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| As your lies crumble down, a new life she has found
I'm currently pmsing over how soon school is going to start. I'm not kidding when I say I'm scared to death about O's next year. I know I've been going on & on & on abt it. But seriously, I doubt anything will ever prepare me to take the O's. Its traumatising how O's are the next major milestone in my life. It's do or die, maybe even do & die. I keep trying to tell myself that I will be very extremely diligent, & I will do constant revision, & ALL my homework for the entire year. But we all know, its easier said that done.
I'm trying to do up all my sec three notes by the end of January. I seriously hope I'll have enough time. I've alr completed three chapters of Bio, & half a chapter of SS so far. Been doing Amath papers like a horse too, okay not really. Maybe only the past two days. Rawrrr, I really really don't want school to start tmrw. I'm starting to worry I've grown so fat, I can't fit into the uniform. Damn. :(
Dinner tonight?
Sorry, I think not.
Maybe soon.
A pebble in the water makes a ripple effect;
Every action in this world will bear a consequence. | | |
| a year ago today.I would like to visit you for a while
Get away and out of this city
Maybe I shouldn't have called but
Someone had to be the first to break
We can go sit on your back porch
Relax
Talk about anything
It don't matter
I'll be courageous if you can pretend
That you've forgiven me
Because I don't know you anymore
I don't recognise this place
The picture frames have changed
And so has your name
We don't talk much anymore
We keep running from the pain
But what I wouldn't give to see your face again
Springtime in the city
Always such a relief from winter freeze
The snow was more lonely than cold
If you know what I mean
Everyone's got an agenda
Don't stop keep that chin up you'll be alright
Can you believe what a year it's been
Are you still the same?
Has your opinion changed?
I know I let you down
Again and again
I know I never really treated you right
I've paid the price
I'm still paying for it every day
I still can't help thinking about one year ago. & it amazes me how much we've changed... & grown. Now I realised, I don't know you anymore; I don't even know me anymore. But if I asked you if we could try again, what would you say? You used to brighten my days; but now you're just another shadow in this mundane life. Someone from the past. Someone I used to understand. Someone I loved with all my heart. But where are you now? | | |
| Taking it's toll that I'm leaving without youHaha, i rarely update here.
But I'm here today :)
And I'm going to update properly
On diaryland.
Because I still prefer it :D
If we were a movie
You'd be the right guy
And I'd be the best friend
That you'd fall in love with
In the end we'd be laughing
Watching the sunset
Fade to black
Show the names
Play the happy song | | |
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