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Name: Maxi
Birthday: 10/21/1990
Gender: Female
Interests: music, literature, movies
Expertise: i play the guitar and bass...im trying to learn how to play the drums but...well...let just say that i have no eye-hand coordination whatsoever...lol... :P
Occupation: Student
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
Member Since:
7/10/2004
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| i just wanna lock myself up in my room for the rest of the summer
(which is...less than two weeks...) i just wanna..........i
dunno................crawl into a hole and stay there for all
eternity...........sana mabaliw na lang ako para they can lock me up
forever and ever and ever............ :(
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| *sigh* ayoko na........................................................................................... 
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| this is a poem i wrote a long long time ago....well....not that long.....a few months ago.....here goes......
my screams have been supressed long enough
here i am,
im shouting my lungs out
im out breath
im gasping, gasping for air
or maybe its truth im longing for
truth...truth...truth
ive had enough of the lies youve been feeding me!
for i am not an insolent fool!
i know of the torment you've spread on this earth!
i know of the hatred you've sparked!
but why do i come back?
longing for more...more of your lies
your sweet, sweet lies
i long for your warm breath on my cheek
the breath thats fooled so many others before me
your demented mind has entwined me onto you
you cold hard has frozen me with you
i am trapped
i must get out but i cant!
thinking that it would not betray me
i go deep into your soul
i am lost in the depths of your eyes
my very essence is in you
and i am living off your lies
your sweet damn lies
i am clinging onto your lies...
your lies...
your lies...
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| its currently 2:19 am....haay....yesterday (as in may26) ang......ah
ewan! *sigh* i just wanna know why i keep dreaming of 'him' when all i
can think about is 'him' (diff person...im not saying any names) tapos
ang weird ng dreams...sabi sinasaktan ko daw siya? sa dream ko
physically ko daw siya sinasaktan as in palo, sapak...etc. pero sabi ni
momonja(the LOVE guru) emotional daw kung totoo....now how would i be
able to do that? he doesnt care about me....*sigh* im soooooo
confused!!! i wanna tell 'him' (2nd 'him') na......i think i like him
pero i cant!!! its a risk thats too hard for me to
take.....grabe.......tapos si tin.......umiyak nanaman
kanina.........kasi she asked for a sign kung wala na ba talaga
and.....well...nagakatotoo yung sign.......so she just broke
down.............pero hindi naman masyado......so yeah.......that was
my insane day..........just a little snippet of my CRAZY
summer........yeah......summer '05 rocks pero dude...........im too
young for all this drama!!!
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| uhm....nag-update ako ng friendster profile ko.....hehehe....ang cool na niya! hehehehe.....yeah.....uhm.....nag JoFo ako...as usual.....:D nandito ako sa house ni tin naliligo siya so....wala akong magawa.....hehehehe......yeah........bangag ko............ | | |
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