mmmm, amazing that i still have this...just been busy myspacing....sad yes haha but these things are so addicting!!  grrr oh well...

yay, summer school is over and now i'm at home...yep.....yay.....woo hoo.....now what?  i know i'm supposed to relax this summer cause the coming school year is going to be a bitch....but grrr i need to be busy....earlier today, i was sitting down just chopping vegetables and my mind started wandering and i was just thinking a lot about people, and their patterns and why they are the way they are.  i'm reading "america is in the heart" by carlos bulosan and there was a passage about how people can be brutal and tender at the same time....society molds people into who and what they are depending on their conditions and socially constructs their minds to think in certain ways....omg but it's a such a sad book....it got me thinking about the people in my life....who's real, who's fake, who's to trust, and who's not to trust....who's fallen victim to the expectations and views of society....ah grr, i'm confusing myself again hehehe.  my head is all jumbled up....yeah, i started getting all sad and concluded that everyone sucks....nobody's perfect....right?  ok, me going in circles again....i need some sleep....g'night!!!