| NaiveDidn't realize that I haven't updated xanga for more than a year already! Time flies. It was funny reading my old entries. I can see I was much happier then, much less confused by the unknown future, and much more simple. I was longing for the graduation day to come ever since I started school, but when it's finally approaching now, I kinda want it to be delayed; very contradicting feelings...I don't like uncertainties. Getting older and older...don't even want to mention my age now...It's about time to seriously consider how I want my future to be... |
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| The final is eventually done!!! Slept less than 5 hrs total in 3 days~~~ Tired to death after I was done... Things have been resolved...thanks for everyone's care :) I am Okay now. THANKS A LOT! starting to feel bored these days~ um...wanna start reading some books or do sth...umm..any suggestion? I heard "Mountains beyond mountains" is pretty good...anyone had read that book before? |
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| This is scary...i donno what i am thinking now...confused/brain-dead. It is not a good timing to do this, as my finals are coming next week...arghhhh...God...pls help/kill me!  |
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| I absolutely hate myself, I cannot forgive myself. I don't think anyone can understand this feeling. Headache, Dizziness, and sored eyes. I am a troublemaker. Evil, and disgraceful. Destroying the stuffs that we've tried so hard to build up. Brainless. I don't know why you (or anyone) will like me, if you do. Irrational. I am a total disaster, I can't even think of an excuse to like myself. I am sorry! (yes, again...) |
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| sigh...midterms midterms midterms...i hate midterms!!!!! (esp. immunology!!) i like talking to honey on the phone~  relieves my stress~ hehe... got tempted by his 3 reasons...wanted to go to NY during thxgiving tim~...too bad i have to stay in seattle to study for the finals coming up afterwards... but i think i will go again in spring break!  humm...needa save up some $$ sin duc la~ |
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