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Monday, May 15, 2006

Mon, 15 May 2006 08:21:43 GMT

wow it's been so long!

Saturday, January 07, 2006

Sat, 07 Jan 2006 00:05:10 GMT

yo guyz

i'd left this forever lol im sorry guys...but from today i'll try to update.

i got a package from sarah! i loved it! thanks :):) ya so sweet!!!

i had been in da woods n was learning many things for myself.

hmm nm to write here...check out my japanese blog if you understand it...

i update there much more than i do for here...and there are some pics so you'd enjoy even if you don't understand the language...heh.

i feel my english is gettig worse, so somebody plz help me out!

let's talk in skype together, it's fun unless you don't hate me lol

so yah my nickname is mana255 you can talk to me anytime when im online.

cya laterz guyz happy new year!

Wednesday, December 14, 2005

Wed, 14 Dec 2005 06:46:26 GMT

currently i'm in love with this bear, rirakkuma.

i don't know why, but it makes me feel happy!

i really really really love this one!

http://www.san-x.co.jp/relaxuma/top.html

Tuesday, December 13, 2005

Tue, 13 Dec 2005 06:31:17 GMT

so christmas is coming!!! i can't wait!

i can't wait for new years day as well!

Wednesday, December 07, 2005

Wed, 07 Dec 2005 10:02:08 GMT

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i was too sad last night now im alright.

ive sent you my package on saturday, sarah :) hope ull get it soon. my sis put some drawings but plz don't care about them lol

he still cares about me, that's enough.

Friday, December 02, 2005

Fri, 02 Dec 2005 09:21:06 GMT

EXAM IS OVER!!!!!!!!!!

i'm really happy!

you know what??! i got the best score in English in my grade its like best of all of 350 people! wow yay! much things happened. i went to an international festival just right before the exams lol and then met this canadian guy matt, who attends to school in my city as an exchange student. today i met him on the train and talked for a while...well ,train is too noisy hmm aw yah i started a blog in japanese cuz i was like left out since im writing journal in english lol everyone here in japan writes blog in japanese so yah it was like i was so lonely lol so i started to write journals in japanese. if you wanna see what is it like, or comment there or anything, visit http://blog.drecom.jp/mana255/ this is my japanese blog! heheh i really like it since ppl around me/ my AFS friends can comment here. tomorrow ima teach english for japanese elementaryschool kids so im kinda nervous lol and what else...oh! im making a package for sarah and maybe ima send it tomorrow or something but maybe its gonna take 3 or 4 weeks sorry if its gonna take loooong time. but i hope shell get it as soon as possible like hopefully by chirstmas day!

currently im obsessed with a charcter called rirakkuma its like relax+kuma(bear) and it's lyk soooo cute! i relle love it!! ima update some pics later today i have to check the package and i got somethin else to do so cya guys laterrrr

Saturday, November 26, 2005

Sat, 26 Nov 2005 02:30:46 GMT

you know you have to study, but you just can't do it.

AWW EXAM SUCKS!!!

Tuesday, November 22, 2005

Tue, 22 Nov 2005 05:17:02 GMT

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I've changed the layout! Now I know how to place the right module in the right place heheh :) By the way, I was mindlessly roaming on the net yesterday and the happened to find a blog of my AFS friend SHuN. I've met him in summer for my AFS orientation and we were in the same group. Since I'm super lazy, I didn't send e-mails to any of the group members(well I sent some for girls but none of boys as long as I can remember). Then I found the blog and I was like OMG and commeneted on his website. I linked his blog from my website, this is in the right module which I learned how to put in the right place just today lol Check his web out, he's going to the states just like me. Last night I had a terrible stmachache and on the way to my room, I fell down suddenly. I didn't know what happened. I couldn't stand up easily and I saw my cell was on the floor. It was like 4 am and I called my mom even though we were in the same house but she didn't answer me. I seriously thought I was gonna die, I looked so pale and I couldn't feel my temperature. Then I went upstairs by myself and told mom what happened. I asked her to call 119. She was like "Oh come on, it's not that big deal. You'll be fine tomorrow. Sleep tight." But I was so panicked that I've never experienced things like that. I was like "Mom, pleeeeease! You take me to the hospital if you don't call 119! or I AM GOING TO DIE! you know what I mean? You promise you will never regret for not callin 119 after my death?? Won't you feel sorrow if I die at the age of 16?? Mom, you're such an evil! I've never thought you would do a thing like this to me. If you call 119, my life is saved! You know what I mean???" lol, now I remember what I did and feel so stupid! My mom stayed cool and laughed at me a lot. "Honey, you're crazy lol " Then I felt so hurt and started to cry. "Mom, I think I now know the truth. You're not my mom. That's why you can leave me in such a situation, eh? Since I was younger I've never felt we looked similer in any ways, you're tall and I'm short, you're a beauty and I'm not, you're so perfect and I'm not. I knew that...I knew that! We're the way too different as family...okay mom so I'm going to die quietly in my room, all alone. If I sleep and then die, I won't feel any pain sadness. Okay..." My eyes were full of tears and I was shaking. She laughed again. " Hey, do you still feel the pain in your stmach?" I was standing there and noticed somehow the pain in my stmach disappeared. Then all of sudden I came to myself again and felt SO embrassed! I told mom " I still feel pain in my stmach but ehm well, it got a lil better so I guess you don't have to call for 119. Okay so...thanks good night mom."

