I.-Ampule

I saw a euphimism for a face with aging teeth and a restrained smile
An oversized shawl that drapes over the melodramatic hordes
A surging chaos crippled by its fear, and all the denial that pain affords

Then just like the crashing of waves an upheaval of pain
and akward comforts aside there is nothing to gain.

Sometimes I wonder what eyes I see
A reflection, a lie, or is there glass inbetween

Yet I still could always swear I'm only trying to stop the bleeding
but i still may never care

Somehow luckily my heads still out of the water
and I can breath these "at least" hopes
With a reinforced will of sorts,
Somehow theres always just enough light to stay awake,
Fuller breaths, and simple laughter,
It can make me forget.


II.-Relax

Shine....

equilibrium,

a treasure in a disappointment

    
 III.-Insight

.....disassociated, what is this isolated fear?...
a replacement, are we boiling in the same stew?

deceitful or flawed, it all lies in grey space
biding time blindly by the whims of an ocean

Save some face, what a shame

.
Who's the one that truly is oblivious?
 

IV.-Evoke

An allure misused runs out of breath
The second siren now I will ignore
Sway my sight away, the words exist no more

by my whim you are personified in penciled tongues,
but no more.
Somewhere inbetween... your counterfeit treasures will be forgotten


V.-Carbon Laughter

Despite it all I can't stop the laughter inside, what does it mean?

I have an idea....

I hate it I love it I lose

its a carbon copy of pain

just another disguise, with any hope it will lead me to digust

halfway there

Ive seen the selfish wither and die

False flatteries I never spoke

they will lead me there

There is no hope for you



               -Xul- 2008

Mitigation

-An infinity of vasts accounts to share
Be it in silence or a portrait of repenting words,
Among the midsts a spectacle all for you
(Does your memory serve you well?)

-Mine does and I remember the funny games
Tamed to the truth with a smile on my face

-How did she know? "Its the smile,.." she told me.
And twin raindrops fell, I do recall.

-Jesting analysis and forceful redemption of a ruined soul.
Its why you have my grace. I do recall.

-Would you absolve?

Shine....





equilibrium,

a treasure in a disappointment