*Forced Heartbreak*

Age has torn us apart

We both now have a broken heart

Depressed and blue

My feelings are true

Wishing I had not been forced to depart

When I am reminded of him

I feel like a person of tin

Empty and lost

Having no cost

Thinking of diving off the peek of a mountain

Hoping to be together again

In our minds the question is when

When matured

Hearts are cured

Of anger that has fallen upon them

Rage against the force

That through our love off course

Although trying to hide

What I feel inside

Nothing will change the love from my heart, the source

*Sorry*

I am sorry for what I have done

Sorry for the memories I brought back

I'm sorry for the tears in your eyes

And sorry for the sense I lack

Inconsiderate and nosy

Hadn't thought about the questions

Questions I should have known

Would have made your face show anger and rejection

The awful images now again in your head

Flashing vividly before your eyes

The voices yelling, screaming, and crying

Recalling your father's lies

I should have kept from questioning you

Hurting you in such a way

It wasn't at all my place to ask

But inside I wish and pray

I wish you find peace

Peace with your hurtful past

I pray you have happiness

A happiness that will always last

I am sorry for what I have done

Sorry for the memories I brought back

I'm sorry for the tears in your eyes

I'm sorry for your heart I cracked

Before I didn't know, much that was in you

I didn't know about your feelings and pain

All I really was aware about

Was the way, my heart, you tried to gain

Try to look into your future now

Your life is right ahead of you

Not your past that has already been

But look to the things you want to do

Sadly you past cannot be changed

It is an impossible task

I know it hurts, I share your pain

But don't be wearing a mask

Pretending everything is good and fine

When inside you have all these emotions

Talking about it more might help

But in the end it's your decision

I am sorry for what I have done

Sorry for the memories I brought back

I'm sorry for the tears in your eyes

And sorry for the sense I lack

*I Can't Forget*

Why do you torture me?

Why do you fill me with pain?

Why do you mess with my feelings?

Why is it you that my heart contains?

When it's just one on one

The both of us all alone

You're full of sweetness and kindness

Never afraid to be shown

Recently I sacrificed my parents' trust

To see you and spend time with you

I did this because you insisted

I did this because I love you

I saw you with your friends

You saw me with mine

There was an awkward eye contact

Between you and I

The time we were so close

We seemed so far away

You didn't appreciate my presence

But inside I still wanted you to stay

Then you walked out

Out of my life

From that point on, I thought

You would never deserve me as a wife

Now I think about my future

It looks brighter up ahead

I have extra time to spare

Because you are no longer in my head

I smile to myself

When I look back at the past

Fortunately our love has ended

But inside my love for you always seems to last

I will try to forget

Forget all the moments we had

Once you are out of my system

I should be glad

The only problem is

It is not easy to forget

Each time I think of anything

Memories flash through my eyes of when we first met

Why do you torture me?

Why do you fill me with pain?

Why do you mess with my feelings?

Why is it you my heart contains?

*I Miss*

I miss the way you held me

You always held my hand or around my stomach

Held me tight

And never let go

I miss the way we could be together when we were apart

We were always on the phone

Talking about anything and everything

Consuming so many hours

I miss your bright, brown eyes

They used to stare at mine

Told me you adored me

And said, "There's no point living without you."

I miss a lot

I miss everything from when we were together

*The Answer*

So much has happened since the day we met

There was love, affection, laughter, and joy

But also hate, rejection, crying, and anger

I ask myself why I put up with the pain

Why do I keep going back to you?

I think I know the answer but it’s hard to admit

You make me feel special, wanted, and loved

Sometimes worthless, unappreciated, and suicidal

We’ve had so many times when words didn’t pass between us

So many times when each other was all that ran through our minds

What kind of relationship is this?

I think I know the answer but its hard to say

We’re in love, passionate, and close

I like spending time with you

I like our long conversations

I like the way I fit into your arms

I like how your hands find mine

And I love it when your brown eyes stare at mine saying, "I love you."

We’re fighting and drifting apart

Our minds tell us to forget about the other

Spending time with different people more and more

Inside our hearts try to lead us back to love

But your pride and my tears prevent us from going back

Will we end up together once again?

What is the answer?