Really busy day today. Class, work, work again, then to brown county! It has been a crazy past few days. With Laura coming home and all of the projects due I don't know how it all got done, but it did. I am hoping sometime soon that I will have enough down time to acctually hang out with laura.  She's all ive been able to think about for months, now that she is here I still think about her all the time, but in a different way. It's alittle easier to do deal with now, knowing that I can talk to her more than once a week. Knowing that I will see her more often  helps alittle bit to.

I hope everything with this job works out. It is really stressfull with all of the things they throw at you during training. Im sure i will get the hang of it eventually. Speaking of jobs, its sad to be leaving Jimmy Johns. I really had a good time there this summer, and even though I barely made any money, it was still fun.

Well, off to training, I can't wait to see what they throw at me today.

Live every day like it was on purpose.

Thats totally a line from a movie, but it keeps running through my head. I think its because I sit here just waiting for each day to tick by until Laura gets back. It is only 9 days (yes I've been counting) but what a waste. Thats nine days I could be doing so much. Plus, it may just make the days go by faster until she gets back. So, I think I am going to try living every day like it was on purpose. It would be alot easier with internet, but coming down to the library has become a habit. I am finding plenty to do at the house with out it, and I have been watching alot of TV. I think I will chuck the TV out the window when school starts though. I HATE thinking I could be out doing something but I am inside watching a box instead. Alright well, I think thats enough. I am going to play on the computer now.

Currently Watching Band of Brothers see related

Well, its been about 2 weeks without internet now, and I am coming to realize how much the world depends on it to survive.

I have been missing class assignments, I never get to talk to my friends, I feel cut off. The 20 min. a day I go to the library to check email is just a brief relief to the torture.

I would love to take it into my own hands and go down to SBC and mabye cut of their internet, see how they like it for a while.

But seriously, this is awful. So SBC if you read xangas COME TURN ON MY INTERNET!

Not having internet at the house is probably the worst punishment anyone could bestow on another person.

damn you SBC!!