you all are going to kill me

see below for the new xanga

change is good kids, and I hated this one anyway

www.xanga.com/poeticallyKENDRA

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some pictures need no explanation.

people weren't lying when they said high school changes everyone.  it has.  every single person I know.

and some of them that's not a good thing.

so I'm pretty sure I haven't wanted anything more than I want to be in PIZZAZZ.  at least I haven't wanted anything like this in a long time.  I haven't been nervous, actually nervous for an audition since Music Man.  That's over a year.  Nothing would make me happier or....whatever.

unfortunately I'm also pretty sure Rad hates my guts and wants me to die which pretty much screws all chances I have of getting in.  that would seriously suck because I really want to do this, be in this, incredible group.

we'll see...I need to find out when exactly auditions are...

-Kendra

you people who copy me make it so hard to be original....i hate you....only not a lot

[x] Kissed a friend's boyfriend/girlfriend
[x] Lied to a friend
[x]Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend
[x] Lied to my parents
[x] Snuck out of the house
[x] Prank called people
[x] Played truth or dare and said dare
[x] Gotten drunk
[x] Gotten high
[ ] Ran from the cops
[ ] Been in jail
[x] Been in Love
[x] Cused someone out at school
[x] Punched someone
[ ] Sent someone to the hospital
[x] Rode a mechanical bull
[ ] Swam in an ocean
[ ] Traveled somewhere out of the USA
[x] Ran away from home
[x] Went skinny dipping
[x] Stole
[x] Cheated on a test/quiz
[ ] Went to military school

i'm going

fucking crazy, fucking crazy, fucking crazy...
you really have no idea

went to the show last night.  it was awesome, the guys are amazing and the guy who opened sucked but everyone else was great.

I realized a few things last night.

1. That I'm really going to miss Amy.  I cried when I got home because I really can't imagine high school with her.  We're not best friends but I do love her dearly and she's one of the most honest most fun people I know.

2. When one has a bruised foot one should not go to a rock concert.  It ends up looking kind of like a squashed eggplant. 

3. The more and more I hang out with certain people the more and more it become difficult to stick to my convictions about staying single for a while, it becomes more and more difficult to say that I don't want a boyfriend.

because I just need somebody to understand me and deal with me when I'm going through this kind of stuff.

switched medications yesterday.  side effects=dry mouth and fatigue.

those are also not good to have at a rock concert.

-Kendra