up and smiled.<BR><BR>Carolina: " OH VA GOSH! THIZ IZ VONDERFUL!! VE`LL GO VIRST THING IN THE&nbsp;<BR>VORNING, OKAY RUVY?? "<BR><BR>Me: " Okay.. "<BR><BR>Glad THAT got settled.<BR><BR>I went back upstairs and thought how lucky I was to be suspended.<BR><BR>Tomorrow would be MOnday.. than Tuesday.. than back to school.<BR><BR>The next morning, right after we ate breakfast, Carolina showed me her&nbsp;<BR>bright hot pink buggy.<BR><BR>Carolina: " I juhz LOVE the color vink!! "<BR>Me:<BR><BR>She drove us to the most biggest mall I`d ever seen in my life.<BR><BR>After going to like 39284023 gown stores, we went inside a big clothes place&nbsp;with gowns and so much dresses called Beautiful Day.<BR><BR>Carolina started picking out all the pink dresses..<BR><BR>Then the sales clerk came up to me and smiled.<BR><BR>" Is there anything we can help you with? "<BR><BR>Me: " I'm just looking for dress for a banquet.. "<BR><BR>" Oh! I know just the right thing Come this way "<BR><BR>She went over to the back and picked out 3 dresses.<BR><BR>One of them was a white long dress with kind of a halter neck thing..<BR><BR>The other was a shiny black sleeveless V-neck dress.<BR><BR>The last was a tank top looking peachy colored dress.<BR><BR>I tried on all of them. They were all so tight!<BR><BR>Sales clerk: " You look gorgeous in all of them! But I think the black one&nbsp;<BR>goes so nicely with your hair. "<BR><BR>Me: " oh.. "<BR><BR>At the end, I bought the black one with matching shoes and purse.<BR><BR>Although Carolina kept insisting on buying a pink dress she picked out..<BR><BR>" Total would be $645.90. "<BR><BR>I handed her $700 and got back my change.<BR><BR>Carolina: " I vink vee should do something wif the hair at the day ov the&nbsp;banquet. "<BR><BR>Me: " Yeah whatever.. " I muttered.<BR><BR>I was tired and hungry and I wanted to go home.<BR><BR>Since we were finally done, we went back home.<BR><BR>The phone in my room was ringing right when I was about to go to the roof.<BR><BR>I picked up the phone and held it on my ear.<BR><BR>Me: " Hello? "<BR><BR>Bi: " HEY! DID YOU BUY THE DRESS?? "<BR><BR>Me: " Uh huh.. "<BR><BR>Bi: " COOL CAN I COME OVER? "<BR><BR>Me: " Wow Your actually ASKING now! But why? Isn't it too late? "<BR><BR>Bi: " Naw It's only like 7! I'll eat dinner there! hehe.. "<BR><BR>Me: " Whatevers.. "<BR><BR>Bi: " So I can come right? Okay Be there in 10 minutes! "<BR><BR>Me: " Whatever.. " I sighed.<BR><BR>I put the phone back and went to the mirror.<BR><BR>I pulled out my brush and brushed my long hair, smiling.<BR><BR>Wait. What was I doing? GOSH I feel so pathethic..<BR><BR>I stopped brushing and threw the brush to the floor, and went downstairs.<BR><BR>Me: " Carol!! Bi's coming to eat dinner with us!! "<BR><BR>Carolina: " OH VEELY?? VHAT HANDSOME MAN, VEY?? "<BR><BR>Me: " Um. Sure.. "<BR><BR>I went outside and looked around.. soon enough, Bi's car parked right in&nbsp;<BR>front of my house.<BR><BR>He came out and smiled at me.<BR><BR>Bi: " C`mon, lets go see your dress! "<BR><BR>Me: " HAH! YEA RIGHT. WAIT UNTIL THE BANQUET.. UM.. WHEN WAS IT AGAIN? "<BR><BR>Bi: " Next Friday at 7 "<BR><BR>Me: " oMg we have sOo much time! "<BR><BR>Bi: " Haha! Let's go in. "<BR><BR>About 5 minutes later, we were all sitting down in the big table, eating.