Anywayz, I was so panicked and couldn't think much of thing...lol But I don't wanna do that never ever again...

By the way, I got pierced on Monday and so happy!

Sunday, November 13, 2005

Sun, 13 Nov 2005 08:06:03 GMT

Today I went to see a movie the corpse bride with Hazuki.

The movie had such a beautiful and touching ending...I really liked it.

This morning I was supposed to wake up at5:00 am and the alarm went off right 5 am

but I didn't wanna wake up cuz of the coldness

so I stayed there for one hour so I got out of the bet at 6 am

Then I got ready to go out and went to the station about at 8:30 am

then met hazuki after the quite an absense.

she has changed alot for 3 months it was like wow.

but she was still a fun person and one of my best friends

then we got on the train then go to nagano st so we hung out and took purikuras

1.it says indian but i donno why 2.simply lovely huh lol

3.haha shes bein sumthin 4. it says we came here to watch corpse bride

im trying to hit hazuki by a guitar, me so evil!

the other one says "ƒI[ƒ‰‚Å‚Ü‚‚Á‚¿‚á‚Á‚Ä‚Ü‚·II"@donno how to translate lol

1.me"ta-da!!" her" can u play that?!?" 2.merchen lol

damn this doesnt show how these purikuras are great!

these have glitters all around and it looks really good!!

it says some rondum stuff which was in purikura machine lol

after we took purikuras we went to a convention which features agriculture in nagano.

they had alotta food to try so we tried all and we got some gifts from them.

but we didnt buy any lol

then we went to matsumotokiyoshi and i bought this hot iron(to curl my hair) then took a bus to gondou to see the movie.

when we arrieved gondou we went to ito yokado to have a lunch.

then went to see the movie.

i was almost crying cuz the ending was totally sad...Amie is such a sweet girl...

then we were walkin on the street then i saw my ex teacher and i said hello n he said hello back n it was funny

cuz he was like starin at us at first and then i said hi so he was a lil bit suprised and then noticed the girl was me lol lmao

we got back to nagano st and went to heiando to check some magazines

i found some nice CDs i relle lyk bosa nova n found a CD which is full of covers of the girl from ippanema...by different artists

n i found some nice r&b n soul CDs but i didnt buy em all cuz i have limewire lol haha

i saw some gossip girl books but i was kinda like tired so i didnt buy them

then we went to a purikura store called candy and took a purikura with....

cosplayin! lol

she's a witch and im a highschooler...well,

most of senior highs in nagano dont have uniforms so it was so excitin to wear

a sailor huku lol and she was like "OMG everyones lookin at me"

cuz there was the only person who was dressin like a witch

but there were alotta peeps who were lyk normal high schoolers

so she was relle embrassin lol it was funny

then we went to midori and saw around then got train and back to ueda

it was so fun today cuz we both r obsessed wit nobuta wo produce n we were talkin dat shit lyk fer all day long

she supposed me to wear a maid costume lol so we r gunna wear it next time

dats real fun

im so sleepy so ima go cya guyz have a nice day

Monday, November 07, 2005

Mon, 07 Nov 2005 17:22:35 GMT

Last night, when I was sleepin, mah boo gave me a call

"hey mana"

"o...who?"

"were u sleeping?"

"right"

"o sorry i wondered if u were but i had to"

"dats aight"

"why u didnt gimme any e-mails these days??"

"cuz i was waitin"

"waitin whut?"

"waitin fer u"

"so was i "

"*giggles* ok"

"i missed u lots"

"so did i"

"im so damn tired today...these days ive been so busy"

"i know"

"ill try to make time to go somewhere soon"

"o yay! i wanna eat sweets"

"k k k whutever u want, princess"

"lol"

"i worried about u alot, cuz u alwayz gave me e-mail when u cant see me...but last week i got none."

"ok ima send u alot tomorrow"

im lookin forward to go shoppin with him next time <3