Song of the month "Did My Time"-Korn

There was a comment left on my last entry that was rather disgusting. I would like you to know that there is no truth to it and i am disgusted that someone has stooped that low to try and make me look bad.

Well when i was talking to my new friend laura day{not amanda day's sister} she posted one of her previous post's over aol and i thought it needed to be read by more people.....so here you go

       Warning... you might not like what you read!

First of all, I am a bitch, and if you dont want to read me bitching then DONT! You are the sick son a bitch that decided to sit your ass in front of the computer and read what I have to say so if I bitch or complain I dont want to hear your complaining about it, its your decision.

Im so sick and tired of labels, trends and styles. You like what you like. Dont like something because other people like it. That is rediculous. I think that im going to go out and buy a $45 dollar shirt because you know... its popular. It still amazes me to this day that people judge you by your cloths and not by who you are.

In the past i have been to affraid to show who I really am. But guess what, and this is important so if you read nothing else read this...

-No matter how hard you try and no matter who you pretend to be, your not going to be able to please everyone, and at the end of the day the only person you have to prove anything to is yourself, and you better hope and pray that you can live with that person because you are stuck with yourself. So it would benefit yourself to be who you really are because one day your going to forget to put on that mask and everyone will see you for who you really are. You have to be yourself. Be very honest about who and what you are. And if people still like you, thats fine. And if they dont, thats their problem.

I used to think that I had to pretend that life was all rainbows and bunnies. Guess what... ITS NOT! Everyone is going to be suprised when my style completly changes because before I was worried about what people would say and how people would react. And everyone is going to get their undies in a twist because its not going to be what people are used to or im just a "wannabe" or some stupid shit like that.

Maybe you should look in the mirror or reflect on yourself for 2.5 seconds. You all arent perfect and i am sick and tired of all the high and mighty imperious bull shit. I never said I was perfect. And I dont expect everyone else to be but come on people be yourself!
 

This is a very interesting post indeed.....so truly can you call me a poser when you yourself are joining on the bandwagon of having to look good for everyone but in turn you yourself are posing to try and become everyone else

Well...This has been a long weekend full of mixed feelings and sorrow, and i feel obligated to tell you.

      This weekend was my oldest sisters wedding, She got married saturday to Allen in Bowling Green. I was one of the groomsman and stood last in the row, and i realized when my sister walked down the isle a part of my life had changed forever, My oldest sister was no longer amy miller but amy reinmeyer. You never stop to think how quickly things in your life can change, and how much you really love your siblings untill something like this happens.

      The wedding went well and the limo ride afterwords was fun, we went to a park for pictures and on the way there the Brandys got into a "fight".

       It was all good and i met some of my sisters best friends and really got to liking them. Brandy Grimes and Brandy Calms.

       The reception was where the mixed feelings were at. It started very well and right After the Bride and Grooms dance my sister{a bridesmaid} recieved a call from her best friends parents saying that her best friend Chasity had been in an accident. Her car was broadsided by a truck and her pelvic bone was broken among with both her legs. They don't know as of now if she will ever walk again. To top this off my sister heard my mom say she hoped chasity died.

      During the Father daughter dance my dad went out and tried his hardest to dance with Amy and it made me realize how fortunate i was to have a father at this point. Two months ago my dad was just out of surgery and couldnt talk.

      The GrandFather daughter dance was the saddest. My Grandfather is very sick and he refused to sit the dance out so he went out and still danced with amy.  He wasn't able to finish the dance and nearly collapsed on the floor. It reminded me that the last my grandfather could remember as is a failure.

      I thank Victor{Groomsman} for doing everything he could to cheer up my sister during the wedding party dance. He put a smile on her face when he didnt have to.

      To the Brandys im very glad i met and thank you for the dances.

       I had the most fun when they started playing freekdance music and they got me out on the dance floor and made me dance.

       The most memorable part of the reception was when i asked Brandy Calms to dance. She had had a few to many to drink and she was still dancing with me and giving me advice on highschool and about failing. It made me realize a few things again and got a few good memorys.

       Well it seems this past weekend was more then a weekend and more like a week or two. It feels good to be back home and i hope amy and allen are enjoying jamaca.

What to write what to write..........only a couple more days of school left THANK GOD

ill think of more to write later....amanda i dont know what to say about your comment