| my last and final blog...
to everyone on xanga, this is my final blog. its sad, i know. i have lovely memories from this site, met some cool folks you know.. i'm always doin the dang thang. lol! the people you see above are the most wonderful people. they deserve so many thanks, not only from me, but from everyone else in their lives. they have done so much for me and deserve more than i can give them. although, there is one person that i have not met. Daniel Marshall, is his name. i have not met you yet but, you have a special place in my heart, my friend. i will meet you i guess when God sayes its time for me to meet you. anyways, back to what i was saying... you do have a special place, why you ask, you were around for me to talk to when everybody else was to busy or i just wanted someone to talk to, to sort of bull shit with. all those times we've talked on msn, you leave me with a smile. you are crazy!(in a good way) i seriously don't know what i'd do with out all of my friends. i'd be a loser without them, i'm sure! everyone of my friends are different in many many many ways.. but all are so much alike. my brothers, matt and bailey, they have all of my heart. no guy will ever compare to them. they are bratty, spoiled, loud(especially when i'm sleeping), addicted to video games, mean, but yet i wouldn't change any of that for the world. i love those guys. i should thank my momma for givin me two of the best brothers in the world. i always wanted a sister, but i'm glad i have them instead! they make me smile more than anyone i know! i know i've said a lot of mean and hurtful things to someone in my pictures, and that someone is brittney, but she has done the same to me. brittney, is now my cousin(cousin-in-law, would be correct) she is one of my childhood friends tho. nothin will ever change that. she's ditched me on my birthday when all i wanted to do was hang out with her and ashley(someone who i am NOT friends with anymore.. don't ask. i wont tell) for my birthday, lied and backstabbed me so many times its not even funny, hooked up with someone i was crushin on, just to see me hurt, but yet.. she still remains my friend. i must be stupid right?! the good times we've shared keep us together. lord we have some crazy memories.. brittney jo, i love you! hurry up and have my baby! dustin, my lover. me and this guy have a crush on each other but we don't date, never have probably never will.. that crush tho sort of keeps our friendship alive. we have a weird friendship, and i like it! jordan, my brother from a different mother, he makes me things.(like signs and such) i talk to this guy every dang day! i love him very mucho! barbara, my main hoe! this girl omg.. i love her.. we met at northeast. we are the 2 hottest chicks there. our milkshakes bring the boys to the yard! we are crazy thats all i have to say! joshua perkins, i've known him since way back when. i guess that makes him a childhood friend too. my daddy and uncle love to pick on his momma. its great. jason, my hardcore friend. jason thinks i should listen to screamo music, b/c he says my boy bands suck.. haha! he's just jealous b/c he can't be in a boy band, cause he isn't gay enough.. lol i will see you tomorrow night. becky, she's my aunts sister, so somehow that makes us family. adam, knows all my dirty little secrets and thats all i'll say about that! phillip, he loves to party. phillip and i graduated together from North Pontotoc. i remember him comin to north in 11th grade like it was yesterday. i met him in my u.s. history class, with mrs. moore. he sat behind me. we've been friends ever since! howard,(he goes by nathan, howard is his middle name) is simply howard.. thats all i know to tell you... he's a good guy! starla,my female pimp. she's boy crazy and so am i, thats why we clique so well. clay, he is one of my newest friends. i look foward to gettin to know him better. the thing that catches my eye about him, he's different and unlike some people, he's not affraid to be himself. that alone, makes him cool! my coach hunt, my friend for the longest time. we've had major major major differences and you know what i'm talkin about. you've hurt my feelings by deletin me off your myspace.. if i could have kicked your ass yesterday, i would have. (tell your gf, i said hey!) i am sorry about what went on yesterday, i don't know the whole story, but i'm still sorry, i hope everything gets better for yall! you know i'm always here for ya! oh yeah, i hope you liked your comment i left you! BRADY, my one and only. you've never judged me. out of all my friends that i have.. (and i have like 2.5 billion friends.. lol) you have treated me with the upmost respect. i love you with all my heart brady! i'm so ready for you to come home so we can hang out. i'm jealous of new york right now! i miss you so much*tear* there's no tellin what you are doing right now, but hopefully you are thinking about me, like you always do.. haha! everyone, brady, is by far one of the coolest folks you will ever meet.(in my opinion)!! everyone else: i know i have forgot a lof of you, its not on purpose.. the guys i have listed are my "best friends" don't get me wrong yall(every one of my friends) have a place in my heart, but these people(i have listed) i know if it was life or death, i know they would somehow save me! i trust them with my life. the memories my friends and i share, will last a lifetime. thank yall from the bottom of my heart, for bein there for me when i needed you, pickin me up when i was down, makin me smile. thank you for the memories we share, the tears, the laughs and everything else! i love yall!
bye bye xanga!
much love... MARIEN LORICK |
