| soo yeha came back from my vacation n MEXICO n SOUTHBEACH it was hot !
today me n my dad went to a car showw!!!! i couldnt stop slobering! those cars were HOT!
soo yeah to catch u up!
Long ago
Just like the hearse you die to get in again
We are so far from you
Burning on just like a match you strike to incinerate
The lives of everyone you know
And what's the worst you take
from every heart you break
And like the blade you stain
Well I've been holding on tonight
Can you hear me?
Are you near me?
Can we pretend to leave and then
We'll meet again
When both our cars collide?
~i love u!~ |
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| soo things are going pretty good.....memores are still coming back but i guess that will always happen....
but i miss hanging wit my friends on the weekend u know my mom has me n check now cuz of everything but as soon as i can i will be wit yall on every weekend!
~you have my heart so dont hurt me~ |
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| yupp sooo its gettn better umm tommraw for oldies goldies ima dress up like someone from the 80's! its gonna be cute n ima try to wear my hair n a mohawk soo we will see how it goes! maybe it will hold i got my hair cut agian soo it should cuz its a lil shorter
but ima go love yall! maybe ill take pictures |
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| yea soo things have been going a lil better someon told me that they like me someone that i have been in love wit for what 2 yrs now ...soo that made me feel better! im happy ..i guess i can take my mind off things a lil bit now...
umm i hope i can go to the fair tho!
ohh i went to sarahs today AHH i love her soo much it was jus like old times! she is such a good friend!
k well i love u guys n thanks for the support! |
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| * edit* i picked this song yellow b/c thats how i feel about erica
i dont even know what to say....
all i know is i love her soooo much! me n erica were the best of friends the most we had ever been apart was 3 days! where ever she went i went where ever i went she went i was the first person she saw in the morning n the last person she saw sat night! im glad to have known someone soo pure and real! i wish more ppl could have had a heart like hers. going back to skool is going to be hard! we saw each other after almost every class.
she tought me how to be myself n with out her idk what to do!
she was an awsome gurl and a wonderfull child i love her with all my heart from now on every thing i do i will do my best for her!
i will never forget that night erica u will forever rest in my heart! please help me as i try to live life with out u babe i love u soo much!
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u know after today i finally got how erica felt....she seemed deppressed at times n sometimes she said most of it was b/c she didnt feel like she fit in...that her friends that were once her friends werent ne more n that the "preppy" kids didnt want any thing to do with her....and now i see it...ppl going around skool feeling sad n stuff that hardly knew her... n some ppl that came to her graveside that we concidered the preppy ppl....i hope that when u saw her u felt the pain that she did b/c i know i do...n i will feel it every day...soo be4 u judge ppl from what they look like or what they do step back and think about y they might do the things they do b/c part of the reason could be u |
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