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marchingtubageek
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Name: is Val.
Birthday: 2/9/1988
Gender: Female
Interests: music, art, drama, day dreaming, ITG, Stepmania, surfing the internetz, friends, calculus, science, animals, anime, and manga
Expertise: chillin with friends, sleeping, having fun, surfing the internetz, playing the tuba/ sousaphone, reading Manga, and watching Anime
Occupation: Student
Industry: Engineering
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AIM:  marchingtubageek
Member Since:
1/22/2005
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DISCLAIMER!!!!!!!!!
what i say on this site is my opinion and my opinion only. it may not reflect your opinion. what is posted is subject to interpretation. if you interpret it wrong, thats your own damn fault, so don't get mad at me if/when i make fun of you.
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| JESUS CHRIST!
FUCK!
How am I 20?!
... FUCK
that's crazy....
that gives me the most frightening statistics ever:
on Saturday I will have been with Brian for 1/48 of my life (5 months already?!)
i've lived in west for 1/60 of my life (pollock for 1/20)
been in college for 1/15
been in school for 63%
I 've been playing one or more instruments for 48.75% of my life...
i need to get to bed before i freak myself out any more than i already have...
also i'm pissed Human Pets on Facebook disappeared... i was addicted and withdrawl sucks....
lol
seriously though... DAMN
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| wanna see something funny?
no i haven't had my speakers on the whole time... i only listened to it for about 5 or 6 of those hours.
but yea... i think i'll be shutting it off in a few hours sunce it seems to be slowing down my comp and i don't need it to get any slower....
definitely building the new one in july. needz moar RAM!!!! and gigs. and graphics. and... well you get the point, lol
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| today was the epitome of suck and fail
i was one of the two lowest scoring ppl on the Linguistics exam. we both got 60/100. i do believe i outright failed Math 250... complete with a crying Sasuke chibi saying the class made me sad. then i went to the lab for about 4.75hrs. not fun. i normally don't mind. it wasn't this bad last year. i'm just glad i'm so dead set on graduating from a 4 year school or else i may have just dropped for a tech school. there was a point in time where i doubted my major choice. after a mental breakdown i decided that i havent learned enough to be able to doubt my major. this should keep me going for atleast the next year. i don't particularly like sitting in the corner of the lab alone questioning and doubting my choices. really not fun.
i hate learning the theory behind something and would rather learn what works and what doesn't through experimentation. i hate asking people for help. it makes me feel useless. i feel that way enough so i try to avoid it whenever possible. also i can't ask for help. it's harder to do than i'd like to admit. i was raised being told that i shouldn't need to ask for help and to figure things out myself. so being told to ask for help in college goes against everything i was taught growing up. i can, however express when i am totally, completely, and hopelessly lost or clueless on the subject matter or in a situation. it's not quite the same, but sometimes it gets the same results.
i still havent learned enough. i still feel like the lab is the most conducive place to learn useful things. i'm starting to dislike math.... though that could be cuz i have yet to have a good teacher... or atleast one who i can understand (wether it be teaching method or accent)
i think i really do need this summer off...
i want to crawl into the corner and just die right now
also leekspin has been playing on my computer for the last 5 hours or so....(since about 4pm)
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| it's that time again...
the time when stress makes me mental...
i'm mouth-farting the mortal combat theme...
pfft pfft pfft pfftpfftpfft pfft pfft pfft pfftpfftpfft...
well you get the picture.. maybe...
i should go to bed....
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| holy shit where did my semester go?!?! 4srsly bitches...
summer's gonna be hectic... kinda...
may is back and forth between home and school
june is half home half texas
july is home... doing stuff.... building my new comp and remodeling the kitchen... and other housework
august is a little bit home, some florida, and back to school
then we begin at it again...
well i think that i came out of this year all the better. yea... definitely in the plus for this one.
this semester has been pretty good all around. more happy, more free, better grades... mostly..., gettin' closet to some newer friends.
yea. i hope i live here next semester... that'd make shit a whole bunch easier...
summer's gonna be kinda hard...not seein' everyone.
we'll get through it though. it'll be kinda hard, but there's AIM and other internetz.
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