<BR><BR>Carolina: " SO.. TELL VE AVOUT VOR BOYVREND, RUVY! "<BR><BR>Me: " He.. is NOT. my boyfriend, Carol!! "<BR><BR>Bi: ^___^*<BR><BR>Carolina:&nbsp; Oh, ve isn't?? Sory dahling <BR><BR>Me: " Yeah whatever.. "<BR><BR>While we were eating, the phone in Bi's pocket rang.<BR><BR>Bi put his fork down and pulled out his cellphone from his pocket.<BR><BR>Bi: " Hello? .. Who is this??..Oh.. Hi&nbsp;<BR>Bin.. "<BR><BR>Bin?! Why was she calling him for?!<BR><BR>Bi continued talking on the phone.<BR><BR>Bi: " ..Right now? no.. I told you Bin, it's&nbsp;over.. no.. Bin! STOP! .. I&nbsp;<BR>can't.. OKOKOK!!.. BUT IT'S THE LAST TIME&nbsp;OKAY?!.. OKAY THEN. SEE YOU THEN. "<BR><BR>Bi turned off his cellphone, dropped it in his shirt pocket and continued&nbsp;<BR>back to eating.<BR><BR>Wait. Didn't he say *SEE YOU THEN*?? SO THAT MEANS THEY`RE GOING TO MEET?!!<BR><BR>Me: " Um.. what did Bin say? "<BR><BR>Bi: " Oh.. it's nothing.. "<BR><BR>Why wasn't he telling me?!?! roar!!<BR><BR>Me: " You said you were gonna meet her?! What for?? "<BR><BR>Suddenly, Carol just HAD to butt in..<BR><BR>Carolina: " OO WITTLE VAVY RUVY ISH GETVING JEALVES!!! OoO hehehe! "<BR><BR>Me: " I'm not getting JEALOUS, CAROL! I'M JUST .. CURIOUS! "<BR><BR>Carolina: " Hehe alvight then Ruvy dahling "<BR><BR>Bi: " She was acting immature.. she said she needed to just meet me once..&nbsp;the last time. Then she would stop annoying me. So I'm just gonna meet her&nbsp;for the last time tomorrow. "<BR><BR>Me: " Oh I see.. "<BR><BR>After we all finished eating, Bi left and said Good Bye.<BR><BR>The next morning, until 3, I just kept myself busy watching TV, eating..&nbsp;<BR>sleeping.. until the thought of what Bin was gonna tell Bi kept lingering in&nbsp;<BR>my mind.<BR><BR>What did she have to tell him that was SO important?!<BR><BR>I picked up the phone.. then put it back down.. then I hesitated and just&nbsp;<BR>called Bi.<BR><BR>After a few rings, he finally picked up.<BR><BR>Bi: " Hello? "<BR><BR>Me: " Hey.. um.. what are you doing today? "<BR><BR>Bi: " Like.. 5 minutes later I gotta go meet up Bin at Upperhouse. "<BR><BR>Me: " Oh.. that boba place? "<BR><BR>Bi: " Yeah Why? You got plans for us?? "<BR><BR>Me: " HA. HA. Yea right. I was just wondering.. bye. "<BR><BR>Bi: " Bye! "<BR><BR>Time went by.. minute by minute.. and I kept wanting to know what Bin had to&nbsp;<BR>say to Bi.<BR><BR>It seemed like something was in my head telling me " go to upperhouse! go to&nbsp;upperhouse! "<BR><BR>After 5 minutes of sitting there, thinking, I couldn't take it anymore.<BR><BR>Curiousity had won once again.<BR><BR>I quickly got out of the house and ran 2 blocks to upperhouse.<BR><BR>The door was open, and I could see Bin and Bi, close by the open door, from&nbsp;the glass windows.<BR><BR>BIN LOOKED HORRIBLE!<BR><BR>Her usual nicely combed back hair was a total mess like she just woke up out&nbsp;<BR>of bed.<BR><BR>The dark circles around her eyes were still visible under the thick too-much&nbsp;<BR>powderness. It looked like she hadn't been sleeping for weeks, and the make&nbsp;up was a mess.<BR><BR>I bent down so they won't be able to see me, and peeked through the open&nbsp;<BR>door.<BR><BR>Bi: " Sorry I was late. What did you need to tell me? "<BR><BR>Bin: " Bi oppa.. Is it true your taking R-Ruby to the banquet?? "<BR><BR>Bi: " Yeah "<BR><BR>I quietly laughed to myself and continued to see and listen.<BR><BR>Bin's lips immediately started shaking as tears poured down her powdered&nbsp;<BR>cheeks.