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Name: wildstar.
Metro:
Interests: dancing with the moon.
Expertise: living in seclusion in my little doll house.
Occupation: Artist
Message: message me
Member Since:
10/19/2002
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| my old favorite song. so good its on here twice! =)
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boredom + insanity + lack of sleep =
i have no idea what i was thinking, but it was 6am, so i dont think i was thinking.
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i need a hug.
edit.
i spent a grueling total of 6 hours at the dentist getting my fillings
done. and you know whats crazy? he said i barely had any cavities!
and you know what else?
he said i have the most petite jaw he's ever seen which causes problems
with my teeth growing. adults are supposed to have like 30-something
total teeth and i only have 24. thats bc my molars havent grown yet bc
my jaw is too small and there is no room for my molars to grow. they are still in my root just like how wisdom
teeth are, and that means i have to pull them out just like theyre
wisdom teeth. not only that, i already have to pull out all my molars
(6) and 3 wisdom teeth. the molars will have to be treated like wisdom
teeth, since it's under my gums so it'll hurt as much as wisdom teeth.
and thennnn, he's not even going to be doing the pulling. i have to go
somewhere else where they have an oral surgeon, bc the operation is so
complicated that it might do damage to my jaw. if i had a choice i dont
think id get any of them pulled out..but i have to. if i dont, the
dentist said it'll cause infection. yup. this sucks. i'm scared. and
i'm going to die.
that explains why i talk so stupid, and why i eat so slow and why i had
braces, but my teeth are still crooked. bc my damn mouth is too small.
:(
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just got home from a long, tiring day at my grandma and grandpa's.
i go over to clean their house every week. it's more of a mess than you
would think. they're so old..almost hitting 90 and they can barely even
move. my grandma can't even stand up without her walker. every walk is
so slow and small. she can hardly walk much less cook and clean. it
hasnt always been this way. they were fine cooking and cleaning
themselves all my life, but theyve gotten so helpless and weak.
everytime i go there, i feel sad. they've lost so much freedom. once i
took them to the doctor and timed how long they took to get into the
car. 15 minutes. i look at them and think, mannn they used to be my age
before and didnt have to worry about anything.
i clean everything. from their dishes, to cabinets, to mopping and
sweeping, vacuuming, the bathroom, dusting, wiping, and taking out
their trash. i even apply medicines and ointment on their backs and
clip their nails. they cant do it themselves anymore and if i dont do it, no one else will.
today, i was vacuuming and my grandma had disappeared out of the room.
we went to go look for her and found her in the closet, on the floor.
she was getting us sua do nanh drinks which was in the closet. my poor grandma. shes so
helpless. its so much work for them just to get to the next room, and
then she can barely even stand so she lands on the floor. they're such
helpless souls. i just want to help them.
right now i am sad about everything. everyone. people dont realize how
much good they have. people dont realize how bad they treat things.
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| happy bday joe!
i've got a lot on my mind.
i used to think there was
so much good in the world, but ive grown wiser. ive learned that evil
has outweighed the good. (well thats what i think) no matter how much
good a person does, is it ever enough?
why do things seem to circumvent right where it started? everybody has
problems but some people are so fucking stupid and selfish. i'm not
talking about anyone in particular. i'm talking about society as a
whole! why do people seek revenge? why the hell do people always dwell.
why the hell do people hurt people on purpose? especially if they care
about that person. why are we such hypocrites? what happened to all the
good?
need ice cream.
once in a blue moon i go "clubbing."
stolen from liz.
miss too short aint too short with them heels now!
edit.
stolen from joan.
 
me,
tina, and joan. tina has always been the most grown up cutest girl ive
known since i met her and she still is!! and joan still got them sexy
red lips. heeee
i noticed i always put my arm up in the air around my chest. why is that?
another edit!
got an A on my research paper. the only A in the class. YES!
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