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Original: 1/17/2006 7:45 AM
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Tuesday, January 17, 2006
 

A Night of Restraint

 

Restraints

Only when necessary,

 or desired...

 

EDIT: Watch an original short film... a brief journey through our ER, in B&W

PLAY [stop music above]

Weird mystic Asian sound, from a solo session in the dampness of my 100 year old basement.  I kept having intense visions of blissful change in people I know....

 

 

 

Full Moon Fever

 

 

Chemical Restraint

 

 

 

...having survived the violence

 

Ok with it all

 

Peppery

[A Holga Image]

 

Infectious Contentious

 

Book

 

Death is Declared

 

 

Odd Helo on the Way Home

 

Puzzle Pieces

 

 

Blessings to your Soul,

and restraints, whenever critical.

be unbound

for

Our souls are one.

 

Are you unrestrained?

 

tony

 

 

 

 Posted 1/17/2006 7:45 AM - 26 comments

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yay for being first in line :)

restraint isnt alaways a good thing...

Posted 1/15/2006 7:11 PM by tragically_chic - reply

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I don't have enough time for restraint, dear heart.  My spirometry this week shows me at 36%.  Spent a couple of hours the other night going through all of your sites.  You're an energetic fellow.
Posted 1/15/2006 7:14 PM by fratmom Xanga True Member Xanga Premium Member - reply

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restraint...one of my least favorite words!
Posted 1/15/2006 7:15 PM by Southland Xanga Premium Member - reply

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My restraint varies.

Posted 1/15/2006 7:59 PM by DangerousPersona - reply

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Those two rooms I dread in the ED - is it 20 and 21? Those were the days that Droperidol was the drug of choice..

I'm unrestrained but guarded.
Posted 1/15/2006 9:26 PM by vtach2shock - reply

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Your site literally gave me goose bumps. This world is so beautiful and sad.
Posted 1/15/2006 10:25 PM by bhikkhu1 - reply

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I find it terribly interesting how much we do not see.

I am.

Posted 1/15/2006 11:14 PM by n8ivwarrior - reply

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Restraint is for those afraid to live.

I always enjoy the pictures from the hospital. It's nice to see it when I am not a patient.

Posted 1/16/2006 12:37 AM by EnduringSpirit - reply

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Full moon fever?  You subscribe to the theory of nascent irrational behavior blooming on a 28 day cycle?  That could explain many things.  But I could never understand how the lunar cycle effects people like it does the tides > which is based on a gravitational pull. 

Thanks for stopping by.

Posted 1/16/2006 4:11 AM by geezerville - reply

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Moving!
Posted 1/16/2006 6:15 AM by frygmom - reply

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"be unbound" - Yes.

The full moon is strange, yes? From my wife telling me that her class acts crazy to my books telling me to charge my crystal ball in its gaze.

The look in "Ok with it all's" eyes is captivating.
Posted 1/16/2006 8:19 AM by narniakingz - reply

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As a doctor, how do you deal with death of a patient? Was it hard the first time? Does it get easier over time? How do you separate yourself from the emotion of death?
Posted 1/16/2006 8:37 AM by Disturbing_The_Universe - reply

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I was thinking about your hospital on Friday the 13th...
I thought you might get some freakish events...

C is very interested in your Holga camera- his theory on photographs- instant!
Posted 1/16/2006 1:20 PM by rachelmacasaet Xanga Premium Member - reply

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Looks like you had a handful that night!  I can imagine what you guys must have gone through.  And what's our favorite nurse doing??  Hilarious.

By the way, I would never follow Brad around, drunk ~ although it would make for a very interesting night!  I might have to experience that one day.

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What a great photo essay.
Posted 1/16/2006 5:49 PM by Daylily02 Xanga Premium Member - reply

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Your site gives me goosebumps man.  There is nothing more deep on xanga that I've seen.  The music and the photography are so perfect...it's captivating to the point of being ridiculous.

That being said, I've never appreciated restraint.  As long as there is efficiency and brilliance and creativity amid chaos, restraint can only hurt.

Order does have its uses...but in my mind there is beauty in the breakdown.

Posted 1/16/2006 9:01 PM by BlindManBrokenMirror - reply

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I'm working on unrestraint.
Posted 1/16/2006 9:58 PM by quilldriver - reply

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Thank you for your comments. I think that you may be right. But they truly mean a lot to me.
Posted 1/16/2006 10:33 PM by EnduringSpirit - reply

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I am loving the black & white photos. Also the one that seemed desaturated a bit. All very lovely.
As for falling, I can't say I'm very fond of it... because this isn't the fun of falling in love, this is the despair of falling away from the person you love. I can't say I'm very fond of it. Though, I am a beginner.
Posted 1/16/2006 10:49 PM by desperately_grasping Xanga Premium Member - reply

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The pictures... they tell a story. Where do you work? In the ER?
Posted 1/17/2006 4:51 AM by BeeHertz - reply

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MAT

the voice soared off the canyon..it found its place...

till next time

-the dangerous one

Posted 1/17/2006 7:56 AM by tragically_chic - reply

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Oh Tony....
I was so strong this whole weekend.
I listened to my husband cry...sob.
I comforted my children, my mom-in-law.
I was strong, they could lean on me and count on me.
I held myself together.

Then, I listened to your song, saw the film...and bursted out in the most primal, raw, 'unrestraint' cry I have ever had.

It was needed.....I feel drained, yet energenic, tired, yet refreshed. Thank you, so very much.

Love, LeLo.

Posted 1/17/2006 9:36 AM by halomutiny Xanga Premium Member - reply

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Sometimes, only when restrained by outside forces, can someone find their freedom. MMMMM velvet restraint.
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I'm anxious to read your take on the US Supreme Court's decision on allowing the state of Oregon the right of doctor assisted suicide to continue. 
Posted 1/17/2006 6:07 PM by geezerville - reply

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The helo pics were jolting-you ride on that all the time-it's not considered dangerous is it?  I know the forces of the full moon all too well-especially with the mentally ill and patients with brain injuries it seems-they seem to do things sometimes that most people would believe i was making up--- around the time of the full moon--more so than other times! 
Posted 1/21/2006 3:47 PM by FelineEnigma - reply

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