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Thursday, October 05, 2006

Thu, 05 Oct 2006 02:07:24 GMT

♥ RIP
Ty schale
jan 6,1991- October 3,2006
WE LOVE AND MISS YOU TY U MENT THE WORLD TO US

Thursday, August 31, 2006

Thu, 31 Aug 2006 01:35:07 GMT

yeah.. so i'm updating. leave comments plz..

<33 shelby aka cookie monster

We are all born beautiful.
It's the things we do
that make us Ugly.

& someday you'll have a beautiful life ;;
someday you'll be a star in someone else's sky

You say you don't love him
but I see it in your eyes that you
want him I know that you need him
I can tell by the look on your face when
you see him that you still care I know
somewhere in your heart you wish he was here

Dont flatter yourself sweetie
the only fan you have is on the ceiling :]

Look, I'm sorry if you miss the way I looked at you, but I don't miss the way you never looked at me.

As you look back on all
the memories, it makes you start to cry
because you realize, you might
never see these people ever again </3

the greatest fear i have
in life is not having a big enough
impact on someone's life to
always be remembered.

Shes got eyes of innocence.
The face of an angel.
A personality of a dreamer.

don't you just love the way he treats
you? the way he makes you feel like
you're the only one that he will ever
love. well, always remember that i
taught him how to love like that.

i picture you and me always
and in this photograph we'll stay
& in this photograph we're safe

Every boy is surrounded by girls.
I just want one to pick me from the mob;
Not because I was fighting for him,
But simply because I caught his eye.

Say what you want, say what you feel.
At least I can say that I do what I feel is right
for me with no apologies for you..
I owe nothing to you

someday you'll wonder how you let

such a wonderful girl

slip through your grasp

Back to our lives,
separate from each other,
& when you see me,
when I see you, we'll
pretend we don't know,
that one time we were lovers.

Saturday, July 15, 2006

Sat, 15 Jul 2006 18:56:25 GMT

IN LOVING MEMORY Of
Jon Alexander Newcomer
Jan. 3,1991 - July 7, 2006

"let it be"

ill update later...

</3 shelby a.k.a. cOokie mOnster....

Sunday, July 09, 2006

Sun, 09 Jul 2006 19:14:43 GMT

Ok .. i'm updating .. i have a new bf .. i like him alot .. but i just cant trust him ..its horrible .. he cheated on me .. two days after we were goin out .. and now were goin out again ..but still .. this peice of me is soo sad and hurt .. i just can't show it to him though.. gOdd! .. i hate this .. welll yeah .. leave me comments .. i love u guys like wOah;; <3

cOokie mOnsterr x3

&& u broke her heart as she layed on the floor
yet again .. she takes u back
kno'ing its killing her even mOre ..</3

.. ..

laying there .. asleep on her bed
dreaming of tha words .. that should never been said
heartbreak running through her head ..
thinking if she were just better off dead

looking into those deep brown eyes
she sees all tha lies
he told her all tha time
that makes her cry
hugging him for tha last time
watching him walk away
she hopes everything will be
jUst fiNe ;;

deeper she cuts
feeling her lost bliss
blood dripping down
why did it have to end like this
for he did this shit to her
her lifes becoming a blurr
look at those tears
her fears have become
way to real..

.. ..

sOo sicK of ur BULLSHIT

..... <//3 ......

lOok how pretty she is
when she falls down
but theres no beauty in
bleeding mascara
lips r quivering
liKe a withering black rOse
shes back agaiiiiinnnn...

.. ..

she drops tha fone
on tha other line he sits alone
u hear her silent crys on tha other line
she gets back on tha fone after he breaks her heart
she tries to cover it up .. telling him .. shes just fine

.. ;;

writing in her notebook
everyday
its her escape
from life today
hurting and crying
nothing she has to say
he misses his kiss
but she HAD to walk away

.. ..