One more practice guys. I don't know if I can do this. The last time I had a lead was in 6th grade. Omg, what a jump this is.

I feel so pathetic next to eveyone. Every single one of the other leads and supporting leads have at least BEEN IN a show before, most have even had leads before. I feel so pathetic next to them, so inexperienced, so, i don't know, "without knowledge" (I can't think of a word for that!)

Oh well. A lot people are saying the shows gonna suck anyways. So I guess it doesn't matter how I do, it's predestined that I will suck. I guess that's one of the reasons I let this worry me so much. People won't give me, or the show, a chance. Oh, yep, it's screwed, it's gonna suck. I want to prove them that they're wrong, but I don't know if I can. Oh, well. Toughen up, kid. Move on....it doesn't matter anyway.

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                                        <3 Maura

Hello all!  District this weekend.  And I sucked --- really, REALLY bad.  Yep.  Oh well, that's life.  Ups and Downs!

Toto lived with me this weekend, too.  Scrappy's a real good dog, but it is so hard to get her to focus with everyone around.  I mean, she did EVERYTHING I said when it was just her, my family and I, but with the whole cast, especially with the munchkins coming now - yeah.  That is gonna suck.  Oh well.

So, I have to go read 200 pages now - in the next hour.

Oh and Torhi, I say if we do one in front of the class we do "The Rules of the Game" cuz we both know that one and it doesn't take much props or anything.  And if we film we could also do " Two Kinds" because we REALLY know that one and we have most of the props for it, too.

Call me, anytime before 10:30, if you read this before then!  Otherwise talk to ya tomorrow!

Bye all, lyl!  Kisses   Maura

----I like my smileys!

Currently Reading The Joy Luck Club By Amy Tan see related