NEW LAYOUT ON THA WAYY TURNED MY LIFE AROUND

THINGS ON THA UP real entry wen i get home....

What if I never knew
What if I never found you
I'd never had this feeling
In my heart

How did this come to be
I don't know how you found me
But from the moment I saw you
Deep inside my heart
I knew

BABIE YOUR MY DESTINY
You and I were meant to be
With all my heart and soul
I give my love to have and hold
And as far as I can see
You were always meant to be
My destiny

I wanted someone like you
Someone that I could hold onto
And give my love
Until the end of time

But forever was just a word
Something I'd only heard about
But now you're always there for me
When you say forever
I'll BELIVE

Oh baby, you're my destiny
You and I were meant to be
I give my love to have and hold
And as far as I can see
You were always meant to be
MY DESTINY....<333

there's nothing like starting tha week off RIGHT

and dat of course is at KRIS and CHEECHA's HOUSE y'all kno me i dun do anything during tha week juss bustinn mah ass everydayy in school and practice and it was a nicee break to get to see my girls :)

KRIS oh how i lovee youu, even tho ur tha cotillion nazi haha and u suckk at teaching JK buhh surprise surprise i got home and i missed youu WTF?!? cant wait til all mah APs and shitt are over soo i can be over there 24/7 HAHAHA

CHEECH holding ME AND QUEENSY  hahaha dont get it too badd bitchhh!

HAHAHAHA SHE LOVES ME MY SPAS ASS

me betz and cheecha...2 outta FIVE MILLION TAKES...dont mind mah bustedness ughhh u guyss really crack mee up I LOVE YAA truLy my smilEe

aiight dats all for now gotz to get started on mah workk edit more lataa...prop dis shitt upp<33

FIRST OFF... a couple days back APRIL 25th...it was a very special person's birthday and i made this buhh i got soo caught up in mah work and shitt dat i didnt get to put this up SO CARLOS AKA JEROME AKA LOS AKA LOS LOS hahahaha THIS IS FOR YOUU...dayuum yo we go wayy backk remember those days wen we wuz married hahaha u were an abusive one bruising me upp wit those feet. from right at tha begining we hitt it off yakno cuz we KNOW how its donee lol...us both be stylin always. MAD MEMZ i cant even begin to name our jackets, 6flags, SHOPPIN, bein tha whale ben at tha beach, ur feet, PON DE RIVER,timbs, cheezmissinggg lol, all tha crazy convos, all tha nights we stayed up and talked wen i was down. i kno we've lost touch lately buhh i juss wanted to let you kno dat I MISS YOUU sooo muchh and ders no one in tha world like youu, ur soo funny and amazin. and IMMA BE BACK HOME SOON soo dont you worry yaa ex-wife coming backk LOL we gotz some serious catchin up i lubb youu!!!HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY EX-HUSBAND lol

also in an hour happy birthday to brian bagui tha asshole who without i wudnt be sucha bitchhh LOL jk

on to me...been really down lately for a lotta reason, been madd stressed too, and yess been MIA for quite some time and will continue to be besides xangaa and shitt maybe until May 14th then i can finally be pickinn up mah phone and all dat shitt cuz its aftaa APs i really am beyond jealous of the people who are already thinking of summer now and relaxing and preparing for funn times while i am preparing/in the toughest timee..madd people plannin to go out and im planning how imma get thru all da shit i have to do my othaa half been helpin me out wit dat makin me a schedulae and all of dat :). I AM DOIN A LIL BETTA couple days ago i was actually "peppy happy" me lol buhh something i've learned is dat I CANNOT GET MY HOPE UP TOO HIGH PUT ALL MAH HAPPINESS IN ONE THING i really dunno wuts goin on wen i do ill let youz kno buh right now im juss tryin to figure things out..

usually i've been goin to bedd madd sadd and upset buhh my bestt buddy brought me up from datt tonight and he always shoutin me outt soo i shud do tha samee for him...ur too funny i lubb yaa jayy thanx

FiNeS fLiP BaLLa [10:51 P.M.]:  u kno im alwayz hea for u..
FiNeS fLiP BaLLa [10:51 P.M.]:  nd if im not dere physically im there in spirit..
MzShAwTiEPiNaY [10:51 P.M.]:  i knoo :)
MzShAwTiEPiNaY [10:51 P.M.]:  awwww
FiNeS fLiP BaLLa [10:51 P.M.]:  so u can alwayz call my name.. nd ill answer sum way some how..
FiNeS fLiP BaLLa [10:51 P.M.]:  lolz..
FiNeS fLiP BaLLa [10:52 P.M.]:  * J e e e r e e e m y y y y *
FiNeS fLiP BaLLa [10:52 P.M.]:  nd den ill b like...
FiNeS fLiP BaLLa [10:52 P.M.]:  * s a a a r a a a a *
ooh mann bestfriend is suchaa DORKK he tries madd hard to pretend he all tough and shitt buhh really he juss as muchh a loser as everyone else i aint g0na put him on blastt buhh hez really a sweetie and not as hard as he pretends to bee lol ;) sorry jayy  ya kno i lubb yaa

OK OK TEMPORARY NEW LAYOUT...

sorry q buhh yakno y i hadda take d0wn tha old one for a bitt...buhh can u find dat song i used to have on here for me again?? THANX SIS MWAHH

CONGRATS TO SHE-HOT and NIKKO on their licenses...which was then celebrated by ms. SHEILA driving me around all weekend hahaha

people really surprised me this weekend...i realized dat people change somethimes REAL quick...sometimes for better and some for the worse. SOME stay the same ALWAYS THERE FOR MEE. i gotta thank god for my friends because dey never cense to amaze me. this WEEKEND this WEEK has been rough buh bigSIS, WALTZ, she-HOT, and FRANCESS wut wud i have done witout you guyss this weekend??

bigSIS: always checkin up. u kno and i kno wuts mine. NO DOUBT. NO JUDGEMENTS. i love youu  U GET ME.  no hesistations. DONT WORRY Y'ALL ONE DAY WE GONE BE ON TOP tha SISTERS GONA HAVE THIER TIME TO SHINE!  we DOWN buh NEVER out.

FRANCES: SAME LIFE DIFFERENT PLACES...i do get a lil scared sometimes buh not as MUCHH lol 'NOUGH SAID! <333

YEAA YEAA U KNO WE HOTT IN OUR SUNGLASSES! she-HOT  too many funny ass times dis sunday and saturday! no offense buh it really surprised me...'member tha TV SHOW and "im gettin a front seat!!"...u really made it betta and u dont get annoyed dat i keep talkin abt it, i never had to say it U SAID EVERYTHING i was thinkin on tha inside...we're suchh bitchess buhh yakno some people deserve and yakno im think im bein REALLY NICE ABT IT. GREAT TALKS these past two days i wish i cud put it all out there how i feel buh i aint lyk dat puttin s0me people on blastt like dat...

SOME PEOPLE JUST DONT APPRECIATE WUT THEY HAVE. and when you do learn to THATS WEN U GROW UPPP

"i was lying to myself...i'm feeling all out of my element, i'm throwing things crying tryin to figure out where the hell i went wrong, the pain reflected in this song, it aint even half of wut im feelin inside"

 - we belong together by mariah carey