My grandfather(Melvern Tyson Yip 21-9-1922 to 27-7-2008)didn't make it much longer at all. He died. The wake was on the 28th July, and the funeral was on the 29th July. So yes, I will be missing the majority of Pillip and Natasha's birthday party.

最愛最鍚我的你永遠地離開我了!!!

1.How many times have you kissed the last person you kissed?
too many to count.
2.Where is your cell phone?
on the top of the keyboard.
3.What is the last non-alcoholic beverage you had?
pepsi.
4.Did you sing at all today?
yes.
5.Whats the funniest thing you've heard today?
uh, i don't know.
6.Are you scared of spiders?
just a bit.
7.Do you miss anyone?
oh man, of course yes.
8.If someone liked you right now would you want them to tell you?
i don't really care if they do or not, it's up to them.
9.Ever been swimming in a lake or river?
no.
10.Have you ever been on a horse?
yes.
11.Ever gone camping?
yes.
12.What's irritating you right now?
the tag in my shirt is scratching me like crazy, and it hurts.
13.Who are you talking to right now?
annabeth through texts.jeremy on phone
14.Are you afraid of the dark?
sometimes
15.Are you listening to music right now?
yes.
16.Do you like Chinese food?
yes, it's amazing.
17.Do you know your father's birthday?
xx/12/60.
18.Is there anyone you wish was still in your life?
kind of.
19.Anyone see your last kiss?
i think so.
20.If you were a reasonable age, would you prefer a baby boy or girl?
baby girl.
21.Do you like Redbull?
i've never tried it, because i heard that it's nasty.
22.Would you rather eat your pizza cold or hot?
hot.
23.What are you doing tomorrow?
nothing, anyone wanna hang?
24.Would you rather date someone with a British accent or an Irish accent?
um, british accent.
25.Where is the biggest scar on your body?
my right hand.
26.Are you trying to avoid something by filling surveys out?
no.
27.Have you ever had fake nails?
no
28.Do you say "fuck" a lot?
when i'm pissed.
29.What are you listening to?
'bye bye' mariah carey.
30.Last person that called you?
restricted.
31.Has someone seen you completely naked in the past month?
no.
32.Do you believe every deserves a second chance?
yes.
33.Do you plan on going to college?
yes.
34.When is the next time you will kiss someone?
i have no clue.
35.Last time you had pizza?
monday.
36.When is the last time you wore a dress?
amber's wedding.
37.Do you have any friends from other states?
yes.
38.How many belts do you own?
ha,not counting.
40.Do you blow dry your hair?
no, i diffuse it.
41Last restaurant you went to?
wendy's, but that's not really a restaurant.
42.Do you like school?
yes.because of someone.
43.Where is the next vacation you are going on?
hopefully arkansas in august, but i'm not sure if i'm going yet, because i'd go alone and my mom's not to sure about it.
44.When was the last time you missed an actual school day?
jeez, like i remember.
45.Do you believe in karma?
somewhat.
46.How many days until your next birthday?
i'm not counting.

愛過就好,雖然真愛不好找;
愛過就好,雖然愛錯不好受;
只要愛過,我就幸福過!
放手不容易,但我相信是時候要放手了!
曾經抱怨你不關心?也許是因為你對我很放心吧!
曾經想過什麼樣的人才值我我為他傷心難過?當然是一個愛我的人,只有愛我的人才有資格,如果那個他已經不愛我,從那天起,他就不夠資格了!
人家不懂得愛我,我就要懂得愛自己了!
事實上,我最痛恨的,最傷我的人,正是我要遺忘的那個!
因為,不值得!
當初你的愛讓我失望,誰叫我去期望?
如果我真的愛你,應該讓你快樂!!
雖然不捨!但很感激你陪我走過一段開心的日子!
感謝你讓我成長!
我不願他走, 或者只是因為我覺得錯失了些什麼;
錯過了這個愛;我甚至沒有任何準備,而現在他好像要離開了!
我應該祝福他,因為我也許再也得不到他的擁抱!
我應該對他好一點,因為他就要走了!
應該讓他留下最美的回憶才對-------畢竟我們曾經愛過!

I love you.You don't feel the same about me.
It really hurts.
 Everything I do reminds me of you.
You made me happy.. Now if I smile I think of you.
I see you every where.
Your name seems to be all around me.
and Your voice seems to be resounding in my head like bells in the temple

I want to forget you.
but noting I can do will let me.
Because even then I still want to remember you always.

Its too bad.. in my trials of forgetting.
Now all I can remember is the things that I did wrong.
There's so much that I could have stopped from happening.
that Now it seems I can ask my self why was I so stupid.
But then I realized the answer.
and I know it is the truth.
because I am here.and you are there.

But there is the reasoning for that too.
I was always week.. and scared.
I wanted to be stronger.. so I pushed you away.
I ran Far and wide.
and made you seem that You were the reason I was weak.
I did that.

I started to chase your shadow.
trying to catch up to you.
Wishing that i could stand beside you.
I wonder.
what will I be trying to find.
I don't know.

I hope that I can find courage and strength.
but I doubt it.
I carried on so long with hope.
that despair seems to be growing while hope is fading.
I wonder how long can i last.
in a life I don't want..

I know thr truth
I realized!!

Recently ive learned that you should never compare your relationship with other people,
as fictional characters or friends.
what you and your soulmate share can never be described or felt by anyone else.
each and every relationship has their own unique and special bond,
one that can never be duplicated.
you can never compare yourselves to Bella and Edward,
or the couple in your school whos lasted for two years.
no matter how close the situations are,
there will always be one big difference.
you can not explain love to someone who hasnt felt it,
you can not feel the same way someone else does.
your love is something so different and special and it should be celebrated,
beacause no one can take that away from you.

Thinks for talking with me on phone last night!!
 Always makes me happy!
You are amazing!!
Hey!!When will you come back??