<BR><BR>Bin: " B-but oppa.. W-w-why? What does he-- I mean, SHE have that I don't? "<BR><BR>Bi: " I dunno.. She's just.. cool. B]"<BR><BR>Bin:&nbsp; I-I-I CAN BE COOL! I WANNA BE THE GIRL OF YOUR DREAMS!! I WANNA BE&nbsp;THE GIRL YOU WANT!! <BR><BR>Bi: " Bin, was THIS what you were gonna tell me about? If it is, then I'm&nbsp;<BR>wasting my time, AND your time. "<BR><BR>Bin ignored what he said and continued to sob.<BR><BR>Bin: " So is this it? Is it g-good-bye oppa? "<BR><BR>Bi: " It was, since the day I broke up with you. I'm really sorry Bin. There&nbsp;<BR>are other fishes in the sea!! Why do you have to stick to me? "<BR><BR>Bin: " It's the same thing like you were sticking to Ruby! Then after a&nbsp;<BR>while.. she started liking you, didn't she?? "<BR><BR>Bi: " BUT-- "<BR><BR>Bin: " So if I try hard enough, I'll make you like me too?? "<BR><BR>Bi: " BIN!! "<BR><BR>Bin: " Okay Oppa. I'm never gonna give up!! "<BR><BR>Bi: " Bin.. I'm LEAVING. GOOD BYE. "<BR><BR>Bi was just about to walk out of the boba place until I realized that he&nbsp;<BR>would see me if he got out.<BR><BR>I gasped and crawled away fast as I can but I was too late..<BR><BR>Bi: " Ruby?!? "<BR><BR>I bit my lip and muttered curse words to myself.<BR><BR>Then I turned around and stood up facing Bi.<BR><BR>Bi: " WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?!? "<BR><BR>Me: O_O;<BR><BR>Bi: " RUBy! I SAID WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?!?! and.. what were you doing on&nbsp;the ground?! "<BR><BR>Me: " W-well um.. I.. uh wanted some boba so.. I came here and I thought I-I&nbsp;f-found a.. a.. a quarter! So I bent down but um.. it wasn't a quarter... SO&nbsp;<BR>WHAT ARE YOUUUU DOING HERE??? "<BR><BR>I bit my lip in order to make it stop shaking and wiped off the sweat&nbsp;<BR>pouring down the side of my face.<BR><BR>Bi: " I told you.. that I'm here to meet Bin. "<BR><BR>Me: " OOOOOO YEAH! HA. HA. I UM. FORGOT. HA. HA. HEH`.. ", I forced a&nbsp;smile.<BR><BR>Bi frowned.<BR><BR>Me: " Well I better be off. See ya in school tomorrow! "<BR><BR>Bi: " Um.. I thought you were gonna buy boba? "<BR><BR>Me: " OH YEAH! Well um.. I just lost my appetite. heh. okay bye! "<BR><BR>Bi: " HEY! WAIT! I`LL WALK YOU. "<BR><BR>Me: " DO I LOOK LIKE A DOG TO YOU?!?! "<BR><BR>Bi: " HAHAHA! C`mon! "<BR><BR>He put his heavy long arms around me and started to walk.<BR><BR>I punched his stomache as he groaned and covered his arms on his stomache.<BR><BR>I proudly walked away.<BR><BR>Then I turned around to see Bin's sobbing face covered with tears.<BR><BR>We finally arrived right in front of the door of my house.<BR><BR>Me: " OkAy We`re here and you can leave now! "<BR><BR>Bi: " YOU ALWAYS-- "<BR><BR>Right when Bi was about to finish his sentence, the front door sprung open.<BR><BR>Both Bi and I looked to see who the stranger was.<BR><BR>It certaintly wasn't Carol.<BR><BR>This woman looked like she was around her 40`s or 50`s.<BR><BR>She had short black hair nicely curved around her ears.<BR><BR>Her eyes watered as soon as she saw me, but she was still beautiful.<BR><BR>She looked so.. familiar.<BR><BR>Bi: " Um.. Ruby.. who is she?? ", he whispered.<BR><BR>I continued staring at the woman.<BR><BR>Me: " WHO ARE YOU?? "<BR><BR>The woman's tears fell slowly down her wrinkly cheeks.<BR><BR>Then finally, she spoke.<BR><BR>Her voice was soft and calm.. very.. familiar.