*{i'm home}*OH MY GOODNESS I HELPED LEAD 6 PEOPLE TO CHRIST!!
let me tell all of the non-believers out there that this is a feeling that does not go away. it is amazing. nothing else can give you this feeling. i had a blast and i love my church they are awesome! i went through a lot this week but it all mainly back to normal...mostly. but me and katy surrendered* to the ministry!! i want to go to AFRICA next year...that sounds like a lot of fun. i might go to Germany?? idk i hope God can provide the money for it cause i'm gonna need some help! but i am glad to be home...of course i miss falls creek and i can't wait till next year...except one of my best friends is graduating and i'm gonna cry when they do a ceremonial type thing. its gonna be sad. (sad day!! reggy i love you!!) okay so here are some quotes and inside jokes and a poem/story thing i wrote!
i <33 you all
<< its like a blizzard but with sand!! ahhh sand storm!! lol
<< why?? lol derek i love you!! haha
<< will you go out with me?? omg! lol! that was so scary but hillarious!! lol
<< i'm i.n.t.e.r.e.s.t.e.d. lol. denae!! haha
<< love...
<< I am who i am...i'm not gonna change
<< that was the only time i ever meant it...i love you
<< my tears have fallen and i have no more left in me to cry
<< FIVE FEET!! lol. scratch!! taylor i love you!! lol
<< stay the way God made you...he made you that way for a reason. don't try to change your personality to fit in with a certain "clique".
<< to be able to worship in public you need to worship in private.
<< God is all around us...he is in the trees, in the blue sky everything was created by Him he is everywhere, just take a look around.
<< i will praise you Lord my God with all of my heart i will glorify your name forever!! i love that song!
<< my first love...i've never gotten over him...
<< okay lets practice :: JESUS ROX!! lol. becca, sydney, and reggy!! lol and me kate and tay!
<< J.A.R.S.S. & our SECRET SERVICE body guards...lol!!
<< now ur cool!
<< wel i hav 12 icy dates!
<< does my hair look ok?
<< wow...code names :: carlos, pedro, roberto, stavy, stewart (richardo), chassy, marshall, belts, fro-man, shades, pooky, dooky...why in the world are like all of them mexican!? lol. we are crazy. lol
<< i cannot live without God, he will supply me with what i need but not always what i want.
<< PRAY UNTIL SOMETHING HAPPENS (p.u.s.h.)
<< we are the clay God is the potter. He is creating us, we cannot create ourselves we are all made different for a reason.
<< my God can whip your "god" any day of the week!! he is the ONE true living God, no one else can compare to Him. he wants to be inside all of us...give him a chance.
my sad story!!
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Fallen Tears:
my heart is beating...faster, faster. I look up and there you are. I have no where to turn to I am stuck with no where to go. I was hoping I wouldn't run into you, but I did. You speak and say you're sorry, thats not good enough, not yet. You are different, something in your voice has changed. It was different with you before and its different with you now, it always will be. I don't know yet if I can trust you again. My heart was shattered and I can't find the last piece to glue my heart back together again. My tears have fallen I have no more tears to cry. I always thought you would be there when I needed you most...but when the storm came in my life and my tears fell you were no where to be found. You ran off you left me standing in your dust crying with no one to comfort me. I needed my brother, my best friend, I needed you. I needed you to hold me in you arms and hold me close to your side. I needed guidance, patience and love. But most of all I needed you...my tears have fallen and I have no more tears to cry...
i <33 you all!!
<3 mADisoN
J.A.R.S.S. I LOVE YOU GUYS YOU ARE AMAZING!! I LOVE YOU TO DEATH!! i love the S.G.!! (see yall tomorrow!!)
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I GET MY BRACES OFF THURSDAY AT 3:30!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LOVE IS NOT THE WAY IT IS IN MOVIES...life -- is not a fairytale.
This is pretty unique...don't ask me how they do it cause i have no idea.
place your mouse on the E below and drag to the U::
E ven though you can't see Him, GOD i s there for yoU
Beautifully stated
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.
-- Don't be afraid that your life will end,
be afraid that it will never begin
God determines who walks into your life....it's up to you to decide who you Let walk away, who you let stay, and who you refuse to let go.
When there is nothing left but God that is when you find out that God is all You need.
   
   
   
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