well, i dont want this journal entry to be the kind of crock that it was last time even though it probably is. Its the day after prom and it was a blast i had the greatest time of my life, being there with all of my friends. oh yeah, lackey and biren were on the prom court, i can't believe they had that many votes, i screamed and yelled like a maniac. anyways, i took erin there and i think she had a pretty good time. we were singing and dancing, and we even swing danced which was awesome, she's such an incredible person. by the end of the prom i took her home for her to get changed and get her car to go to post prom, she said she wanted to leave early. i respect that and all but i wished she could've stayed longer. in the beginning when we got there, it was kinda hectic because i just had to say hi to all of my friends and take a look around. i think i didn't pay attention to her as much i wanted to. well, when she left i decided to tell her what was on my mind. i walked her out and asked her if this, me and her, was going anywhere, she said she always wants me as a friend but nothing more (of course), but i meant it when i said i will always be here for her after i get done with my marine training which will be a hell of a long time away (probably till end of october). i also told her that i thought she was absolutely the greastest/coolest/most interesting person i ever met, i never wanted to learn/spend more time with anybody else in my life. i hate to sound so forward again but i don't know how else to be, i really don't. remember im not obsessive or anything, but i just have a lot of feelings because she just gives me so many feelings. anyways, it ended up by letting her know that i will still be here if this thing doesn't work out with this other guy- oh yeah, i forgot to mention she was seeing this other guy for a week or so, she told me so during this little conversation- i asked is this guy making you happy, because thats my biggest concerns, as long as she's happy, and she said "yes" so i backed down, i gave her a kiss on the cheek and then she drove home. we're still friends and that's cool with me, but i hope one day soon she realize that im a pretty good guy who is also interesting and that will treat her well. hey, for now all i'm gonna do now is be happy for her and try to come back from marine training so we could possibly start over.  later

                                                                                              -teo

Wow, its been a while since i last wrote in this thing. stuff has been happening since the last time. good stuff, i suppose. anyways, i just got off of work at 12:30 and it sucked. had fun this morning though. spent some time with a friend, ate breakfast (very good breakfast, even the pecan bun, although some people don't think so, lol). then we went to the record connection, a rad place to get good, cheap music. then we went to royers and surprised a  friend and she turned all red (very funny by the way), and listened to good music on the car ride too. thing is though,  not that she doesn't always (trust me), but she looked really great today and smelled crazy good, yes crazy good, smelled like the definition of pretty. well, now your thinking, what's the problem, well, i didn't say anything, i feel like an ass. i didn't even compliment her once, i am dispicable! but hopefully i'll see her tomorrow-wait, make that today- and mention something. great thinking on my part though, right? yeah right... oh well, i think we both had a great time and had fun. rasberries for everyone, gotta go to sleep now. later days.

                                                                               -teo

well hello everyone who doesn't have a life and would rather read about mine than dealing/accepting their own pathetic piece of the universe they call there "life." - Sorry about that, that happens every once in a while, i sort of go off in this crazy pessimistic mood. i think it's because i'm tired and don't want to go to bed. I really think sleep is a waste of time. i mean, don't get me wrong, i like to sleep, but the thought of missing x amount of hours and not living your life every possible moment is just wierd. and so am i. anyways, i'm pretty wierd. so... school, yep...work, hah... life, rasberries...(rasberries is my way of writing down a thumbs up, rashberries on the other hand is thumbs down). so rasberries to all my friends, and rashberries to everyone else! hah, i'm so evil. speaking about evil, i drew a picture today that was supposed to look like a funky picasso-like chinese man, but someone said it looked like an "evil elf." oh well, just like my like my uncle used to say when i was a fat (and i mean huge) 10 yr old kid and attempted to run, at least i tried. maybe to much information? whatever... ok that's it for tonite folks, stay tuned for the next episode when teo might actually wear something that fits him...rasberries!

                                                                      - teo

ok... so... right... i really don't know how to start these things. anyways, today was fun- i guess- i got to go to school two hours later than usual and i got off of work tonite. somebody came in and see if anybody didn't want to work and i said ok (i work at the texas roadhouse). so know i don't know what to do, think i'm gonna call some friends to see if they want to hang out, but other than that, i think i want to decorate my room. before work i went to the bargain place next to goodwill and got a retro tennis racket, so i'm gonna hang it up. i also got this way cool denny's shirt. there was also a sketching of a guy holding a glass orb while you see only his hand holding the orb up and his reflection in it. i'm not even sure if that made sense but it's pretty cool, rasberry cool! so, if u know me leave a comment with your xanga name thing-a-ma-bobber and then i'll leave a comment on yours, ok, cool... so i'll write back again later, later.

                                                                        teo