<BR><BR>" Little Ruby ... "<BR><BR>My eyes widened as I froze in shock.<BR><BR>Bi poked my arm.<BR><BR>Bi: " Ruby! Who is she??? What's wrong Ruby?? ", he whispered.<BR><BR>I was paralyzed, not able to speak nor move.<BR><BR>" It's been such a long time.. ", the woman spoke again.<BR><BR>We were all sitting down in the living room, drinking tea.<BR><BR>Bi was sitting right next to me and that.. woman.. across from us.<BR><BR>Bi still looked confused as ever.<BR><BR>Bi: " You know.. if you really think about it, you guys look alike!! "<BR><BR>Me: " Bi.. shut up. "<BR><BR>Bi: o.o<BR><BR>I turned myself to the woman and glared at her.<BR><BR>Me: " Why did you come back!? "<BR><BR>Obviously my rudeness had surprised both Bi and this woman.<BR><BR>The woman: " D-Didn't Susan.. tell you? I promised I would be back! "<BR><BR>Right then, Bi GOT IT. His jaw dropped and stared at the woman, then me,&nbsp;then back at the woman.<BR><BR>Bi: " OH. MY. GAWD!! "<BR><BR>Me: " Bi, I think you should go home. "<BR><BR>Bi: " Oh- Oh yeah um bye ruby! "<BR><BR>He almost tripped over the couch, but stood right back up and ran out the&nbsp;<BR>door.<BR><BR>The woman: " Who was that handsome young man? "<BR><BR>Me: " He's not handsome. And he's just a friend. "<BR><BR>The woman: " Ruby, I know you didn't live a very happy life without your&nbsp;<BR>father and I, but now I'm back! "<BR><BR>Me: " WHY DID YOU LEAVE IN THE FIRST PLACE?! "<BR><BR>The woman turned away from my angry glare and stared at the fireplace.<BR><BR>" Your father always wanted a son for the first child. He.. he wasn't happy&nbsp;<BR>with .. you. He begged me for days and days to follow him.. and leave YOU. I&nbsp;had no choice, Ruby! I was too madly in love with that man! "<BR><BR>Me: " Oh. Well I'm okay. It's not your fault you chose my so called FATHER&nbsp;<BR>over me. I lived my life FINE, without you selfless people. SO WHERE IS THAT&nbsp;MAN ANYWAY? "<BR><BR>" He's.. home. He didn't want to come with me. I'm very.. sorry Ruby. "<BR><BR>Me: " You better leave. I don't think I want to see you. "<BR><BR>The woman bit her lip and wiped her falling tears away.<BR><BR>" All right then. I guess this was too much for you for one day. I'll come&nbsp;<BR>back very soon. Good Bye Little Ruby."<BR><BR>Me: " no. don't come back. ever. I'm best without you. ", I said coldy.<BR><BR>" ... very well then.. if that will make you happy.. good bye.. for good.. "<BR><BR>Before she left, she sat there to stare at my necklace. Or.. well.. it was&nbsp;<BR>her necklace..<BR><BR>The ruby red teardrop necklace that was tied in a thick black string.<BR><BR>The woman forced a smile, and left the house.<BR><BR>For the next few days in school, I wasn't too happy.<BR><BR>Bi knew why so he gave me some distance apart from his annoyingness.<BR><BR>I was in 2nd period bored to death.<BR><BR>*TAP TAP TAP TAP*<BR><BR>Someone was taping me hard and fast on my shoulder.<BR><BR>urghh..<BR><BR>I turned around and found myself facing a person I didn't see for a long&nbsp;<BR>time.<BR><BR>Me: " Minwoo? "<BR><BR>His hair grew longer and now it was about to cover his nose.<BR><BR>Minwoo: " Hiee!! *giggle* I didn't see YOU in a long time, RUBY!! *snort* "<BR><BR>Me: " Yea.. I got suspeneded. "<BR><BR>Minwoo: " Yup, I heard!! *pulls up glasses* SO I ALSO heard you were going&nbsp;to go with Bi to the banquet!! heehee! "<BR><BR>Me: " Um. Yea. Are you.. going?? "<BR><BR>Minwoo: " YEAH!! *GIGGLES* I'm planning to ask... *giggle*snort* "<BR><BR>Me: " Who.. ?! "<BR><BR>Minwoo: " .. heh. The most prettiest girl in the WORLD!! *giggle* IT'S..