| So I haven't updated in a while. I'm @ work and I really dont want to
do work right now even though I really need to. So yeah. Everything
with me and mike is great. I couldn't ask for a better boyfriend! even
though we dont get to see each other every weekend like before, it is
still the same everytime we see each other. I still cry everytime I
leave him because I hate leaving. He always tells me not to cry but I
just cant help it. I cant wait til the day that i dont have to leave
him. Even though by what he is saying its going to be forever. He
leaves in a month to go to school for 2 months. I will hardly get to
talk to him when he is at school too, so from January to March if I
don't seem like myself, you know why. Then after he is done with school
I am flying out to see him in Chicago, that is going to be weird. Not
only will I be seeing him for the first time in a couple of months and
be really emotional about it all, lol but I will also be in a
completely unknown area for me and I will FINALLY be meeting his
family. yeah i know i havent met them yet and weve been together this
long, but thats far and at least im meeting them. School is going good.
I still have a 4.0 Thank God! I graduate in April! So thats exciting
too.
This past weekend i went up to Oklahoma to see Mike and he had a thing
that he had to be in so i didnt get to see him that much at all, but
anytime is better then no time. I was in his room all day saturday!
Woke up to his alarm when he had to get up and that was EARLY, i felt
so bad for me going back to sleep after he left. but I cleaned his room
up some and i cleaned his closet too. I had nothing else to do besides
homework and watching tv so i thought what the heck. i get a phone call
at like 930 and he was like in about 30 minutes start warming up the
bed because im cold lol i was like okay. he got back around 1030 and he
was freezing, so then i really felt bad. sunday we didnt do anything
except lay around and watch tv. he hasnt had much sleep lately and he
needs it before he goes to school and everything. of course i start
crying, i seriously hate leaving. but hey i still have this coming
weekend, christmas break, and new years with him before he leaves! i
have no idea how crazy i am going to be when he is gone to school,
hopefully not too bad because i can still talk to him just not all the
time. Okay its time to get back to work now! bye
*I love Mike*
Sometimes you meet somebody,
& you know that whatever you did
before, it must have been right. Because
nothing you've done could be too bad,
or have gone too far wrong,
because it led you to this person
Anyone can make you smile. Many people can make you cry. But it takes someone really special to make you smile with tears in your eyes.
If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feeling of your heart beating with mine...
knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you.
It's not the make-up that makes her feel pretty. It's when she's in her pjs, her hair's a mess, and she has no make-up on and he tells her she's beautiful.
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| this weekend was so good and im so happy that it happened!! it took me long enough to get up to Fort Sill but it happened and yay for that!! there isnt much @ all up there but what did i actually need? time for me and mike...thats it and i got exactly that too!!! things are so much better now that we had this weekend and thank god for that!! 2 months until he goes to school for 4 months in virginia....ill probably go crazy then but all will be okay after and we will have everything figured out by then!!!
The Love of My Life = Michael Joseph Perna |
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| i was trying to sleep but then my phone rang dangit and of course its a private # so i didnt answer it. so then my other phone rings...wtf leave me alone unless i want to talk to you and if you are calling from a blocked # then the probability of me wanting to actually talk to you is not there...thats obvious.
so this weekend is going to be very interesting!! i so cant wait!! going to Lawton finally to see Mike!! yay!! be excited because i definately am!! i miss seeing that boy entirely too much! from seeing him practically every weekend to not seeing him for a little over a month...we have lots of catching up to do!! so unless its a major emergency dont call me friday night around like 11 until sunday night around like 9 or so. since i dont have a radio in my car feel free to call me on the drive up there and home considering its a 3 1/2 to 4 hr drive!! Yikes...im going to go freaking crazy but it is so all worth it when i get to see him!! this weekend is all about us!!! and me meeting people too i guess, but that shouldnt be bad. anyways i just cant wait...YAY!!!!
school is going really good! im hoping i can keep up an A average!!! *PRAY*
okay so i was watching a walk to remember...i love that movie, its over now and the other sister is about to start so i am going to lay back down and watch it while i try to get back to sleep.
i love you baby!!! *muah* |
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| my brother has been really sick lately and i feel really bad for him. i didnt know what to say or do but when he said amanda i want to see mike i was like i do too, tj, i definately do too. *sigh...soon *cross your fingers*
this song....*memories* its the song that starts playing when they have sex in the bathroom @ his parents house...its a really good song.....but the first time i ever listened to the words was when i was in my room with mike and we were watching it, because he let me pick out a movie to watch and i <3 the movie, and he was like come here and so i came over to him and we started dancing...in my room, in my pajamas haha, gah i love him.
i so got blood on the first try!! go me!!
misty missed on my hand but got blood from my arm. my hand is starting to swell up bc she got an arterial vein instead. so im in some pain but not alot. im sticking her in the hand tomorrow and i ragged on her so much so i better get it right ha. anyways...i really hope mike gets to come down this weekend because i miss him so much!! i want things to get worked out ASAP and everything be okay because i do love him so much....hes the love of my life!! i know it has to take time and him be okay with everything getting fixed and im ready to do anything we have to do to get back what we had. its a 2 way street and both of us have to want it for it to work. i guess after he comes down this weekend (if he can) and we talk we will know what he wants to do since its obvious what i want.
Mike - I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! |
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| I miss *Mike*....
not much longer....@ least i hope not!!!!
I love him so0o0o much!!! |
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