Update finally huh?!!!

I don't have much to say but I will say that i am glad its cold. thats all

Currently Reading Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix (Book 5) By J.K. Rowling see related

Have you ever wanted to just run away and stay hidden for ever???? I have been hiding out from the world during the day only to prowl at night only to ponder this life i am currently leading... i feel lost, alone and full of fear. Never have i been so low, not even during my parents divorce. i feel like i havent had time to greive or to move on to the life left to live. i love the fact that i cannot seem to get the idea out people's minds that i am upset with them, the reality of it all is i am upset with myself... i am falling further and further from those i love... so to those who feel as if im upset with you know that it is not about you, its something i am trying to deal with, my personal problem.

Currently Listening Foiled By Blue October see related

I had a great day today!!! it felt so simple and non complicated. i got registered for classes and now i will go home and enjoy a non dramatic kite flying weekend with my family. I love to do things with them, let me tell you, it is never a dull moment with my family. There is always something to laugh at or about with my mom and grandpa around, not to forget greggy too.

i feel as if a weight has been lifted from my shoulders, having my classes ready for next fall and now i can worry about completing my degree plan.... ewww gross. all well.

i feel like frolicking in the fields and picking lovely wildflowers only because its fun and stress free. just to sunbathe topless would be so liberating!!!!! i want to liberate myself, maybe ill go skinny dipping, or maybe i will flash a car and see if it crashes( j/k  i have already done that in my earlier years) lol. I want to do something i have never done.... but what? HMMMM.  you tell me... what is something that liberates you?