| "Styrofoam Plates" by DeathCabForCutie
There's a saltwater film on the jar of your ashes... i threw them to sea but a gust blew them backwards and the sting in my eyes
That you then inflicted was par for the course just as when you were living.
It's no stretch to say you were not quite a father but a donor of seeds to a poor single mother that would raise us alone, we'd never see the money that went down your throat
Through the hole in your belly.
Thirteen years old in the suburbs of denver
Standing in line for Thanksgiving dinner at the catholic chuch. the servers wore crosses
To shield from the sufferance plauging the others. styrofoam plates, cafateria tables charity reeks of cheap wine and pity
And i'm thinking of you. i do every year
When we count all our blessings
And wonder what we're doing here.
You're a disgrace to the concept of family
The priest won't divulge that fact in his homily and i'll stand up and scream
If the mourning remain quiet, you can deck out a lie in a suit but i won't buy it.
I won't join in the procession that's speaking their peace. using five dollar words while praising his integrity. and just cause he's gone it doesn't change the fact... he was a bastard in life thus a bastard in death.
*note*this is for my friends dad... |
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| I have a prayer request for all you christians out there.
Can you pray for my friend...She needs money for her rent..And I believe that god can help her in someway. I think this has brought me closer to god in someway. Right now I feel really close to him. It's not retreats or church that bring myself closer to him. It's when I pray and talk to him alone..by myself..There is a god...Jesus is real..Today I understand this.Maybe it took too long for me to realize it.Today was my time.And I hope I don't slip away anymore.I promise myself that I will attend fridaynites for the sake of myself.
Again please pray for my friend.thanks
I'm sorry to everyone I've been an ass to...really pound my face in..sorry =\ |
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| Today was the first day I drove by myself.
Dallas and I went to the movies to watch "The Village".
It was a decent movie.Kinda a twisted movie and ending but I hate to spoil movies.It was soooo romantic lala..!!
Ok anyways back to my driving story.Now I know where Dallas and Charlie lives.Basically imagine an asian kid on a wheel of a 95 Corolla getting lost cause he has no idea where the hell he is.Suburbs have no lights bleh =\
Well I'm off to watch the Conan O'brien show...And that was my bitching of the day =] |
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