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Name: Amy
Country: United States
State: Pennsylvania
Metro: carlisle
Birthday: 11/16/1989
Gender: Female

Interests: Sleepin, chillin wit friends, eatin, watchin tv...listenin 2 music, cooking, bein bad, lysol, piercings, pens, strawberry blunts, partying, drinking, having fun, chillin, etc...
Expertise: 1. Writing poems...do it in my free time 2. Baking and cooking...mite b a chef lata on 3. Livin my life 2 it's fullest...and having fun!
Occupation: Student

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Member Since: 5/25/2005

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Monday, August 22, 2005

Hey....wow i haven't updated in a while.....just wanted 2 say....tht i'm pretty much over Tristan....FINALLY.....i still like him but wutever....he moved.....moved on, and so did I.

I'm "talkin" to this guy named Ray.....well........i could talk 2 him more if he ever fuckin came back 2 Carlisle! He was supposed 2 go up 2 his old town, Coatesville, for a week, the very beginning week of August....and he's still not fuckin back yet!!!! I don't fuckin understand....i haven't talked to him since August 12th....but wutever....

GUYS ARE FUCKIN STUPID....THEY PISS ME OFF!!! ALL THEY DO IS FUCK WITH UR HEART!!!

But i'm out...lol...ttyl
LEAVE ME SOME COMMENTS!!!
XoX *((Amy*Lynn))* XoX

2:05 PM - 4 eprops - 2 comments - email it

Friday, June 24, 2005

Yea...you know wut? I'm gettin there...my heart is healing....slowly...but it is! I just can't think about my situation....i just gotta live the day...and HAVE FUN!!! LoLz...u guys know wut i mean! Yea... i dunno when i'ma have another boyfriend, it all depends on who i meet, or wut they think!

I will Update later...i just wanted 2 let ya'll know how i'm dealing wit my horrible situation! LoLz.

Lovin ya'll....and guys...LEAVE ME SOME LOVIN!!!

PeAcE

~XoX <3 *((Amy*Lynn))* <3 XoX~

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8:33 PM - 10 eprops - 5 comments - email it

Monday, June 20, 2005

*I'm sittin' here tryin' to convince myself that you're not the one for me. But the more I think, the less I believe it and the more I want you here with me*

*After a while you learn the difference between holding a hand and falling in love. You learn that kisses don't always mean something, promises can be broken just as quickly as they are made, and somtimes good-byes really are forever*

*The only heart I have is the one you broke*

*Thinkin of u STILL gives me butterflies*

*you only realize how much you love someone when they're gone*

Everywhere i go, the 1st thing i do is look around and hope to see you*

*You hate me now, but soon you'll be thinkin, "Damn, it's too late..."*

*If I could have 1 WISH, it would be that everytime I saw your smile, I knew you were smiling for me*

.:.No matter how much you might hurt me, or how much you do me wrong; there is something about you that won't lemme move on. And even when my friends tell me it ain't right, I just think 2 myself that there is still no one that i'd rather have in my life.:.

*I sometimes feel a lil jealous inside...imagining someone could please you more than me. I guess it's my -insecurity- acting up a lil bit bcuz i know i'm not the most bealutiful, most fun, or even most exciting person you'll ever meet, but I know that no matter how long or how hard you search, you will never find a girl who loves you and cares for you AS MUCH AS I DO!!*

Memories >> By: Me.. 6-12-05
Every single memory
stuck inside my head
all the things you did
all the things you said

All the pain you caused me
Will never go away
The scars and all the tears
Are forever here to stay

Every time we cuddled
And every single kiss
Is still stuck in my head
And always will be missed

You said i was your world
You said your love was true
Breaking all ur promises
Not giving me a clue

I was always happy
Whenever I was with you
But now that you are gone
I don't know what to do

I hope I can move on
And gorget about the past
But one thing just won't change:
My love for you will always last.

Hope u liked the quotes and my poem i wrote...
LEAVE ME SOME LOVIN....i feel worthless...PeAcE
Lovin ya'll who care bout me... <3 *((Amy*Lynn))* <3

5:15 PM - 6 eprops - 3 comments - email it

Thursday, June 16, 2005

Hey...2nite....i was thinkin....deeply, bout me and Tristan....i started 2 break down and cry my eyes out. It just hurts knowin tht I can't make him smile, tht I can't hold him or touch him, or tell him I love him. I can't look into his eyes knowin he cares about me....it sucks! Knowing tht all the times we kissed, hugged, cuddled, laughed, tlked, looked into each other's eyes, all of it is a waste now, I can no longer do tht, and it hurts. He was the one person tht I could share EVERYTHING with...i mean everything....i NEVER lied 2 him. I could be 100% comfortable around him. I could act like a nut and he wouldn't care. He could act like a nut and I wouldn't care. I love him, and I wish I wouldn't have ever lost him. I should've held on to him, and not let go, bcuz now i know tht u don't know wut u have until it's gone. You should hold on to them forever and never let go, cuz u dunno when something will go wrong. I rly rly rly wish he would take me back, i'm going crazy without him. I tried 2 b in another relationship, but i didn't work...it make it worse! It made me think tht nothin is the same, everything is so0o much more different, and I wanted him back even more. I could just go on and on about me and him, about how hurt I am and stuff...but i rly don't think u guys wanna read all of it. I could have like 5 pages about it....but i'm not gonna.

But yea....I will update this a lil lata...u guys gotta start leavin me some lovin on this!! Well i'm out.... Lovin ya'll!

<3 *((Amy*Lynn))* <3

*I sometimes feel a little jealous inside, imagining someone could please you more then me. I guess its my --insecurity-- acting up a little bit because i kno im not the most beautiful, most fun, or even the most exciting person you'll ever meet...but i kno that no matter how long or how hard you search, you'll never find a girl who love you and cares for you ... as much as i do ...* *Dedicated to Tristan!!!* I want you back so0o0o0o0o0o much more than u know!!! I love you, and I ALWAYS will!!!

2:37 PM - 2 eprops - 1 comment - email it

Monday, June 13, 2005

Yo0o wuts up? Nothin here.....this summer is goin good eccept i'm grounded for spendin the nite at some1's house....lol it was madd fun tho! I got drunk and fucked up and it was just fun seein double and laughin and chillin wit my friends....especially this guy named Chris! hehe. Yea...it was fun....but i'm fuckin workin my ass off doin all kinds of shit tryin 2 get my mom on my good side...lol. I'm fuckin makin dinner, washin dishes, feedin dogs, gettin them water, laundry, cleanin, and all kinds of shit....and i think it's workin too! Hopefully! But yea....

I'm still completely NOT over Tristan, but i'm gettin there very slowly! Like, i don't think about him as much, but there's still times where i cry over him and shit. I still want him back, but i know i don't have a chance so i gotta move on and forget about him, even tho it's hard....i'm gettin there! I still love him, and i always will have feelings for him.

But yo i met this guy Chris, and he's fuckin cool as hell! He's tht guy tht my girl's b/f gave him a pic of me and my cell number, and he said i was hott....lol. Yo Chris is hott! But yea....i dunno.....i will just take it slow and see where we go! LoL....and mayb i will get over Tristan faster...but yo i'm out...

LEAVE ME SOME LOVIN!! PeAcE out guys.... Lovin ya'll!!

*((Amy*Lynn))*