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Thursday, July 03, 2008

oh her heavy head

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mark and i talked again last night. we've been talking a little more about some stuff that's causing him stress, and in turn, how the stress is affecting he and i. i keep getting upset about his stress interrupting our relationship because i am the silly head-girl who goes to the it-must-be-me place instead of the what's-really-going-on-here? place first. i keep telling myself that it isn't me, that we've talked about this a lot now, but my head won't leave me alone. it ISN'T me, i know this, and mark can't say it enough. and if i could flip the "off" switch in my brain, i certainly would. a million zillion times, i would.

anyway, i'm just going to keep being supportive and as un-needy as i can be.

~*~

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in other news, there isn't a whole lot to say! tomorrow is the holiday, and i want to wear something fun. i'm not sure it's the right opportunity to wear my new top, but i MAY wear this skirt i got a while ago when i first made my "more skirts and dresses" resolution at the beginning of the new year. we'll just have to see, though. it's overcast right now and slightly chilly with a bit of spitty rain. if the weather is like this tomorrow, i'm wearing jeans and a sweatshirt!

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It's icky chilly/wet weather here too! I had already decided to wear my favorite shirt in the whole world (a stained glass looking tank top I got in 1998, fell in love with and refuse to let go of) with a jean skirt for my birthday. Imagine my disappointment when I discovered the clouds and spitty rain. Yuck. My brother and I decided that everyone must pray for good weather for their cookouts tomorrow and God decided to get the crummy weather out the day before. I am overruled by the weather hopes of the nation.

Whenever you decide to wear your new shirt, I certainly hope you'll post a picture so we can all see!
Posted 7/3/2008 3:39 PM by Taste_and_see - reply

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What better day to let loose with a little bit of freedom to wear whatever sounds good, feels right, looks pretty, etc. ... It's Independence Day, right :) I hate that I'm part of the "Is-it-me?/It-must-be-something-I-did-said" club. My husband never, ever comes close to realizing how complicated my head and stream-of-thinking are. It seems like it requires continuous self-talk, writing it out, bouncing it off, etc. Wouldn't it be nice to just relax about ... everything? I vote "yes." Hope you have a nice holiday ... take good care and be well!
Posted 7/3/2008 5:19 PM by The_Timekeeper - reply

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