heyy.. wow havent written in here in a LONG time.. so its the summer, dont gotta go to summer school. THANK GOD! but yeah im just chillin now.. its gonna be a good summer.. im goin to ireland soon & tHe BEACH!!!!!!! omg you dont understand how bad i wanna be on the beach, layin out, gettin a tan, then goin to the boardwalk & chillin with hot ass dudes! OMg.. cannot wait!

anyway.. i got more haters! damn the bitches always seem to find me and continue to talk shit.. but its cool. i dont give 2 shits..

but im out <3

       -maria*xO

heyy everyone..

 ---> my weekend was fun.. friday nite uh a little beat but whatever. first me & dana went to the mall with dan & bob! ha that was different, havent seen him in a while, but watever it wasnt as weird as i thought it would be.. so i go in victoria's secret to get my mom a gift and i see lindz!! i <3 her.. cant wait till she get's her license b/c she will be here more often! holler  ha anyway.. so we leave the mall and get dropped off at baldi and meet up with lacava, nick hill, tim and colin.. that was watever, all they did was talk shit the whole time.. but whatever i dont care anymore.. so we walked to A.I's house and were sittin outside when toohey and aaron pull up.. we get in the car and go finally to aaron's.. they were drinkin but i didnt feel like it b/c my mom was comin to get me..

so saturday ---> went to work for the first time.. had so much fun! lol at first me and danielle stood there like idiots and were in the way. but then finally we started gettin it and helpin out and watever.. the girl ashley is really cool.. not too sure about heather yet, but maybe she was having a bad day?! so watever. then mia, mk, matt, and mike met up with me and we went with them to mia's house, um me and mk talked about how freakin hot mike is!!,  got ready and went out to eat for becky's bday with re & bonana. it was alot of fun. then mama dukes picked me up and drove me to lawndale with kelly.. i got with mark <3 but we were chillin at some boy joe's house. it was fun.. slip and slide naked, its good for your heart <3 haha i love you boys!!

so yeah this morning.. mothers day <3... went for a 3 mile run for breast cancer.. wow thought i was gonna die.. only ran like part of the time. then started walkin. then ran again.. but walked most of the time. ha oh well at least i went.

so yeah now we are goin to quinn's for dinner.. should be a good time

im out <3

        -maria*xO

heyy.. well i stole this from katie lydon's xanga because i think its really cute.. thanks K-T!! <3

This is my tribute to the nice girls. To the nice girls who are overlooked, who become friends and nothing more, who spend hours fixating upon their looks and their personalities and their actions because it must be they that are doing something wrong. This is for the girls who don't give it up on the first date, who don't want to play mind games, who provide a comforting hug and a supportive audience for a story they've heard a thousand times. This is for the girls who understand that they aren't perfect and that the guys they're interested in aren't either, for the girls who flirt and laugh and worry and obsess over the slightest glance, whisper, touch, because somehow they are able to keep alive that hope that maybe... maybe this time he'll have understood. This is a homage to the girls who laugh loud and often, whoare comfortable in skirts and sweats and combat boots, who care more than they should for guys who don't deserve their attention. This is for those girls who have been in the trenches, who have watched other girls time and time again fake up and make up and fuck up the guys in their lives without saying a word. This is for the girls who have been there from the beginning and have heard the trite words of advice, from "there are plenty of fish in the sea," to "time heals all wounds." This is to honor those girls who know that guys are just as scared as they are, who know that they deserve better, who are seeking to find it. This is for the girls who have never been in love, but know that it's an experience that they don't want to miss out on. For the girls who have sought a night with friends and been greeted by a night of catcalling, rude comments and explicit invitations that they'd rather not have experienced. This is for the girls who have spent their weekends sitting on the sidelines of a beer pong tournament or a case race, or playing Florence Nightingale for a vomiting guy friend or a comatose crush, who have received a drunk phone call just before dawn from someone who doesn't care enough to invite them over but is still willing to pass out in their bed. This is for the girls who have left sad song lyrics in their away messages, who have tried to make someone understand through a subliminally appealing profile, who have time and time again dropped their male friend hint after hint after hint only to watch him chase after the first blonde girl in a skirt. This is for the girls who have been told that they're too good or too smart or too pretty, who have been given compliments as a way of breaking off a relationship, who have ever been told they are only wanted as a friend.

alrite im goin to get ready <3

        -maria*xO

heyy..

alrite my weekend.. 

[(-friday nite-)].. went to the fox chase keg.. so everyone is chillin & there was gonna be a few fites?? but i settled those shits haha jk. but yeah rob was there and we were chillin and john creamer wanted to fite him? watever then.. fake cops showed up with flashlights and someone was like OH SHIT 5-0 ... so we fuckin JET! we were r u n n i n g soooo fast b/c we werent tryna get caught by the cops.. so im behind leigh-ann and she gets caught on a branch and almost falls on her ass.. then somehow my fuckin belt fell off? damn that was my favorite belt.. so anyway, im still behind leigh-ann and we are tryin to cross this creek which i think is probably really small.. well no. i was steppin on a log and i  f e l l  i n with one foot and i fuckin ruined my white sneakers.. cuz now one is brown :( oh well thats wat i get for goin to a keg. lol my mom was makin fun of us, she thought it was funny as shit ... then i slept over dana's and snuck out to chill with matty and mike for a little bit.. was fun..

[*-saturday-*].. so we wake up around 12, cuz we had work.. it was barney & birthday bear? well the party was e a s y as shit.. so we got a 5 dollar tip haha then got mcdonalds .. eww... but then i had to go to a family party.. it was a fun party me and m y  c o u s i n were talkin about alot of stuff.. he is awesome, then i went to pick up tom, get changed and go back over dana's? all we did was sit around and watch t.v with cait! it wasnt bad.. we were l a u g h i n soo hard .. Oh wOw.. then we got my mom to pick us up and we slept over here.. so we get here after we all get *b i t c h e d* at for no reason, and we try to find something to do since we stayed in all nite.. so finally we called this boy rob from solly and he came to pick us up.. then we went on a mission tryin to stay away from the cops.. i dunno we chilled.. then we got dropped off and we went inside.. the funniest thing all nite.. be nice to the police officers.. is your name matty.. or mikey ... wat the fck is in my drink? i dunno looks w e i r d .. oh wait.. dane its ok, its sprite with spiders its allowed to be there.. aw man i think you had to be there. a little mangled <3 

anyway.. dave brill is a fuckin loser & so is justine.. so stop talkin shit..

im outt <3

                     -maria*xO

I want a boy. A nice boy.

He'll tell me we're like Corey and Topanga.
He'll give me his favorite sweatshirt.

He’ll text me every morning before school saying "Have a great day babe I love you!".

And he always whispers something sweet in my ear.
He'll take me to a concert to see my favorite performer even if he doesn't like them.

he wouldnt be scared to cry in front of me--
--and would hold me when i cry ..

He would grab my waist and kiss my neck.

We would play tag and not care whos watching.
We’d kiss in the rain.