&nbsp;<BR>JAIMIE!! "<BR><BR>Me: " Haha! Well good for you!! "<BR><BR>I laughed and thought about Jaimie. She was the nerdiest girl in school. She&nbsp;always wore the same green sweater and her hair was a mess, and her thick&nbsp;round glasses was always sliding off her nose.<BR><BR>Days passed by quickly and the day of the banquet came.<BR><BR>Carol: " RUVY RUVY! C`VON DALVING! VE MUST VO TO THE SALVON!! "<BR><BR>Me: " OKAY!! "<BR><BR>I ran downstairs as we drove to the salon.<BR><BR>I almost fell asleep while the hair salonist was doing my hair because she&nbsp;took SOOOO long!!<BR><BR>After my hair was done, she did my make up.<BR><BR>I guess it kind of felt good when the soft brushes slided softly against my&nbsp;<BR>eyelids and face, although when she plucked my eyebrows, it hurted.<BR><BR>Finally, I opened my eyes.<BR><BR>I looked like.. that woman. My so-called *mother*.<BR><BR>My hair was layered and fell nicely down my shoulders.<BR><BR>At the bottom of each layer, it was curled with a strong curling iron.<BR><BR>The make up made me look totally different.<BR><BR>I looked actually kind of.. pretty.<BR><BR>Carol: " OmIvOsH! yOU LOOK VEEYOOTEEFOOL!! "<BR><BR>When we got back home, I wore the black dress and black dress-shoes.<BR><BR>I put on some silver jewelry and looked at the mirror.<BR><BR>This is .. NOT me.<BR><BR>But I smiled at the thought of Bi's expression when he`d see me later.<BR><BR>He probably won't even recognize me.<BR><BR>Just then, I heard the doorbell ring, and heard Carol's footsteps going to&nbsp;<BR>the door.<BR><BR>Carol: " OH HELLO VI!! SIT DOWN SIT DOWN! RUVY VILL VE READY IN VUST A SEC!&nbsp;<BR>"<BR><BR>I quickly got my purse, hung it on my shoulder and took the last glance at&nbsp;<BR>the mirror.<BR><BR>Well.. *sigh* this is it!<BR><BR>I slowly walked down the stairs and smiled at Bi.<BR><BR>Bi: " WOW! I'M SPEECHLESS "<BR><BR>Me: " Hah. Yeah I was speechless myself. Nice tux! "<BR><BR>He was wearing a dark blue blouse under his black tux coat thing.<BR><BR>He handed me a white rose.<BR><BR>Bi: " That's for you! "<BR><BR>Me: " haha. okay let's go! I wanna get this stupid banquet over with! "<BR><BR>We got in his car and after a few minutes, we were at the park.<BR><BR>Everyone was talking and laughing, complimenting each other's clothes.<BR><BR>I had the rose on my left hand, and my right hand clutching on my purse.<BR><BR>Every head turned to stare at both Bi and me.<BR><BR>Boa: " OPPAH!!! "<BR><BR>We both turned to see Boa, Hyori, and Bin walking towards us.<BR><BR>Bi: " Hey.. "<BR><BR>Boa turned to me and smiled.<BR><BR>Boa: " Hi! What's your name? I'm Boa! "<BR><BR>Me: " Excuse me? Are you trying to be funny? `Cause it's not funny. "<BR><BR>Boa: " Um.. Bi Oppa, is she your date? I thought RUBY was gonna be your&nbsp;<BR>date? She didn't come, huh? Yup. That's what I thought! She wouldn't come to&nbsp;this banquet! "<BR><BR>Bi: " BOa! SHUT UP! SHE IS RUBY! "<BR><BR>Boa: " .... oh. I-I knew that. ", She turned to me and glared, " YOU SURE&nbsp;<BR>LOOK DIFFERENT TODAY. "<BR><BR>Me: " REALLY? YOU LOOK THE SAME. "<BR><BR>Boa: " HA. HA. "<BR><BR>I could see Hyori patting Bin's back, trying to make her NOT cry.<BR><BR>First, I thought they didn't come with dat